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Thursday, March 30, 2006 ( @ 4:10 PM ) turned out that the chalet's stay is 4D3N & not 3D2N. right. hah! and the biatches are left there i think. talking bout' first day. gathered & headed to our homegrown NTUC for the shopping of groceries. and off to Aloha! it was. hehs =) i think the rule & regulation of getting only 18yrs & above person to check in is a total absurd. what crap pls. shessh. all thanks to yixiang's friend's sister. yeap. and so our terrace is spacious with 4bedrooms,5 toilets,a kitchen which is filled with al the many utensils,the living room,the walkway. not bad. hehs. and so i shared room 1 with miss president & san. miss president & vainy san!! what's with their make-up kit lah!! *laughs. goddness room which door can not be shut properly. oh sheesh. unpacked our stuff into the refrigerator & yea,oriented ourselves into the place. so it was some of them playing mahjong. the plan was to head over to Fisherman's village for the romantic dinner by the beach but ey,the changing to downtown east's foodcourt. hah! the supposed looking for the famous chicken rice but only to witness the switching off of the stall's lights. how right. and so it was the finally KBOX session. *whees. a waste that i didnt bring out the camera. but k-ing session was total craziness lah. the duet by our couples. =) the singing of those kuku oldies. the ah niu's dui mian de nu hai kan guo lai. the lang hua yi duo duo. hah! the chips that cost 35bucks. dumb. perhaps it wasnt really a singing session,more of the shouting our lungs out!. haha! and not forgetting our supposed class song-kiss goodbye. oh how sweet. the almost walking on the expressway as one wholeload bunch. how right. the walking into deathtrap-policepost. haha! oh dumb it was. all cabbed back while our dear hin han walked back to pasir ris mrt to collect his bike to ride back to chalet. had a few drink with san by the pool. i swear san got a lil' high lah! she got so talkative can. haha! so it was the pouring of hearts from we 2 ladies. boiling down to the conclusion that guys are all the same. how right. hah! oh. mister boo came over after his session with jasper & friends. passed me the memory card. yups. that guy was shagged but still trudged his way there. that was nice i think. headed to slumber only after 6 in the morning. and it was after the talking with the 2 biatches. yea. guys. right. hah! jiejie had to call me at 11am & i rushed up to wash up so that i can catch the 1155am shuttle service. thankfully ah bing came with me to buy the bbq stuff. and dear hin han who decided to bike over again. hah! woman & good friend met us up too. i swear they looked like vampire with their all-white faces. hah! headed back to chalet with their chicken rice' take-away lunches. those lazy bums. xD woman & good friend went into slumber after their sleepless night. had our lunch,lingered around until i felt sleepy. so headed into the guys' room for beauty sleep. goddarn jiejie & didi had to come in & woke me up. what the shit. i swear i'd kill jiejie with his "joanne...joanne..wake up..wake up.." dumbo. fancy 2 guys fighting the bed with a lady. no good! in any case,caught a few winks till woman woke me up i was supposed to help hinhan prepare the bbq stuff. yeas. so it was the kitchen chore till we were done with the preparation. yup. played a lil' mahjong,talked a lil' cock and the guys went to start the fire. so much for loving the bastards. *laughs. the bbq. the eating. the noisy ziying. the cock. and finally the five-ten game with jiejie initially. then with the joining in of didi,president,ah bing,san. the start of the alcohols. shessh. so it was more gaming with the concentration game,multiple. then came dylan with his disc game. shesh. he even brought a carton of heneiken. was he out to knock us?! hah! nevertheless,he was really thoughtful i guess. i think the night was a hell-loud crap fun cos of him also. not that im trying to give credit to that ass. but eh,im glad at least my class people enjoyed the company of him & his games lah. yea? =) i had too much a drink that after i gulped down almost a cup of plain water,the gas all came rushing up & there joanne pukes. right. a long darm time since i ever puked. right. haha! but the puking really made me feel so much soother. and people,i wasnt drunk okay. i just felt too bloated. okay,now as i recall,it's really a lil' embarrassing puking my stomach out infront of all the people. shessh. hah! oh whatever. a few more cans of the beer. yups. and our dear didi was like a baboon lah. red as the ass. hah! saru & eileen so no good! gave them