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Sunday, April 30, 2006 ( @ 11:55 PM )   with the biatches.  okay.the sandra & the yingling,the eileen & the yong qi.  the 3-party love  yun wore skirt in my honour!  if you're single & rich  yes,the couple.hehs  i kissed & got kissed =)   cheerios my love.to the friendship til the end    =) what more can i ask for     oh,not forgetting the card which mister boo claimed to have spents hours on it. hah!what a honour indeed.  =) 0 comments ( @ 11:41 PM ) i cant say any enough of "THANK YOUs" to express my graditute to you biatches. but all i can say is that you people are indeed god's sent. my love. how can i ever have such nice bunch of mates. and good friend,haha.MY GOOD FRIEND. you're such a sweetheart too. life cant get any much more beautiful. a very plain "thank you" that carries thousands of my sensation. touched with utmost happiness & blessings i am. =) 29th- work was fun. time flew by. my supervisor & colleagues were really nice. sweet indeed. the cake surprise in the storeroom. unpredictable indeed. and the mrs field cookie that has got "happy bithday joanne" from michelle. thoughtful supervisor i have. what blessings. dinner with my 07' cant get any better. the boozing,the yum seng-ing,the food,the cake,the sunflowers,the ipod nano. hah! to think i thought it was the top shop's boxers. sorry lar yun. hehs. xD but really. nothing can express the graditute i hold for you biatches. the night was lovely. the day was fabulous with you all. the present was thoughtful. all my favourite! the sunflowers,my love. the chocolate cake,my crave. the nano,my surprise. hah! really zillions "thank you,my dear all." MOS was good. finally the grooving on the dance floor with my fat mama. =) eh my dear i had to share you with poh! shessh. im so going to blacklist him lah. haha! 30th- meeting up with my dear girls for lunch. changing appetite at marina sq. the food aint bad. especially the Spice Me Up pasta. thumbs up. the thought of it is making me drool. hah! it was a treat from the 3 of them. and not forgetting my clinique HAPPY perfume. my. what a happy girl indeed i am. =) i love. indeed. blessed. 0 comments Saturday, April 22, 2006 ( @ 11:46 PM ) my colleagues are getting vulgur by the days. ultimate evils. hah! san came down to look for me with ed. she & her lousy ribbon that came off her heels. shessh. and she loves me so cos i got her double-sided tape from the shop. hah! even better night wasting the time away at dylan's place with fried carrot cake & steamed tiger prawns. i swear this guy is nice. for once after sorta frigging ages. hah! asked me to decide between fresh river prawns & tiger prawns & i acted shy. like right. so i went "anything lah.you decide." and he said "ai yah.you this kind of face sure want tiger prawns." hehs. and i just went grinning in that silly manner. *grins. wanted to get tau suan for dessert but the store just sold them all out. what luck. he was nice nuff' to suggest that the hawker at my place should still have. but of cos we didnt go back to get them lah. it'll be like so goons. hah! thank you for the nice thoughts though. =) watched the dvd ZATHURA after all the food. right. that show is cool pls. hah! i bet it was a G-rated show for kids pls. but the adventure was definitly fab. that's from the point of the ultimate kids'. hah! whatever. and so im back home. cos im tired and i got to got my ass outta bed at 830am for morning shift. oh wells. tata then. 0 comments Friday, April 21, 2006 ( @ 11:56 PM ) chilling & cocking away with jiejie,didi,ah xiang & sweet. what love. i think san & i were too irresitable to the caucasians. hah! like right. the free drinks at Indochine. the free shot too. what luck =) i swear san wasnt that bit as alert after downing 2 glasses of red. she was practically swaying her way off the ground & not walking the bit straight. and pls my dear. pls learn to bit more tactful. dont be so honest towards the caucasians. hehs. alritey!? more drinks at brewerkz. the golden ale tower. yums. hah! bozzing aint good people. as always, didi got farking