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Monday, October 31, 2005 ( @ 11:51 PM ) joanne is farking happy okay. pls.! =) laughs. 0 comments Sunday, October 30, 2005 ( @ 9:57 PM ) tried hard to drown all that have been on my mind. swim therapy i call it. but i guess it didnt work today. esp seeing how we dont seem to click as well. im sad. i dont want to lose someone whom i call a friend & brother. i dont want to/ he doesnt seem to care me anymore. and i seriously cant seem to figure out the reasons behind it. im not acting selfish,im not making him to harbour hopes but i purely want to remain as how we all started out to be. i guess being kids are the best. you have your wonderful parents to worry for everything on your behalf. all you have to do is to think if you have your playing mates. looking at their worry-free faces just take all my trouble away. even if it was just for that split moments, at least i managed to save some of my brain cells from suffocating. and i just realised today that i've got a nephew who maybe the next child prodigy. he's only 4years old & he bloody hell can read out sentences to sentences of a P2 chinese textbook. darn.even words with many characters like "lan duo"(lazy).jesus. i take my hat of him. 0 comments ( @ 11:19 AM ) i cried in that dream. it was terrible & it made me feel lousy. real lousy. witnessing the signing of the papers & putting the 9yrs to an end. mans. worst was seeing him teared. i cant imagine if it were to happen in the real life senario. i dont know what i'd do. prehaps i have thinking way too much. my mind's stressed up from all the shit. sometimes or rather,at all times, i wish it all would remain as it was. i wished,i prayed. but none seems to work. 0 comments ( @ 1:45 AM ) followed by coffee retreat on the cosy seats by the river side & finally a few drinks to end the night?=) better off,having your sweets to send you back home. 0 comments Saturday, October 29, 2005 ( @ 10:44 PM ) 0 comments ( @ 1:31 AM ) if i were to leave the world behind me, dont cry. if i were to leave the world behind me, do live your life better than i did. if i were to leave the world behind me, remember to be there throughout my wake cos i dread lonliness. if i were to leave the world behind me, do remember joanne as that cranky shit ass. if. but hard it is to do so. for all the dreams that i have not live up to. for all the dreams that i still hold on to. for all the dreams.. 0 comments ( @ 1:00 AM ) i start to ponder how much i mean to you. serious. i really wonder. how much is much? tired of guessing & putting all in my head. sweet you can get yet many a time,you get on my nerves. but still,i put them all behind my mind. i mean,i tried. someday,i guess. i might. and i will. i need that assurance. though i know i never will get. if only words you would tell me. if only,, 0 comments Thursday, October 27, 2005 ( @ 12:54 AM ) the giver of those sunflowers,he never fail to complete my days. =) sweets,thanks. 0 comments Wednesday, October 26, 2005 ( @ 1:38 AM ) i thought i held a high one. mans. i wish that im not growing weak mentally. not getting into compere was a minor setback that's taught joanne not to be too complacent with her capabilities. there're many out there who're much better than she is. but by saying so,im not trying to bring myself down. im pushing myself to go furthur. the new sem's starting in less than a week. i guess that the month's break is good enough to have recharged my cells. another to go joanne! =) move it baby. 0 comments ( @ 12:46 AM ) or rather. people's fear of dying are growing. was walking back home from the train station when i was approached by this aunty. the following conversations are held in mandrine. aunty:"excuse me,are you crossing the bridge?" me:"er,yes?" aunty:"oh good!can you pls kindly accompany me to my blk?i live at 637.it's dark,im scared." me:"oh okay,sure.why not.we live in the same blk!" aunty:"my,young girl.you dare to walk back home at such time all by yourself?i admire your guts.i dont dare to!it's so unsafe!" me:"huh?(smiled)er.alrite lar.haha!then why didnt you get your family member to fetch you?" aunty:"no lar.it's late.my hubby's asleep.i went gambling with my friends(smile cheekily)" my.singaporeans nowadays- 1.easily scared. 2.dare not face up to consequences of their own actions.(wants to gamble till so late when she's afraid of walking back home.wierdo!) 0 comments Monday, October 24, 2005 ( @ 11:27 PM ) =( that ass. must be enjoying her ass off in US right at this moment. hrmps. 4more days. no.5 before i see her on saturday! =) 0 comments ( @ 11:16 PM ) looking back, as i read those sms(es) sent to me & look at the photos we took together. reminiscing the past that we had. the very memorable & touching moments we shared. i thank you for all. and i thank you even more for continuing to create more of those moments. quarrels we may have had. (which couple in the world doesnt?) but as the old saying goes "fighting at the beginning of the bed will be resolved at the end of the bed". =) for the lil' misunderstandings & throwing of temper, we both have had been at fault. still,we are still going on together. sweet it was in the beginnning & i pray sweeter it will grow. ever since the first time you looked straight into my eyes, with the island revolving beneath our feet, i knew it would be worth the try-out. praying to cupid angel to never wake me up from this lil' dream.. kisses & hugs that we've shared,i'd want to be loved always. 