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Wednesday, December 30, 2009 ( just before the year 2009 comes to an end @ 12:26 AM ) a tradition well kept, and maintained with determination :) you know, today was my off. oh, practically the last off day for the year. a supposed JB trip & last party planned for the year to take place in the late evening too, but cancelled. okays, that aside. and just like last year, i sat at starbucks and did a simple recollection & reflection of the many happenings over this year. i thought alot, about many things, many people. i thought of the promises, the kept ones & the broken, the laughters & the tears. 2009 kicked off with a happy party, with my usuals. love affairs; the year started with a burden on my shoulder, and i was glad i pulled through and woke up in time. then came another, whom i thought was different. yes, he is indeed different. by far, the only i have been so obstinate over for the longest time. still, que sara sara, whatever will be, will be. today we talked, no, smsed. and we left it as that. "que sara sara" comma fullstop new friends i have made over. hmmm, probably i'd call them counterparts? still, these are the ones whom might be my vendors, or clients, yet are those i may cliqued with for heart-heart talks. gabriel, my nut fren, the one i cannot imagine how my whiney days would be without. wayne&alex, the crazy people whom i talkedcocksangsong & snaked around with. so i have iris & rozzane too, nice ladies to have around during crazy drinking sessions. and as for colleagues & work-relations, i am glad things have taken a higher turn between me & kinyi and with chris wong. the two whom i can trust and rely on for over the bigs&smalls in Renus. Father in the good name of Jesus, thank you. work&prospect wise, i am glad my balikbayan project took a kickoff and now that i have a good colleague to assist overseeing the tagalog side, i can ease into background. for sales, i thank God for annoiting me with all His power & strength to keep me running in the race. i have my blessings to thank for, really. i have come thus far for this past four months with that tad archievement and i'd need more energy to keep myself in the long marathon for the coming year! 2009, i'd say i have been through yet another rollercoaster ride. mainly over work, as well as the relationship issue. work & the changes from deskbound to outdoor sales; from being under the care of many, to reporting to the main one. being out of one crazy crush just the start of the year; having finally ended the long dillydallying misunderstanding socalled complications with the two-years ; being into a new relationship & falling out of it unknowingly ; coming to attempt the start of another. WOAH! it surely wasnt' for the faint- hearted! and i have God to thank for, for keeping me strong and going. 2009, i see a closer relationship with Him. and i have God to thank for, for instilling the Faith. 2009, it is going to end with a big bang tomorrow; and i am sure. 2010 welcomes me with lotsa excitement in planned! 2010, the year my two sweets & good ol' will graduate; the year our dear botaks will ORD LOH ; the year i will re-enter academics ; the year woman will stop work & focus on degree ; the year best will have to be prepared for tougher modules ; BRING IT ON baby! hehs. with many loves. 0 comments Monday, December 28, 2009 ( @ 12:06 AM ) did i? or did you? probably we did. 'd love to. maybe never again. fourth day of christmas, gave a chance for the heartattack. 0 comments Sunday, December 27, 2009 ( joy to the world @ 12:44 AM ) on the first day of Christmas, i had economical picnic @ botanics with the clique; on the second day of Christmas, i had atas boxing day meal @sage with the good olds' and party at dragonfly with bernard&friends. on the third day of Christmas, i slept in and tved and slept again before popeye dinner with family. now we are left with nine days of Christmas. surely i had goodgreat fun for the past days cos' they say "happy times fly" heh.  0 comments Wednesday, December 23, 2009 ( tomorrow is eve @ 1:16 PM ) totally shitfeel. Father please hear my cries as the humble seek your healing power! 0 comments Tuesday, December 22, 2009 ( is monday the new extended weekend? @ 11:43 PM ) and the sweetcuppies asking for drinking at clarkquay after 1030pm? HELLO PEOPLE?!!! MONDAY and has the world turned topsyturvy to friday instead for you? HAHA. still, monday & i worked late despite the many temptations. oh surely it was meant for some entertainment with the industry people but yeah, stayed behind to clear my pending reports instead. really glad i did not kickstart my alcohol consumption cos i foresaw the rounds&rounds going on&on as it is onwards with festive kicking in! and today being tuesday & 华人冬至, meant it is for family reunion but then again, meant it was. hyundai's appreciation night for the forwarders & boss asked me along to join. oh, not that i could have gave it any miss with it being hyundai gang's event. :) three hours of freeflow. oh crazy sure it was. trust me crazy you never seen cos' this is the first ever time i see gabriel totally knocked out. gosh how could anyone just knocked out off the streets?!!!!! i swear i almost wanted to kill him. fun as it was, i hope i have not created unnecessary topics amongst the industry. scandoulous it could have gotten and i thank God for holding me, fasting on my good Faith & sound mental. somethings you can never erase; eight years and on; we still hold you etched deeply in our mind, uncle. thank you for seeing us through life as you lay in the arms of Father. 