red. yes. RED. shesh. to think he could send san home. and made his way home. impressed. hah. but i bet there's one more session on the coming saturday hehehe. stay tuned! yea biatches? =) i love! 0 comments ( @ 12:03 PM ) this ringtone set off & i knew it was time to get my ass out of my comfort zone. but eh. read my hp inbox & fat mama said is's a bore to go sch today. so she's not going. she's not going & so neither am i. hah! guess that woman is way to shagged out. let her have her dosage of sleep. =) headed to to my dreamland till i got up at 8 to wake boo up. slept in again before i got myself out of slumber at 9 plus. water therapy! not really though since i only had my 10laps of swim without staying in water for my indulgence in sun. oh wells. i so love my 07' bastard. da bing is a nice guy!! hehehe! cos he's helping me to bring my stats textbk to school to sell it off. THANK YOU AH BING! xD supposedly heading to dylan's abode for lunch. but i guess im better off bringing my lil' ian baby out for shopping! =) tas. 0 comments Thursday, April 20, 2006 ( @ 11:57 PM ) cos i always have my 07' biatches for our breaks. how i love the bitchy shits. on cloud nine too. cos dylan actually came to the airport to fetch me home on his new lil' green. hah! was whining to him how tiring i gotten & was merely demanding hiim to come fetch & he went "xiao qing or xiao bai?" hehs. ok.at least he was nice nuff to come especially his tummy doesnt really felt alrite. really appreciate that. =) thank you dylan! waking up in 6 hrs' plus time. what drag. oh. did i forget to mention that i have a lovely sis? cos she actually called me to ask if i wanted any cheesecakes from TCC this afternoon while she was out at town. hehs. and when i got home to open the fridge, i saw 2 lovely pieces of cake in the TCC box. what love. =) 0 comments Tuesday, April 18, 2006 ( @ 2:24 AM ) and im just back home. right.. 2 freaking am. oh. did i forget to mention that it was mister dylan boo's birthday too? xD no doubt i was mean the whole day to him. hah! you should have heard the conversation we had. never mind. in anycase, im still nice nuff' to head down to the ktv with his bithday cake at 930pm. wasted my $$ cabbing down. sheesh. hah! wasted my energy searching madly for a bithday cake. pls. 930pm! luckily there was a confectionery shop that was still opened at my house area. had to settle for that miserable cake. oh wells. too bad for him. xD and the very nice thing that happned when i reached there was to see that jasper & livia actually bought swensens cake for that birthday boy. oh yea. more miserable my cake looked. hah! whatever. sang song. blew cake. played 5-10. had 9 jugs of carlsberg. maddness indeed. hah! and the birthday boy was being asked to drink & drink. till i had to finish that last half mug for him. that was how bloated he gotten. remond was high i think. kept refiling my mug. my. dylan was definitly not total sober in either way. he was supposed to send me home when it ended me sending him back to his house on the cab. shesh. that poor guy. vomitted in the cab. goddness. in any case, the night was fun though =) 0 comments Monday, April 17, 2006 ( @ 7:00 PM ) whee. hah! im loving mondays. eh woman? =) i know. the 2 of us are gloating. hehs. you biatches will have yr turn the next sem when you take 2 gems. hah! means. oh whatever. in any case, finally met up with joyce sister. hehs. what love. woman couldnt find the top for her boy. save up the $ woman! hah! wait for him to buy stuff for you then. *laughs. im such a meanie. woman left for her abode while joyce sis & i headed for lunch. settled for fish & co. the lunch set is value for $$!!! 14.90 bucks ++ per person & you get 1 starter,2 mains & 2 beverages. good eh? =) crossed the road to Shaw Lido. hah! and went to check out if there were slots for Take the Lead. shessh. omfg. i swear i was a lucky one cos it was 235pm then & there was actually one slot for 245pm!! hehs. pls. the show is 2 thumbs up alrites! go catch it. it just turns you on & makes you groove in the theatre. fark. i swear i turned high on steriods. hah! burning passion. igniting me the urge to re-take my dances. fark. soon i swear! =) went checking out at Topshop for new arrivals & it was indeed my day. like as always when im with joyce. hah! cos i never fail to purchase some stuff from Topshop when im out with her. right. my pretty top. very pretty indeed. 