0 comments ( @ 5:20 PM ) guys!why cant you people stay as sweet as your were during the period of courtship? pls.the ladies beg. cant you guys be as romantic as you were? why are ALL guys the same? with words sweeter than honey can be & actions more gentle than other female species on earth, they go all out to please the girls. and when the guys succeed in wooing the ladies, everything elses change. not immediately though. but slow death is more torturous. pls. boyfriends can still be romantic though.i guess. hah! but maybe, yea,they tend to forget. 0 comments ( @ 8:24 AM ) 0 comments Saturday, October 22, 2005 ( @ 1:19 PM ) "darling,i love you & forever we shall stand together," is what you may have told your partner when in a relationship. but,how often will that statement get to last? you may both be deeply involved in each other today,but god knows what'll happen the next day. what's promises made & left undone? for all the love that he's given & is still giving, why are you so heartless as to totally ignore all? i wonder how possible is that after almost a decade of relationship. that's life i guess. im not sounding sadist but yea,let's all face it. love's never long-standing. eternity is the present moment & not about the future anymore. it used to be but it's hardly seen now. i use the word "hardly" & not never for the sake of giving hope to others. seeing couples coming together & ending relationships,i no longer harbour the thought of "happily ever after". maybe i still do deep inside,but i guess the world doesnt allow me to show it. showing it will only allow myself to be hurt. the world is selfish,all individuals only want to protect the interest of themselves. that's a fact. but i know true friendship exist. love? yes.love of family & friends. i guessed i've learnt it the harder way. enjoy the present with your boyfriend/girlfriend for you never know when's the last. relationship?maybe?i guess it still exists. but we're all still finding for our own eternity. 0 comments Saturday, October 15, 2005 ( @ 11:57 PM ) hahs!inspirations from sex & the city season2. =) -the awful truth? it matters way lot for samantha in the show. that lady who finally mustered enough courage to say "the problem is you have a small dick" when the boyfriend brought her along to a couple psychologist after not having sex for 3long weeks.To them,3weeks are LONG. my.guys!how would you people feel if your girls were to say that to you!?!*laughs.come!tell me!joanne repeat.she AINT dirty.she's just been too much into that show. =) i think guys definitly feel lousy if they have small dicks like how some ladies with tits as flat as the runway feel.yea?i dont know.that's how i feel.hahas! okay,now ladies.answer me this"does the size of your boy's dick matter?" would you ever ditch your guy for a bigger dick out there?!be truthful to yourself.think bout' it & give me an answer.yes or no? =) personal satisfaction or love matters more to you?but wait,what's love?contented with just the showering of care & concern?or does matters on the bed come into picture too?pls.we're living in this supposedly modern world.so yea,what does the picture of a ideal partner comprise of? 0 comments Thursday, October 13, 2005 ( @ 11:39 AM ) he left me thinking. realizing how fortunate i am to have such a family. im sorry. im lost for words. i know nothing that i say can make you feel better. that hatred in you has already been built up 11yrs ago. nobody can undo it except that guy. but i know it seems impossible and is impossible. 0 comments Tuesday, October 11, 2005 ( @ 11:58 PM ) but darns. bad stuff happens & it spoilt the day for a moment. bro hans is being terminated by mr patrick. how right. and it is his last day today.my. irwin was like darn moodless lars. oh wells.guess that's how the society works. if your boss aint please with you no doubt you can perform,out you go. attitude clashes i guess. i didnt probe much since he doesnt wanna tell me. i wish him best =) went shopping & bought earrings & a top. had dinner with dylan @ wheelock's fish & co. yums pls. prawn salad and seafood platter. my.i love him. haha.no,i mean i love the food.*lol. spastic photos we had. his lame poses. he's such a lame one. but i want him still. haha! and yea,to my dearest alvina toh "sweet 17 my dearest.you have our blessings =) and may it all never end ey.love you."orange for you.you know it's your love. 0 comments Monday, October 10, 2005 ( jt @ 11:57 PM ) 1.bout' wines. 2.gayism. xD 3.men & women was pestering irwin to teach mr on wines' stuff & he went telling me great grandfather story on grapes.mans. white & red grapes. grapes from each different region on a country. grapes with their individual names for example suavilion blanc,riesling.. my.there's so much darn knowledge lars. wine knowledge.if you know it,you'd be 1 step higher than the rest. full-bodied,semi-bodied & light bodied. like how each type goes with what kind of food. hrms. gayism.