0 comments Saturday, December 19, 2009 ( do i call this normal date? @ 3:29 AM ) talkedlaughed; beers&meatball; more talks&laughters. and a peck goodnight. "thank you for the night" i said. 0 comments Friday, December 18, 2009 ( subconscious emotions outburst @ 5:20 AM ) i have no idea if it was the after-effects from the darnmany drinks with the industry people, or was it the emotions which i have all along been trying to subdue has finally lost control. sum that night up, i recall crying very badly over the phone to chippy. eh chip, what nonsense did i tell you hurr? HAHA. it could probably be a good thing i cannot recall much about that night. no no, rather i had bits&pieces of the conversation. but then again, i guess it really is the outbreak subconsciously. i am glad i broke down that night, i am glad i cried very badly. and because i have been suppressing the emotions for such long time,this time round i am finally able to walk on. 0 comments Thursday, December 17, 2009 ( ooommpp & suddenly @ 3:45 AM ) need no explanation, no talks. at least i know i will for now, fullstop we will see if the two hands clap again. 0 comments ( today the sun doesnt seem to have risen @ 12:05 AM ) did the morning jog & the skin tasted some drops of rain. thinking all was good & freshened up for a good kickstart but proven was i wrong. first it was the sudden news from jenny; then it was the clearing of shits which wasnt' supposed to be my problem; following boss' questioning. just when i thought it was already bad enough, i have to face more nonchalance. to make anything worst, the day remained gloomy. probably it was one of those days when the rubberband of mine is overstretched. oh yes probably i will wake up feeling goodold jo again (oh yes i will). but i cannot deny the low morale&spirit i am going through at this very moment. oh, or rather which i have been experiencing the whole day. and i told best, "i want to cry but cannot cos' i dont want to smudge my eyeshadow & mascara!!" WAHAHAHA! i just need to remind myself. even in this day's most stressful moments, may i rest in Him. Father, i entrust my burden onto your victorious right hand once again knowing by Faith You will lift me high up! Thank you Father. Amen. 0 comments Monday, December 14, 2009 ( blessed i am @ 12:00 AM ) i have learnt to entrust all my worries onto God's victorious right hand, knowing He will lift me high up in glory. He hears and answers all my prayers, and i cannot be more than any thankful for His guidance&blessings. i bowed my head in humble every night before bed time, and remind myself constantly He is looking over me. oh, i got hold this account which was one of the few we were just about & cracking the head over during meeting last tuesday. now tell me shouldnt' i rejoice over God's blessings? thank you Father. thank you. it is this Faith i hold, over&again. happy birthday dumbsis. thirty & old, but i still love you no less. 0 comments Saturday, December 12, 2009 ( lets play around d green field and be happy kids @ 12:05 AM ) we blew bubbles & ran silly after them      arrays of colour, they take my mind away.  we had happy feet  ultraman & mickey mouse   and the thoughts soars like of this eagle. life can be this simply easyhappy. today we played around the big green field. childhood memories came flooding in as i lose my breathes over the shortquick runs with the kids. how me & cousins used to run around, catching butterflies. and now i have grown and i am catching the young boys&girls. we blew bubbles and we ran after the lil round bigs & smalls, trying to catch them all in our palms. we flew kites and tried to outbeat the height. this is happiness. 0 comments Thursday, December 10, 2009 ( today you @ 12:53 AM ) said you'd be nice & came to pick me;  i adore your silliness. you - brought me to changi beach club; we ate,drank beer & finished the bottle of chivas. yes crazy. we sang, had good silly fun. you- brought me happiness & laughers. & that's what matters most baby. 傻瓜我们都一样； (you asked who's the one) & i'll will always love you.  yes baby, thank you. :) 0 comments Tuesday, December 08, 2009 ( im high on mood @ 12:06 AM ) yes woman you make me high cos there is MAN behind you! our inside joke hurr! WAHAHAHAHAHA! and cos' i think i am good to get rolling back to the notes&lectures&projects&exams in the coming two months or sooner heh. did another round of research today and most likely going into bach of comms. offered by Uni. Edith Cowan. marketing&public relations-related modules, was looking at double major in tourism&hospitality with marketing offerd by Uni.Murdoch but my heart&mind reckon keener interest in modules in bach of comms. if you are keen to the likely comparison for me and offer me your thoughts :) Bach.of comms.