49bucks. but really worth the price cos i really love that piece of clothing. hehehe. im a happy lil' girl. got my movie,got my top,got my lunch date. what's better? 0 comments Sunday, April 16, 2006 ( @ 11:05 PM ) marketed with mum thereafter for the day's food. oh. it's the 1st month celebration of baby ian today. not much elaborated celebration cos' my the death of baby's great-grandpa. yups. just simple gathering for the closer aunties. =) i think my aunt is fab. she can drink glasses & glasses of martel yet still play mahjong. *salutes. all the laughters whole day. yet again,the joy over the birth of baby. hehs. how much we all love. i like gatherings. i like the noise. im not psychotic. i just like the crowd =) dont cha? mans. my mum is scary. she cooked soooo superly much food that i think she thought she was catering to a crowd of 50 pax when there's only like 20? my. go think what's left at the end of the day. what wastage. that's my mum. she rather has alot leftover than has no leftover. hah! dylan is wierd. he wanted to meet me for dinner but of cos',i was home playing host. called later & told me he was tired. yet on the contrary,told me his friends asked him out. and there he was whining. but again,i cant be bothered. hah. in any case,tomorrow's his birthday too. intended to head out & have meal with him. but he says someone is treating him to dinner. so im not gonna bother. he said we could have lunch but no way am i forgoing the time to meet joyce for him. looks like he doesnt deserve my kindness. the most amusing thing that happened today was the conversation i had with terr. terr: "did bao bao ask you when your birthday is?" me: "no?why?" terr: "oh!he called me one day like 3weeks ago & ask me mah.but i told him to ask you himself." me: "hah!you yourself also forgotten eh?you mean he actually called to ask?" .... yes,the final verdict. both guys are trash shit. hah! im pretty amazed that dylan asked terr when my birthday is. but this actually made me come to know the fact that he's already read the email. and the conclusion comes down to he's still yet avoiding the whole goddarn issue between me & him. somehow,that call spoilt my day. cos so much seems to dawn upon me. it just come so clear how much i meant to him. maybe naught. hah. oh eh. in any case, photos' up for you people =) my current beau & his milk  i know my beau's one handsome one   children,the best asset  it was definitely alot   the chen sisters  my beau aint looking at the camera! but i still love =)  year 2's starting tomorrow. i await to it. hopefully the new mates would be as mad. xD loves. in any case,joanne will always be the rep of 07!! whee! 0 comments Saturday, April 15, 2006 ( @ 10:22 PM ) as always. blessings & loves. water therapy in the morning with my indulgence in the hottie sun. met up with dylan & headed to bukit merah. went to see his vintage bike. hah! sat on the bike to have a feel. he asked if he should get it. of course i gave the go-ahead since that silly loves it so. and i told him that he could purchase only the matt green color one. hah! it's that color that brings out the vintage classic feel. and so he & his 2 other friends all got the same bikes. right. guys. left them halfway through & cabbed back home for mahjong. sheesh. i could have halved my loss at the last game with my beautiful 5-tai game. but fark. 2nd sis' 9-cards on the table on the table were all the wan-zi & ey,with my 5-tai,of course i had to throw out my extra wan-zi. so ey. i got bao-ed. what luck. if only daddy discarded the fa cai. if only. argh. anyway, intended to have ma-la huo guo for dinner. but turned out that the restaurant has closed down. hah! and so headed for seafood. the usuals. whislt at NTUC,sis held my hand & touched her stomach. goodness. the jelly-ish feel. sheesh. the