*lol.isnt it much more interesting? irwin & hans began gossiping bout' our dearest mikie.hahah! he's mike not mikie though. how mike showed irwin those gay websites with the latter farking their anus. sorry guys. joanne aint talkin dirty,she's talking science. haha! thresome of gays-3guys lying on top of one another & farking the bottom one's ass. how right.use your wildest imagination people. =) think it hard & you'll get it. i cant pose such stuff on my blog. hahah! oh yea.was readin up on "men are from mars & women are from venus" & i came across this section which i thought was arguementative.now let's see. is it true that "to feel better martians go to their caves to solve their problems" while "a woman under stress is not immediately concerned with finding solutions to her problems but rather seek relief by expressing herself and being understood"? you people agree?!cos i do.100% wholeheartedly. mans.guys'd rather think & solve their problems by themselves rather than sharing with others while ladies would focus on talking it out before solving.how true. and that's when the opposite sex doesnt understand this basic difference that leads to misunderstanding.so guys & girls out there,remember.we function differently!!keep that in mind & conflicts will minimise. 0 comments ( @ 1:05 AM ) *boo.sucky. mon& tues are long days. fri's supposedly slacky. but mans. i got like 3hrs brk inbetween lar! kill me pls. just look at this. mon: 9-11 econs tutorial,followed by 1hr break & lessons straight from 12-5pm. tues:lessons from 9-1pm,1hr break & then lesson from 2-4pm. wed:lessons from 8-11am =) smiles thurs:9-10 MOB lect,followed by 1-hr break & then lectures from 12-2pm. fri:ITAB lect from 9-12pm,3hrs break & then stats tutorial from 3-5pm. sheesh.i no longer look forward to mondays. darn the hell. 0 comments Sunday, October 09, 2005 ( @ 11:57 PM ) ESKI BAR is LOUSY. remember,that's how u spell. L-O-U-S-Y. 0 comments ( @ 12:03 AM )  fast & furious he has them.0 comments Saturday, October 08, 2005 ( @ 11:58 PM ) fast & furious i have experienced. lol. furious indeed.fast?not as much though.it could been faster. bad weather. too bad.*boo. haha! broke my brother!i paid for everything! movies,lunch,starbucks. next is on you!haha! =) that's how it always go ey. shopping with cousin lynn & 2nd sis. @ suntec. they & their H2O's products. dinner @ muthu curry. my. it was fabs! =) *thumbs up for both the food & their service.hahas. my fish head curry,chicken,tiger masala prawns,nann. yummys! and their service is GOOD. you get that!? =) and i think im becoming more mama after the trip to lil' india. hahas! shopping at musthafa. sis & i were fascinated lar!very much though. *laughs. serious.like so many darn things that you can find over there. every single thing!from elctronics to food.perfumes to clothes & shoes.how right. and they are CHEAP. i mean,cheaper than the retail prices. mamas here i come. hahah! 0 comments ( @ 11:37 AM ) lazy weather. good for sleeping in but not when im heading out! stuck home now. waiting for rain to stop before bro comes fetch me on his bike. =) 0 comments ( @ 1:25 AM ) with those cranky chefs around. plus my horny colleagues. what a friday night. xD met dylan & philip opposite forum for short drink. crazy shits.*lol pouty lips & their FBI. you know what it that stands for according to philip?! (Fark by Indian) lol.suck shits right. then popped in devils for a short while to take a look at the atmosphere. aint bad. rather high with those sexaey ladies as emcees. but bars being bars. smoky like hell. prehaps better than hell. stinked my ass off. im finally meeting my dearest cousin lionel in hours' time =) *fast & furious ride. whee. 0 comments Friday, October 07, 2005 ( @ 2:41 PM ) haha.that's how shagg i am. chalet was FUN. yea baby. =) thanks dylan for making it more fun.haha! met up with dajie,yixiang & von @ parkway's giant to get our groceries. the god darn long receipt amounted to $167.08 and imagine the 4 of us carrying the many plastic bags ,plus the portable radio,otaks,satays & our own bags.right. but it was fun. xD cleaning up up area,unpacking our stuffs into the frigde & by then, yun & a few turned up =) played volleyball "people,must run!!" hahah!we know what it means. poker cards. then started fire. with hinhan as my partner.*lol my great partner. plus dajie & didi as helpers.ey ey. i love them. =) bbq-ed.mans. my class is a small eater!!sheesh. the wastage of food could be higher.luckily,there was dylan! heh heh. plus evelyn & our "papa" who turned up. smiles. evelyn was sportaneous man!that's why i dont call her "ms evelyn". haha!i aint rude.i treat her as our friend. yeayea. and my!our "papa" actually listens to usher's confessions! how hip he is! pls dont underestimate elderly nowadays.hahaa!er.im mean. talked cock for some time while the rest went up the room to play their pokers. what a gambler. then started our "charade" game. the acting out was funny lar!darn! let me ask you this"how'd you act out mickey mouse?" didi did it by crawling on the floor! and he made us laughed upside down lar! and