another can but they were actually taking for didi. no good,no good. hah! the kitchen's scene was comical lah. all the red faces. my. the 2 bottles of vodka and the 12 plus 24 cans of beer. how right. had a talk with jiejie by the pool. thank you for the advices,jiejie. =) but still,i dont know. yeap. to my fellow biatches,im sorry but i really dont know what answer to give when some of you kindly probed bout' me & the mister dylan boo. yups. oh yar! the posting. nice to know that many of us with the same option are actually in the same classes =) seriously,needless for me to elaborate further,dba/1a,b/07 is indeed a hell-load nicest & cooperative bunch of people i have ever had! i love. 0 comments Saturday, March 25, 2006 ( @ 9:06 PM ) fish. lil' wonder joanne is a superly grouchy woman when she hasnt eaten for the whole day cept' for a light brekkie. *screams. yesterday was first day at G-star. my supervisor is one cranky bubbly shit. hah! in short,crazy woman. shi hui's aint bad either. cept' she's leaving in less than a month's time. weijie that hack-care guy. i think my colleagues aint bad hur! oh whatever. time flew by cos there was new stocks & we had to steam & packed them onto the shelves. yups. ok lah. actually,nothing much for me to elaborate. oh yar! sorry good friend. cant get staff discount. i tell you,G-star's policy totally sucks cos even full-timers cant help to get staff discount. like so what the hell pls. some really superly dumb policy. oh whatever. met up with my new friend. not a bad guy. hah! brought me to acid bar for a drink. yea,with the live band. though the singer's vocal aint as fab as the one in baby face'. had him to finish up my Singapore Sling cos i didnt want to tire myself out from the alcohol. boozing makes me sleepy pls. had to work full the next day you see. that guy sure got sweet tooth pls. oh whatever. the night ended real short cos i wanted to go back my my beauty sleep. so yeap. today. got robed in to help out at the fashion festival at the very last minute. fashion show is a total fab i swear. the runway though a lil' short but yea,of acceptable i guess. saw local celebs like felicia chin,phylis quek,xiang yun,shaun. yups. felicia chin sure has that dainty sweet look. the local models. yups. i think even we helpers felt like stars lah. all the photoshots from the media & press. hah! see if you'd spot me behind my fugly shades in any of the fashion festival news reports. right. headed back to my outlet. hung around. shop got busy & bla bla. i swear i was friggy hungry. texted mister if he wanted to have dinner since i was to finish work at 7 instead of 930. he called me on the dot at 7 & said we were to meet back in amk. right. wanted to call & ask if he wanna head to punggol marina for our meal but he didnt pick up his phone. so i waited. he called & that very smart alec said he got dinner at 8pm (the time was 7.30pm) like how right. even though he kindly told me he can still accompany me for dinner at market but i told him to forget about it. i mean,for what? shessh. i dont know if i should get angry. *screams. asked if i wanna play mahjong with mann they all after his dinner. yar. friends whom i've heard the name ages ago but never seen them ever. glad should i get? yes if he was to bring me over as a gf. oh feak. like right. my emotions are getting hay-wired. but i bet i'd end up not meeting him. oh whatever. yet another work day tomorrow. for money. hah! =) im tired yet glad that the weekend's gonna be over. 0 comments Thursday, March 23, 2006 ( @ 10:33 PM ) shessh. it's been way long since i ever do such dumbo thing. oh whatever. went down to the coffeeshop for dessert with him which only further spoilt my appetite cos the ice-kachang totally is ewww. headed to his crib in the wish to watch "into the blue" dvd. but the darn thing was the dvd decided to jam halfway through. oh fish. and so he went on with his Warcraft while i went into slumber. shesh. yet another boring session. headed home to find the in-laws at our place. hehs. lil' baby's grandparents & aunt. right. i think i merely blabbering on. this's no fun. fish. i swear im done with him. fark you. if i could,i would kill you with one stab in the heart. lil' wonder why they say women's hearts are the wickest. 