stretch mark left behind. that layer of cellulite. motherhood. pregnancy. the giving of birth. what sacrifice. losing of your figure. my. but again,motherhood. the feeling that only we women will experience. the sense of euphoria that's in me nowadays when i see the family being revolved around lil' ian. it's indescriable indeed. watching the changes in the baby boy. witnessing his daily whines yet the adorable side beneath. what blessings. =) 0 comments Friday, April 14, 2006 ( @ 2:10 PM ) how much i love =) good friday yet bad weather. hah! what contradiction. or is good friday meant for a day at home instead of heading out? had my share of swim in the morning. mister boo wants to meet but eh,now what separates us is the very incorporative rain. hah! oh whatever. meanwhile, let me indulge in the lil' happiness that's filled under my roof =) to my biatches & bastards, here's some memories of the holla chalet to keep you entertained! tata. juniper there we were xD    pure addicts.   yun at her most glemerous  meet our chef chua  meet my 38  the dispute over the drunkard  so he was the cause  and these were the culprits  my absolute love   0 comments Thursday, April 13, 2006 ( @ 11:39 PM ) cos i managed to throw away the mess on my desk that piled up during holidays. =) im happy now. hah! sales today was zero for me. what fish. saddening pls. but im gleeful that i managed to hit the first week's target. hehs. i wanna party! shesh. soon! when the money rolls in. and it'll be shopping & boozing & more good food! *whees. too much been piling. with all the emotions. rollercoaster ride wouldnt be easy if not for my friends. thank you.(you know who you are) again. the mum & the sis thing. the obstinacy of mum will soon drive sis to a dead corner i swear. why cant we just move on & pick ourselves up where we initially left it? a fact that soon the folk has to face. in any case, i pray for the smile upon her face again =) 0 comments Wednesday, April 12, 2006 ( @ 10:28 PM ) drowned in her sorrows. numbed in her own world. but again,life moves on like as always. =) with 29th that's just round 3corners, joanne bums around with exciteness like some silly shit. year 2 is starting in 4days' time. my table is in such big mess that i wanna discard every single shit into the bin. fish. i need one day to get things prepared. all yet a new start! 0 comments Sunday, April 09, 2006 ( @ 11:58 PM ) i seriously think my whole mind will be polluted in no sooner. polluted with all the vulgurities & the dirty talking. shessh. hah! sales over the weekend wasnt bad. keep it out baby =) met up with teri with the intention of starbuck-ing in town. ended up at Holland V. almost got into Wala wala for drinks for decided eh,no boozing. hah! xD landed up in NYDC for brownie,killer potato(i think it was),my lemon shivers & his hazelnut elepanchino. yups. food & more food. lucky me that i have been disciplined nuff' to do some burning of calories. =) *phew. anyway,went car-spinning to mount faber. that place is so couple-ish at night pls! too bad didi alr finished work. hehs. the night was good in short =) thanks friend! 0 comments Saturday, April 08, 2006 ( @ 11:57 PM ) yeaps. all nightshifts. sales tonight wasnt bad. coming to 3k plus. oh wells. nothing that's really worth mentioning cept' for him & her. hah! seriously,i was overwhelmed with shock yet simple happiness at the same time. hand in hand they came, dumbfounded i turned. yet sense of euphoria i felt too. =) ever-loving eh? *loves. was supposedly meeting dylan for some drinks. but that lazy ass of his refuses to get out of the house like as always. what more can i expect? accepting it as it is. hah! i guess i have come to deal things between me & him better. anyway,saru & yixiang were in town & i got them to wait for me to knock off from work. hehs. what ever-nice classmates i have had =) proud am i to be once a 07' class rep. indeed it was. hehs. thank you guys for the company =) wanted to have ice cream at Swensens but the queue was long. headed to heeren with the intention of having mudpie at NYDC yet again the long queue again. so off we settled at Balcony for cocktails,yixiang's orange juice,yongqi's herbal tomato soup & our wedges on special request. *smiles what a night it was. expressing my gratitude once again guys! your lil' gesture really made me feel very appreciative. biatches!! dinner together on my birthday? 