they were like "you could have pointed at eileen" for we know her as the girl who always wear mickey mouse stuff.haha! sex & the city,where yun yun and yingling "farked" on the floor. haha!mans!i didnt know my class could be that sportaneous. =)im glad. heh heh. the game ended & me,dylan,von,dajie,hinhan,esper,binghan,didi & yixiang continued with our "drink or dare","big/ fish" and the rythm game. yea.the games may sound "kidish" but hey,it's good for downing people with alcohols.haha! didi got drunk.we think.he was a lil' high. i wasnt drunk but i was high. haha!danced my sexy dance for 2osec? and i tried seducing didi lar.hahahah! no one got really drunk lar. but alcohol content was really high in us. 10cans of henekien,1 big bottle of absolute vokda mixed with 7-up & orange juice. it was hilerious lar.xD alcohol-addicts.we didnt ended even after countless rounds of drinks. walked to 7-11 to get more of jack daniel,henekien,e-33.right. and continued toasting each other. hah!even ziying finally drank with us. =) that girl.crazy shit. downed herself with almost 1plus packet of marigold orange juice. she must be full of vitamins larr! we bathed & continued with our drinks. dajie,von & i. hin han too.and yixiang with half a can. yun yun & eileen shared another bottle. and they continued their mahjong session till 7 in the morning. mans. the few of us went up the room to rest(like finally) at 7. till 8 plus.and continued till round 1030. got dylan to drive down to Mac for their breakfast!*smile bladed in the noon with dylan. it wan fun. just love him more.hahaha! bladed from chalet to sailing centre in the hope of finding MF sailors. but that place was empty like some haunted town. i forgot it's exam period.*boo. and bladed back.er,no. he was the one pushing me back.heh heh. *loves. decided to check out early since no one was staying the 2nd night. yeap. and headed to parkway for meals & pool. my.we were stil engergetic. how crazy. but after playing few games,my "battery" decided to run flat. lol.i almost dozed off on hinhan's shoulder. tata.oh yea!"tuo diao" song!haha!.we made bing han strip lar!lol =) thanks everyone!for all the highness.haha! and to my dearest von: "you silly.everything is okay.dont blame yourself anymore ey. dont go off alone next time.ask me along lar"hahah! remember,dont keep giving yourself that stress alrites? you have my love.hahah!"thats mushy i know. =) 0 comments Tuesday, October 04, 2005 ( @ 8:47 PM ) relationship- men are from mars & women are from venus. the complication between men & women that is far way indepth than one can imagine. the vast differences lead to conflicts between the 2 sexes. yet understanding the differences will solve all trouble. people often say "get a guy who loves you more than you love him." and they believe that it is only then, that the woman'd be truly fortunate. how true is that? you guys shall judge. this belief made all women in search of men who'd love them more than they love the latter. but how many lucky ones get to do so? men & women. with one being mr fix-it & the other being miss listen. the only way that both can settle is to compromise. still though, people tend to forget each other differences & lead on to putting how you want the other party to behave like you do on your loved ones. that's how contradicting life gets. lucky is the man who's the first love of a woman; yet luckier is the woman who's the last love of a man. 0 comments Monday, October 03, 2005 ( @ 8:40 PM ) nice day baking with dylan & von =) loves* seeing how happy they can over the success of the banana cake makes me smile. haha!. like a big big grin! xD and my dearest dylan, yaya shit. told him must seive the flour & he didnt believe. now he's re-baking. haha! but i still love them though. =) 2days to chalet. cant wait. and thanks darling for all the ideas & effort. heh heh. joanne's a happy lil' shit. 0 comments ( @ 10:49 AM ) i tired talkin to mama. she was slighty better. and then? what the hell did she do to make things better? by not coming home last night. how right can it get. it's a disappointment. tell me what she wanna. 0 comments Sunday, October 02, 2005 ( @ 11:54 PM ) not like.is 10hrs. yea. 10am to 8pm.right. like so long since i worked for such long hours. it was alrite. fun. with babies all over the place. though with rich & haughty guests. oh wells. my boss' baby daughter's 1-month celebration. dont know how much he spent today with the wines alone. bottles & bottles we opened. rich arses. *lol. but he was nice enough to give all us 25bucks tips for his 3-hr function. though worked the whole day,joanne's happy. haha!cos she talked-cock & sang song with her colleagues. balloons,settings.fun. =) food & more drinks. slacks.it was a fun work day. and dylan cracked me upside down during dinner. nice enough not to drag me out my of neighbourhood area for dinner. made do with the coffeeshop. xD plannings for my chalet. coming coming! cant wait. *whee!! and alvina misplaced my ring!!! boo! =( 0 comments Saturday, October 01, 2005 ( @ 11:21 AM ) after 3 sents smses & 5 missed calls. joanne's not going to bother anymore till he calls. water therapy is always good. 0 comments |