0 comments ( @ 2:19 PM ) jogging with bro-in-law this morning. what comfy & cooling weather for a long jog =) a longer route we took today. all the way up the god-darn slope @ st. nicks,down to the KBCC,then out along that stretch of road to west garden before home. shesh. my thigh muscles been pumping hard and the sweat glands been real active. yet a 1-hr jog! so much for the burning of calories & keeping in shape. went marketing with aunt thereafter to help mama buy ingredients & also brekkies for bro-in-law & myself. marketing was another eye-opener for me. pls. i think my future husband & kids will to suffer big time if i dont start learning on homemaking. hah! i swear it takes lot to learn on the bargaining skills & the very important picking out of fresh veggies,meat,seafood,bla bla. argh. i wanna get a husband who knows how to cook! hehs. no,but i will still learn to whip out sumptous meals so that i can tie down my darling's stomach. *wicked grins. oh. happened to see terr at the market. he was out buying lunch for his colleagues. i think that guy seems to have sunken. shessh.i swear i look like some "ah-sum" pls!! with my tied-up pony tail that looks so sweaty & filthy plus my big-sized shirt. aww. shoot me. haha! oh whatever. that guy. i dont know to say if he's lucky or what. he actually parked his car @ my carpark & got summoned. like what the? cos the owner of the car beside him managed to get back in time & yeaps. of cos that owner missed the summon coupon. 20bucks. what an expensive brekkie. im getting bored. very much so. cant wait for work tomorrow. provided that the store-in-charge of whichever outlet remembers to give me a ring. tata. 0 comments Wednesday, March 22, 2006 ( @ 11:52 PM ) daddy said i did well. in which case i dont think so. fark. oh never mind. disney here i come =) i swear it'd be BETTER. so it was k-ing with good friend & lilian at chinatown's k-box. god knows why lilian was on super highness. hah! left halfway through for my interview at G-Star. yeaps. i decided that i had nuff' bumming around. it's either the manager thinks that im good or that they're in desperate need for people cos im immediately hired. hah!*whees. so joanne will be off to work on friday. =) no more bumming. time to kick off my engine for some money! lil' ian is so adorable pls. he actually shot his poo all the way to the end of the cot. shesh. the baby who's full of shit. pretty much. happily in his lala land  crying from his poo  so here comes daddy  im feeling shitty i swear. it's tormenting. i swear again. dont tell me we're back as one. cos i dont feel the bit so. im not feeling the least in love. so much that i want to tell you everyday yet so lil' would you ever listen. what do you know about me? stop leading me on as it is. cant we do it in the straightforth manner? you know i swear i got that strong urge to bring you back home when bro-in-law verbally asked "when are you bringing a bf back?" just now? the want to announce to my family that im in a r/s with you. but am i one to you? tell me if you still want me. i dont want further guessing. so much for me trying so hard. perhaps you put in your efforts too. i've been trying to think in the positive light. perhaps it all boils down to me giving my all to the wrong person. would you prove me wrong? am i asking alot just for that bit of action from you? touch your heart & ask yourself what exactly have you done for me? im sorry if you have already tried yet failed so again. i dont need you to annouce to the whole world. but all that i ask for is that sense of security. would you? it still hurts. 0 comments Tuesday, March 21, 2006 ( @ 11:14 PM ) but sun papa papa decided that he doesnt love us anymore =( sheesh. the sun rose shining warmingly yet decided to hide behind the evilish grey clouds. how i hate them. and so good friend & i went cam-whoring whilst fat mama went into slumber. hah! shots & more shots. till even i went dull with them. the dumb rain had to come. boo. how dampened can all that get. my stomach decided to growl & so i decided to whine too. hah! after like the 5th time of growling & whining,fat mama decided that we should move to 7-11 before she gets irritated. hehs. took the tram & the very sua-ku fat mama & me didnt realize that there's a new 7-11 beside coffeebeans. or rather,we didnt even know that coffeebeans existed! so it was snack,cheesecake,chicken pot pie plus my fishball! =) perfect breeze for short snacks. headed back for shower before we left for bugis. and good friend got her sneakers. too tired to shop around and so finally head home. slept my way on the bus. and so lil' baby is back home sweet home =) sheesh. there officially goes my prominent princess' status at home. =( hah! dumbs. oh whatever. nice weather to sleep in. tata. 0 comments Monday, March 20, 2006 ( @ 11:20 PM )  adding on my bro-in-law =)  they always say we are alikes  baby ian & his pout  the gleeful new parents  how can we resist?  