29th? saturday? followed by drinks? hehs. who's on? *loves! MY 18th!! *whee! im loving my lil' baby more than ever.   there's always this thing about him doing this "i surrender" posture.  0 comments Thursday, April 06, 2006 ( @ 6:25 PM ) here's my sweetheart gary with that ever most adorable deep dimple!  he turns me on when he's on the dance floor  here's another one =) with his geeky look  0 comments Wednesday, April 05, 2006 ( @ 11:59 PM ) =) got back home at around 8.30. yeaps. had a fast brekkie before to work. work was alrite but got a lil' stressed up over the product knowledge. yeas. sales line aint easy if you dont put in effort. so anyway,like finally met up with my sweetheart gary boy for dinner in the later evening. hehs. shessh. that guy. what a blured-up sotong dumbo. actually thought that our meeting time was 8pm & he still happily texted me that he'll be 15mins late. and so he happily arrived at 830!! one hr officially late. right. was practically starving pls. hah! and it was his treat at fish & co. xD that guy seemed really shagged. guessed he had a long day too. strolled along esplanade for short while & headed home sweet home. hehs. my sweetheart. my fling. ol' gary. photos-fun. =) post soon. so it was back home. with the saddening news on the departure of bro-in-law's grandpa. shesh. the birth of baby ian yet the departing of his love grandpa. what contradiction. fragility of life. 0 comments Monday, April 03, 2006 ( @ 11:35 PM ) months since she joined me for the dip. nice catching up with each other's life. she & her jane. pls stop the whines my dear! hah! headed to town first to scan around for new bikinis. nothing that really caught my eyes. sadly so. met with dylan for my Hilton's cheesecake. hehs. his treat owed since months too! like FINALLY. shesh! i swear i went high at the sight of the pretty cakies!! settled with chocolate devil's cake & oreo cheesecake. goddness me. choco devil's is hellload thumbsup okay! total fab! hilton's oreo is average. i thought coffeebean's was better. =) anyway,i swear dylan sure has his way around Hilton for the fact that he's no longer worked there for near 8years! imagine those ol' colleagues who are still lingering around Hilton having slight memory of him yea. and the final thing is that 2 pieces of cakies would total up to 19bucks with gst & all,but the very marvellous thing is the bill came up to only 6.40. gosh. i know you all wanna kill that arse. hah! i swear his cakies' treat for me aint going to end it there & then!! *evil grins. anyway,he left for his coaching & i met up with sis & pat for short while. my sis & her louis vuitton. her birthday present request. yea. wait. hah! it's my birthday first!! hehs. 25more days to go. *whees! oh yea. again,crystal jade's chicken wing is FAB too! hehs. go try people! headed back home sweet home. had dinner. played around my lil' ian baby. my sweet. my current love. my darl. my every lil' thing. hehs =) and met up with my new friend for ice cream. hah! jiejie & the guys were out at town. and ended at kovan for watermelon cos of saru!! haha! shessh. what the??!!! saru very kawaii heh? xD it's all bout' food for me the whole day. shessh. but im happy. hehes! *big grins. nice guy with the very complex past story. though his stuff remains as complicated so. hah! oh whatever. bought the brownie cheesecake from Baker's story back home for family. remember san? that cheesecake we had at Food expo??!!! hehehs! tell me the next time you have craving for them! i'll get it for you,now that i know where the shop is located alriteys! *loves joanne's a disciplined one. it'll be waking up at 7.30am for morning jog tomorrow before work. xD it's dawning upon to me. more & more clearer. 