- http://www.mdis.edu.sg/programmes/communications-degree-singapore Double majors- http://www.kaplan.com.sg/hecoursedetail.aspx?id=8c3934dc-05f8-49fe-bc49-8c39f9ce6c76 I AM REALLY SOOO SOOOO EXCITED heh. and and, this boy said "....gal i will try and see how :) ", with the gal replying, "....oh boy thank you for you just made me happy so!" you dont have to know what i am talking about hehs. :):) tomorrow is midweek AGAIN yes AGAIN. and i am off AGAIN yes AGAIN on thursday! yeaoh! 0 comments Sunday, December 06, 2009 ( oh did i mention @ 12:22 AM ) thursday was my off and i was supposed to go for katespade second sale after the disappointing one last month? so anyway, i decided to be good girl with christmas coming along and save up the extra hundreds bucks to splurge on my love ones :) anyhow, shopping it was still with jenny&vonnis. crazy i call it to spend just a hundred on two pairs of heels heh. plus a dress and a esprit buttoned top for work. oh! and i finally brought new pairs earrings. yes it surely has been a way lonnnnnggggg time since i had any new collections! not speaking of the chanel & tiffany i gotten for birthday, i cannot recall when was the last time i brought pretty earrings heh. anyway, shopping it was, following some good drinks & pizza with chicken wings @ number 5 emerald's hills. ohhhhh dont we loooovveeeeeeeee the chicken wings & #5 pizza?!!! HEAVEN!!!! beat timbre's & wala's flat flat down (okays let us not compare with the duckie pizza okay) hehe. and you know we three ladies were having casual conversation & it really took me aback when jenny said "you know? it's true and sad for ladies' case when we get married and lose all our girlfriends." OH MY. i'd never be able to picture nor imagine my life without either my bestbests or cuppies can!!!?? how black and dull the life would be?!! NO biatching?!! NO shopping?!! NO bickering?!!! just home & kids?!! worrying about the husband & outside affairs day-in-day-out, keeping yourself at the edge of mental breakdown any moment?!! OH MY!!! please ladies, we are all educated and fully capable of independence. DONT. DONT ever let yourself fall into shoes of the second generation heh?! yes you can be dependent of your spouse, but pls at least make sure he leaves you the goodwill of inherritance protection against his farkingshitoutside affairs! okays, i think i am drifting too far off topic cos' then again, who is who to judge. actually my main shoutout is "LET US NOT FALL OUT OF CONTACT WITH EACH OTHER CAN?!!!!" it really freaks me off just the mere thought of losing contact with anyone of you. it does. not especially after the rainbows & rainfalls & sunshine & thunderstorm that life has put us through together. hey i heart you. yes my ladies you know who :) for my two bests i just saw, we will catch up for 风云 the coming week. hey bestbest#1, everyday im' praying for you. you will be looking all good again. and hey, trust us it really that bad alrite? living life isnt' worrying about the facade. look at me!!! WONT I DIE if i dont uphold my selfesteem with my prior farking bad bad bad breakouts?!!! come to think of it, it have been hellllll worst than what you are going through. think of my sibbbeeiii ugly pimples!! HAHA! :) love you okay. and my three cuppies, starbuckie unite the coming week??!!! YUN YUN please drop a text when you are already free. and let us not forget our annual 4th year and running christmas day party brunch :) oh! and lastly, im gonna take off on thursday again heh/ 0 comments Saturday, December 05, 2009 ( still, you amaze me @ 4:02 AM ) and nicely put in words you did, saying "i didnt want you to hear things from your friends nor do i want to make you look dumb." thank you, i appreciate it. really i do. and thank you for staying alongside me helping me to entertain my clients while i waited for kinyi to join in. yes you saved me from the extra boozing heh. it always is THAT look in your eyes which i needed to see, to regain all assurance. and glad am i for finding what i needed to see, after the absence of two darn weeks. i dont know if it is illusion self-deception or reality, i dont really care aynmore. gosh i cannot but have to bring myself to believe the vanity in you, after it took you like four hours of texting before we met! HAHA. yes you jude, you really amaze me. and i love catching you smiling secretly to yourself whenever you picked up my phone to check out the wallpaper. TGIF and real crazy hopping night. balaclava; KPO ; rebel. oh i have chippychua to thank for heh. bala and 9 pints of 1-for-1 blacn plus 2 wines. yes go figure it out. KPO and another seven drinks. and i lost track at rebel. HAHA. good company;not too failing a music. cept' let's minus off some drama (YES AGAIN CHIPPY CHUA hurr? *winks). surely we had it ended :) i have no wish to narrate anything offtrack reality. he is an illusion of hope i created. so you will hear nothing about him. 0 comments Tuesday, December 01, 2009 ( "i have been very patient" was what i have always said. @ 12:01 AM ) or rather, i have been pretty irrational with myself at most of the crucial times. he asked "how much is much that you have given in? do you compare the value in love? you dont " woah, now that calls for another slap across my face hurr? he told me " havent' see you for almost half a year and hey all i can say is, go find the then non-chalent you!" thank you my dear. i have a need to calm my thoughts and actions. i am halfway there. 0 comments |