lil cutie pie once again  0 comments Saturday, March 18, 2006 ( @ 11:52 PM ) *whee. the so much worthwhile joyous occasion. *with bims & smiles all over our faces. hehs. it was like 2+ am when i dreamily received my bro-in-law's call & i even thought he was kidding about the bursting of sis' waterbag. that was how sleepy i was. and i even thought i was dreaming lah! dumbs. that call put me up to the remaining sleepless night. the anxiousness & the butterfly that went fluttering in my stomach. even called fat mama! hah! tossed round before i fell into my slumber again. but i vividly remember the constant waking up at hour's interval to check if my hp has any miss call or sms from bro-in-law. finally got out of bed at 930am & informed daddy mummy that sis was at the delivery ward. hah. that was the start of the grandparents' anxiety. headed for my swim & how lucky could i get to have my slippers broke. and i had to walk home with one leg bared. how stupid could i have looked. got back home,talked cock sang song with fat mama before i left with mummy to the temple. it was the "guang ying dan" ey? the temple was so packed with the holistic people lah! so squeezy pls. coupled with the extreme heat from sun papa. i swear i could have stripped myself on impluse. was in the temple when bro-in-law called saying sis had just gone into the operating theatre. and so we we cabbed down to KK hospital. it was like 2.29pm then when we reached the hospital. met up with bro-in-law & waited with that exciteness in us for the arrival of lil' baby. the nurse called bro-in-law on his hp,announcing the arrival of lil' baby. hehs. so off we went into the baby & relatives' waiting room. shesh. what a shock we had when what we saw on the cubicle box was just a clump of green cloth till the nurse unwrapped it that we saw the lil' newborn. that fatty weighing 3.36 kg. =) what joy you'd witness pls. especially when he opened his small eyes. baby ian such a well-behaved. he doesnt cry that much. and when sis finally came out of the operating theatre at slightly after 4pm. shesh. poor sis. you could just imagine the torment & undescriable pain she went went through. the tears filled up all over the rim of her eyes. my. i swear i teared lah. what great sacrificial all mummy in the world gave. my. pls treasure your mummy. oh shesh. his arrival witnesses the losing my joanne's status in the family. darn it. hah! no more whining from me. boo! right. and i swear we'd all adore him like the prince lah. spoilbrat soon to come. so here's a few photos of our lil' newborn =) they say the pout on him resembles mine!! does it?hehe.   simply adore that cutie pie  0 comments Friday, March 17, 2006 ( @ 4:39 PM ) i know i know. it's always that "woman!you sure you trimmed??" yea. like i said. i trimmed. not cut. so stop the shits. haha! oh whatever. the hairstylist mister recommended was fab. a amicable yet professional one indeed. and i swear i almost had the urge to shave bald after the person did a scan on my hair. those highlighted strands. poor them. almost dead. argh. kill me. i want those fluffy bouncy hair. =( went to mister's abode before that. he & his WarCraft again. always as usual. just like me & my games of mahjong. hah! oh whatever. oh. back to yesterday. and so it was blading in the morning. how i love the morning breeze. anything just for the sea breeze & warmy lovely sun papa. =) sis went on her own in the earlier morning & mister dylan & i met up with her at ECP. that ever clumsy sis i have. lost balance & skidded. fortunately she was wearing longs & had her knee guard. if not,i guess her knees were to be scrapped too. she sure look like some prefessional-wannabe with her tore & tattered pants. hah! bladed towards NSC & called mrs sidhu to see if they had sailing session since it was a thursday. turned out the juniors were taking part in some regatta. yeap. met up with them for short while & i bet the juniors thought im some kuku crazy mad woman who ran off from mental institute. hah!. whatever. and so the hapless mister had to slip off the grass patch & had his ankle hit on a stone. that "prag' sound was loud & it was the sound of his ankle breaking. shessh. poor him. i bet it hurts like hell. but the good ol' him still managed to blade back. and so it was mac nuggerts' meal coupled with fries,tuna sandwich,banana walnut muffin,coffees & my ice lemon tea. sis & mister dylan seriously got some attitude against me. im no glutton pig larr! and they kept demanding im one. fish. im going for weight-lossing. *hrmps. the 2 amksian against the 1 mayflowerian. bad. hah! cabbed back to amk with sis while mister rode his way back home. headed for my dental appointment. and like as small,i never like