0 comments ( @ 11:29 PM ) yeaps. caught up with sweet before duty. that girl was busy popeyeing away. hah! and yr lil' *hush hush*. naughty girl. hah! im a happy compassionate angel. i think. hah!dumbs. cos i kindly offered the japanese guy 4 bucks for a meal. though it was a mere treat,shesh. put yourself in his shoes-in another country,yet left with only 10bucks. and you got to survive with the 10bucks till you reach your own country. erms. so eh? i did a good deed =) in fact,i think i did a pretty few good deeds. and im the happy lil' girl. hah! *grins. it suddenly struck me whislt crossing the bridge that i no longer care if he still wants to hold onto my hand & walk me down the road of life. i hope this is gonna to be. fate takes over from there & then. =) 0 comments ( @ 2:43 PM ) that lousy guy. no stamina! smoke somemore lah huh! oh wells,at least i sweated out. hehs. supposedly heading for ktv but eh,here i am sitting in front of the pc screen. he's tired & im lazy. so eh. airport in 3hrs' time. as i ruminate the details through,perhaps what some say seem very accurate. perhaps im just his playmate,not his love. happened to chance upon some photos he taken with his friends & yea,he appears happier in those photos. i supposed like he said before,friends are placed at the top in his heart. the hope in me is diminishing at such a rate that im turning numb towards him. so numb that it breaks my heart so,too. you know the want to hope,yet afraid to do so? give me a reason to believe in him again. 0 comments Sunday, April 02, 2006 ( @ 11:49 PM ) joanne had the afternoon shift. caught flu & spent the day with the blushed nose. shesh. dirty air. ugly nose. puffy teeny weeny eyes. ewwkk. the night was spent sneezing away with the running nose. fark it. and so she went into slumber early. today. 7th aunt birthday =) longevity to her. blessings & good health till old. hehs. we love. it was dinner at Peach Garden. 8-course dinner with the fresh-looking prawns that would make you wanna de-shell them with no hint of hesitation,the shark fin,the scallops,the fish,the yi fu mian,the dessert. aww.. it was sumptous & really filling. plus the Swensens' icecream cake me & cousins got for aunt. and the red wine back at 3rd aunt's abode. so much for the birthday meal =) no doubt the olds always talk about family blessings. that night was chatting up with yixiang & his words really somewhat touched me. Chuka Chukachu says: how are things btwn u and dylan Chuka Chukachu says: u 2 ok or nt? joanne.the farmiliar stranger says: hah!very very good question Chuka Chukachu says: lol Chuka Chukachu says: i also concern only joanne.the farmiliar stranger says: how does it seriously appear to you? joanne.the farmiliar stranger says: what do you see us as on the surfacE? joanne.the farmiliar stranger says: hehs Chuka Chukachu says: lol Chuka Chukachu says: hmmm Chuka Chukachu says: i think Chuka Chukachu says: over the yr Chuka Chukachu says: i think u and him got a lot of ups and downs la Chuka Chukachu says: but i think u and him still very gd Chuka Chukachu says: still close Chuka Chukachu says: so i think should be no prob ba joanne.the farmiliar stranger says: hah!ey..many ups & downs indeed. joanne.the farmiliar stranger says: but as the downs overide the ups,the heart sinks deeper joanne.the farmiliar stranger says: hah! Chuka Chukachu says: dun say till like tt leh Chuka Chukachu says: u 2 still love each other right Chuka Chukachu says: so wat it the prob?? Chuka Chukachu says: i tot the 2 of u get along well joanne.the farmiliar stranger says: i dont deny my for him is there,but i'd question about his to me joanne.the farmiliar stranger says: eh,i thought we got along well too,but i guess,there's too many problems btwn us. joanne.the farmiliar stranger says: perhaps he's the one who joanne.the farmiliar stranger says: got all the problems joanne.the farmiliar stranger says: haha Chuka Chukachu says: oiccccccccccc Chuka Chukachu says: u dun sad and dun thin abt it too much ba Chuka Chukachu says: i think Chuka Chukachu says: all these is juz part of life Chuka Chukachu says: as we grow Chuka Chukachu says: nature will takes it course Chuka Chukachu says: maybe as