dentist. hah! cost me 100 bucks just for some polishing,scaling & one filling. my. i never knew how much i'd save from school's dentist. you know that red file that goes round the class during primary school days? how i miss. right. hah! and so it was mahjong again. you see. me at my part-timing. at least im not a total bummer. right. broke even at the end of 2nd round even though i kanna "bao" & had to pay 13 bucks. but lady luck decided to leave me & i ended up losing 18. dumbs. oh whatever. there's winning,there's losing. i will win more. perhaps i should have gone out with mister. hah! i swear im more than ever broke with the buying of all the presents! huiling's & my dumb fatty sis' SK 2 eye mask. bangs. someone shoot me to death. or i wish i'd get a new part-time soon by next week so that i can at least slog one week. i need $ especially for april you know! argh. mister's birthday where i think i dont know how many hundreds that would cost. this lil' lady's own birthday where i dont know yet how many hundreds would i spend to pamper myself. hah. oh pls. in any case,work in 2hrs' time. i want a new job! i pray. 0 comments Wednesday, March 15, 2006 ( @ 11:44 PM ) the photos as promised =) you see the food & the drinks  the chronicles of life  perfect dinner  drink drank drunk  choco cakey  walk to star way ;)  along came the breeze  we decided to pose.hah!   besties are for life  and so it's once again, HAPPY 18th my dear   0 comments ( @ 11:37 PM ) hah! not too bad. won 15 bucks. i played only half a round cos' i came back to replace 2nd sis' position. never mind. mahjong tomorrow. so that shall be my vacation job? hah! right. went SIM with mister dylan. the campus is no doubt much more appealing than Stansfield. i guess he already has his choice. whatever it is,it's good that he somewhat back on this track & stuff. yeap. im all for him to further his studies =) work hard u ass! hopefully tomorrow's morning weather will be good. i wanna head to east coast to for blading! *whee. i love. to good friend: my dear,im sorry for all shits that happening one after another on you. but like what i've been emphasizing,life moves on. you know i know. no doubt actions still speak louder than words. dont sit there & whine over spilt milk. be stronger! =) it's not the end of world you know. there're much worst out there. move on this & i bet my good friend will be a tougher one. loves. 0 comments Tuesday, March 14, 2006 ( @ 11:57 PM ) but i swear the sun was way too scorching & i left the pool like after 45 minutes. got back home & caught that "tian sun ye ye" final episode. a repeat of last night's. yeap. was supposed to meet the few biatches. my apologies alrite biatches!! some time again real soon! sorry once again =) headed to dylan's abode for that hour before heading to town. had cartel for breakfast cum lunch. yeaps. the usual chef salad i had. that mister wanted to find out more for some business degree course from Stansfield Colleage. wanted to head down to meet the biatches for short while but it turned out that they were leaving soon. so yea. oh. the entrance & main reception area of Stansfield look pretty appealing but yea,the classrooms were a lil' turn-off when we went up the building. hah! headed to fullerton one's babyface to look for his friend,stacy. one nice chap. had few pints of heneiken plus pizza. that darn dylan even went "are you a pig?!"when i mentioned i was getting hungry. hah!whatever ass. the live band at their chill out bar is good. practically thumbs up. splendid powerful vocal that female has. and my head's currently suffering from the ache again. and surprisingly,i didnt turn lobster red after those pints of alochol. hah! but instead,the spinning. shessh. off to bed. hah! i love. everytime we kiss. oh.only heaven knows. oh whatever. 0 comments Monday, March 13, 2006 ( @ 11:58 PM )     0 comments Sunday, March 12, 2006 ( @ 11:58 PM ) the 3-days airport training was great & a eye-opener for me. so there's actually that much of services & facilities in our pretigious changi airport. and it's for the true fact the nothing is impossible in the airport as long as you have money. so "money" is the key.hah! and there i await for my first duty on monday!*whee my suave pilots,the kawaii japanese guys & the full-of-charisma caucasians! hung out last night with didi,jiejie & fat mama. not forgetting the joining in of good friend in the later night xD dumb yixiang! bastard us out. no good! i swear i'd knock you out during chalet.haha! what a night it was! before that in the early evening,it was the going over to fat mama's abode to put my stuff. i swear yvonne's mum is a real adorable & hell load hilerious! real entertaining & enlightening to chat with mum! hah! fruitful yet not that fruitful. happening yet maybe not to the utmost. the dinner & first drink at HOOTERS was delightful. the chicken wings & cesar salad.jiejie & his steak.didi & his seafood platter.(was that?) the bucket of heneiken beer. and dear didi doesnt like beer. but di,you have to learn to drink for socializing! if not next time get drunk while dealing with your important customers how!!?? hehs. so conclusion for didi? - DRINK. right. talked cock,sing song for hour plus before the attempt to MOS. hah. attempt. shessh. the wrong hand. oh how fateful can that get? for not,i swear fat mama & i'd rock the dance floor like mad together. next time again my dear! =) but still,there went my virignity of clubbing to MOS. hah!dumbs. R&B was too packed. you know the sardine in the sandwiches? yet,still managed to get a lil' wild with jiejie & didi while fat mama & good friend were in 1 night stand. and good friend was complaining how yvonne went dancing with that indian guy. racial discrimination!! *laughs. that unrestrained dance with the guy. how i enjoyed the wildness. xD and before all that dances,it was the me & fat mama at the pub while jiejie & didi were in MOS. the me & my dumb tears & heart-tearing whines. the she & her boy & the r/s & the doubts & the misses. the me & my long island tea with a pint of heneiken. the she & the sex on the beach. okay,i admit i got high again with the flirting around. hah! but i emphasize again that i wasnt the bit drunk alrites. i was real sober,except for the slight lost of my reflexes. hehs. the 2 caucasians sitting beside me. that attempt of mark to interact with fat mama yet only her "rejection".hah! chatting up with those 2 english guys was pleasurable. yet another coming up of that Mr Keith. yea,that supposed uncle. hah! and pls,it was yet another plain flirts. okay okay,joanne was way too flirty last night she admits. xD but again,that was a uncle. oh pls. no,put it in nicer way,joanne's amicable!hehs. thank you for all the concerns,but joanne was aware of her actions. i guess you all thought i was drunk right? my head experienced real ache while we were having drinks at Mac. bad. boozing is no good. like right. hah! headed back to good friend's crib for short rest. that was alr like 5 plus in the morning? anyway,i love the sofa in her living room! superly comfy lar! took a nap & got up at 8. left for yvonne's abode to collect my bag before heading home sweet home. but i didnt get to catch a wink till after breakfast with mum,sis & bro-in-law. took a nap at like 12.30 till 4pm. and then for mahjong at sis's place. 2 rounds of mahjong which was supposed to end at 11.15pm. but the lucky me diao the last games for like 8 times? hah! and not only did i recoup my initial losses of few few bucks,i became the sole winner. yippess! 55 bucks in 6 plus hours. not bad ey. =) but i swear lady luck was just with me.hah! what happy girl joanne's been. after last night's out,somehow i'd realize that things are refining for me. the tears been falling & i swear im trying my utmost to pull myself out of the shit. it's no easy feat but i just remembered that my life doesnt revolve around getting myself hurt for him. i believe i deserve better treatments. and i wont push into it again. this & for it. fate shall take over from here. to my dear fat mama,i know it hurts to miss your love. but you should have forseen this right. silly girl,distance makes the heart fonder. of cos it's no easy feat,but believe me,with faith & trust in this r/s,everything will turn out great! =) smile dear! 0 comments Thursday, March 09, 2006 ( @ 7:31 PM ) what exactly lies behind his words & actions? only confusions & dilemma run through my head. so am i to blame only me for allowing myself to fall into the pit all over? was i the one bearing the one-sided thoughts? then fark you. the heart ached once again. and the rim of the eyes is filled up. 0 comments Tuesday, March 07, 2006 ( @ 11:58 PM ) you know i cant afford to continue with the input without any output. hahs! my ex-colleagues are real bunch of amicable ones. one actually sms-ed me this afternoon,telling me he just came back from m'sia. the other just called me all the way from penang to talk. and it was a long 38min overseas call. shessh. how gladful would i ever get with such pretty good bunch of people around. had dinner over at dylan's abode. yums butter prawns. how thoughtful was it of him to ask me over for the fact that i love eating prawns & his maid would be frying butter prawns. big momma's real hilerious. but you left me with doubts again. feak. thank you for finally getting into the theatre & catching a movie. yes,finally. but i hope it wasnt against yr wish. if it was,then i seriously have no bit idea why you'd do so? to help push my blood pressure up? or in contrary,bring that laughter upon me? i hate this. in any case,HAPPY 29th BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR FATTY SIS!! =) my dear nephew to arrive upon this lovely earth. oh.and why didnt he come out on your birthday? hah!i bet'd you kill me. 0 comments ( @ 1:01 AM ) can i be as happy as i were before i these? 