time flies Chuka Chukachu says: he will developed more feelings for u Chuka Chukachu says: or maybe u will realise tt yr heart actually in love wif someone else already Chuka Chukachu says: i dun wish to rub it in Chuka Chukachu says: but maybe u will think dylan too big for u joanne.the farmiliar stranger says: yea.i can only let time tell. joanne.the farmiliar stranger says: but with all the disappointment i get from all the hope i planted,i guess the love will fade joanne.the farmiliar stranger says: no doubt one part of me is still waiting.. joanne.the farmiliar stranger says: but eh, Chuka Chukachu says: i can understand la Chuka Chukachu says: i mean love is too deep joanne.the farmiliar stranger says: yea.too complicated. Chuka Chukachu says: its nt easy to withdraw all the feelings Chuka Chukachu says: and joanne.the farmiliar stranger says: pretty much so Chuka Chukachu says: its man's nature to hope Chuka Chukachu says: to hold on to sth Chuka Chukachu says: its nt wrong to hope and stuffs Chuka Chukachu says: dream etc Chuka Chukachu says: but at the end of the day Chuka Chukachu says: its really impt to distinguish btwn reality and the paradise joanne.the farmiliar stranger says: wah joanne.the farmiliar stranger says: i like this statement man brother joanne.the farmiliar stranger says: hah joanne.the farmiliar stranger says: u enlightened me again Chuka Chukachu says: lol Chuka Chukachu says: no la Chuka Chukachu says: life Chuka Chukachu says: its very impt to keep yrself happy Chuka Chukachu says: if man can juz dream abt wat we want Chuka Chukachu says: we are contented Chuka Chukachu says: but know tt dreams dun come true easily Chuka Chukachu says: so u can cont to hope tt dylan and u will be together Chuka Chukachu says: but know tt when the time comes to make a decision, make sth more realistic Chuka Chukachu says: u cannot escape reality de ma Chuka Chukachu says: i mean, if hes desitned to be yrs Chuka Chukachu says: then he will be Chuka Chukachu says: if nt Chuka Chukachu says: i advise u dun hold him so tight Chuka Chukachu says: rather let him go Chuka Chukachu says: and look for someone else to keep yrself happy Chuka Chukachu says: no pt keeping yrself sad Chuka Chukachu says: but him nt knowing right joanne.the farmiliar stranger says: yes,definitly for sure bro joanne.the farmiliar stranger says: really thanks for the advices eh Chuka Chukachu says: yeah Chuka Chukachu says: stay cheerful ok Chuka Chukachu says: nxt yr although we may nt be same class Chuka Chukachu says: but still gd frens right joanne.the farmiliar stranger says: YES definitly for sure joanne.the farmiliar stranger says: wah joanne.the farmiliar stranger says: yixiang joanne.the farmiliar stranger says: u just touched my heart that i teared ok!! joanne.the farmiliar stranger says: i swear!i love u so Chuka Chukachu says: stay happy gal Chuka Chukachu says: 07 loves u Chuka Chukachu says: im sure joanne.the farmiliar stranger says: and i love you all too much so toO joanne.the farmiliar stranger says: really joanne.the farmiliar stranger says: thanks alot xiang! now you see why? =) r/s form & break off. yet friendship is the one that see you through the sweet & the shit. it's really been tough yet it's always the support from my beloved ones that keep me going. thank you all. and yea. im having this feeling in me that a part of me has given up on this r/s & the other part that's holding on,is losing the grip too. soon in time i guess. i'd finally come to understand one thing that there no meaning in forcing for an answer. after holding on for so long,i come to realize that the 2 of us actually belong to 2 different world. we arnt on the same frequency & i guess,he's not my final love & neither am i his. he's got his own ideals of life while i have mine. perhaps he still linger in one corner of my heart,but i no longer harbour the hope of the final reconciliation. what's meant to be mine,will not escape. what's not meant to be mine,i shall not enforce it so. no point putting myself through the sorrows nightly. it hurts me too much deep in the heart. 0 comments |