0 comments Monday, March 06, 2006 ( @ 11:57 PM ) *smiles. how i love =) i swear i really need to work out before i ended up a real ROUNDIE when new sch term starts. and so it was the mahjong battle between the mother & daughters. hah! right. needless to say,the ol' ginger won us. no,second sis won too. oh whatever.(i lost 5bucks) *boo. finally cleared up that 2 boxes of stuff. after ages. and it somehow dwelt upon me the well-known sentence that "we cant move on till we let go of the past". how simple yet indepth. and so joanne got rid of almost all the stuff she has kept vigilantly for 3years. i guess those stuff no longer carry any significance to the present joanne. off we went to suntec's RiceTable for sis's birthday dinner. yums. hah! food again. sheesh. this's getting outta control man. bingeing too much lately. plus the being potato couch. argh. shoot me. the indo buffet wasnt too bad. i shall let the photos curtail my narrative when sis loads her memory card =) went round the floor looking at the kids' stuff. yea. my soon-to-arrive baby nephew! whees!! hehs =) happy am i to yet spend another airy day. *with smiles filling her up. happy 18th to ling!! hehs. lovely wishes & blessings my dear =) 0 comments Sunday, March 05, 2006 ( @ 11:58 PM ) yea. so off i went to help out at the restaurant's sunday brunch. how much i love cos there's always so many pretty lil' kiddies. the china,the western,the black. all yet adorable. it's not that i want to go back whitebait & kale to work but i guess the wittiest thing i can do now is to temporarily hold on to the job till i can secure a position at either starhub's call centre or back at guess kids. till then.. and so it was the early birthday dinner for my dear ling. gosh. planned to give her a birthday cake suprise coupled with that bouquet of sunflower,in addition to her presents. but those 2 ladies,couldnt make their way to clark quay & i had to meet them halfway through. lucky indeed was i to be able to hide that cake behind the ripcurl plastic bag xD headed to brewerkz for dinner & some drinks. my. the food was fab like my first visit =) started off with the sample of brewerkz beer with the potato skin as appetizer. fish & chips,brewerkz chicken combo,seafood pasta & the chicken salad followed up as our mains. pls. their fries are THUMBS UP can! got to wait for ling to load her memory card & i promise photos-entry real soon!! i bet you'd drool at the sight of the food. so it was the cake suprise after the return of their toilet break.hah! i swear ling's touched. like right. okay.whatever! =) i swear the 3 of us were god-darn filled up,prolly to the brim of my throat. hah! nevertheless,the meal was of satisfactory. strolled along the bridge & yea,the photo-craze continued. * with all smiles headed to boat quay for another round of drinks. stopped by "the penny black" (was that?cant recall whatever penny it was! xD)for cocktails before home sweet home. what a night =) sheesh. so it'd the time of the month to spend on my loved. darns. and there's still my fat sis birthday on tues. she & her SK2's anti-aging eye mask. oh wells. cant blame her when someone is turning 29. hah! im gloating. oh whatever. so much for the moment of laughter. i'd realized the tears are finding it taxing to get their way to my eyes. is that a sign of liberation? or is it that i have turned numb? can i quit the game? 0 comments Friday, March 03, 2006 ( @ 11:43 PM ) hahs! was lucky to have recoupped my initial losses during the last round.. xD and im sick. fark. i loathe the flu bug. anything but flu. i swear. what's with the swollen nose that seems to be over-blown. shoot me pls. 0 comments ( @ 3:37 PM ) woken up fromm my slumber at mere 11am. dilly-dallied around before washing up. was just making myself comfortable on the sofa when mr dylan called. had lunch at his abode & feak,to make myself more guilt-conscious,i had porridge again when i got back to my crib. the input's getting way too much. joanne's really swelling! shit. not the bit healthy esp. with all my sitting down in front of the television & the PC screen. fishy fish. i swear i'd get tired of my lazy lifestyle by next week. hah! but for now,im pretty much contented with the staying in. =) mahjong session later. and that's for companying my big,fat pregnant sis. right. tata for now. 0 comments Thursday, March 02, 2006 ( @ 11:57 PM ) down the pool i plunged. with the sun shining strong yet carrying that tint of warmth against my skin. *whee. taste of heaven. life cant get any better. had lunch back at my crib before the start of mahjong battle. hahs! with my 2 utmost bla bla bla sisters & aunt. i swear i was on winning streak today! im such a happy lil' girl. =) *with that big grin! and my poor sweet san. this girl's never been that fumed as in the noon i could sense the "im ready to kill" from her smses. shessh. poor girl. got photographed by a feaking low-graded ITE ass. it's not condeming. but the fact that this ITE guy seriously had no sense of shame threw me into anger too. how the fark could any guy not feel the bit sorry after giving all the "id kill you if i'd got a weapon" stare for minutes?! i'd have got up to such ass if i was with san. nevermind my sweet,im cursing at that bastard for you. let's curse. haha! back to my narrative. there came cousin with sister keith. (sorry,keith's not gay-a straight guy in due fact.just a term that i cant get over with since sailing days.) hehs. was running out of time since i was supposed to meet the girls at 430pm. got keith to take over my seat while i got changed. and yea,it was 430pm but that last 2 rounds were not the bit done. so off i went dashing for the station. i swear they cant be any happier since the lucky girl left. right. hah! caught final destination 3 with the 2 lings. good ol' friends whom you know are always round the corner. loves. how blissful. darn.i swear the show's pretty gory. you know the already knowing what'd be coming up yet the anticipation in you would almost cause you to go cranky. that anticipation & not knowing when the gruesome scenes would come flashing infront of your eyes. i almost pulled my hair out. mans. headed to wisma for huiling's mama birthday gift. and there i went happily into FACE SHOP for nail polish. what a mess i got myself into. i dont know how the hell my forehead got smeared with that line of blue nail polish & my pants got stained too. i swear i looked TERRIBLE. gosh. headed back to j8 for underworld evolution with terr. that movie's thumbs-up! and i bet all guys in the theatre went high when the sex scene was enacted infront of their eyes. *laughs. and that made me to cant agree any better than with both hands & legs up that tammy's sex was superly duberly utmost HORRIBLE.(okay,this's getting personal.hah!) anyway,back to the movie. people,pls go catch it. it's really fab. =) the climax & the thrill. movie worth my money. seriously,i have no bit idea for feeling so intoxicated. i swear. i cant be any high-spirited than today since months. that carefree attitude in me as felt. you know the me going around telling people"im feeling so happy!" hah! i know this's crazy. it cant be any better when you'd realize that you've learn to take things better. darn. sis's hollering over her party at MOS right at this moment. i swear i'd have gone to find her if not for the fact i was in shorts. rights. hah! party!! 0 comments Wednesday, March 01, 2006 ( @ 11:56 PM ) whee! cos that equate to our whole-load freedom till apr 17!! =) with all big grins over my face. hahaha! heaven we'll be in. party till we drop. let's holler in happiness. like right. *laughs. and let's await the up & coming chalet on the 28th! loveys! stats was alrite. and so the biatches finally chomp-ed. notice the emphasize? hah! the stingray,satay(a pity it wasnt from that stall with the pineapple gravy!),hokkien mee,kangkong,rojak. just how much input all of us had. right. was supposedly heading to eileen's abode when mr dylan finally called. was supposed to catch my "big mama". yes,suppposedly. fishy fish it again. my movies!! *shouts in agony. oh wells. so there i was at his abode with his game again. and there my thoughts come trailing back in my mind again. with all the questions filling in. and i know you were to retreat if i were to throw those issues at you. but so am i supposed to tackle them myself? somehow hope seems to be surfacing. yet my courage's not picked up to put myself into it once all over. so much for longing the you & the i. has it all vanished? i thought i dealt it well. maybe the inner self is evading everything like you are. but like i mentioned,i wont push you nor me,and neither the r/s. if this r/s is so going to work once again. i believe i'd be guided through. 0 comments |