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Sunday, January 31, 2010 ( sum up for the week @ 12:07 AM ) the music and company was utmostmost love cross :) chip, seriously, you are the source of bad music. HAHA. such mishap never happens when you arent' around okays! somehow, after the many jugs of longislands, i went home unknowingly. HAHA. yes, probably my body is functioning on auto-pilot mode?! i remember scenes at the zouk, i remember i was in the cab, rounding the corner in my house carpark. i have no recollection of the in-betweens. scary! i never knew i went home secretly; never knew i used a guy (apparently it should be the cabbie's) mobile and called on my own mobile left with von. HAHA. minus the crazy nots, it was one good revived night! so thursday i homed and friday it was company's annual dinner&drinks @oosh following jumbo. witnessed an almost-drankdrunk boss, plus a very angry lady boss. HAHA. then the rebelling with my three ladies. awwww it has been the lonnnngggesssttt time that we four partied on our own! :):):):) so 5am i was home and knocked out till almost twelve in the noon. gosh such a wasted morning! and almost my whole saturday afternoon was spent behind the wheels. oh tell me about the fark jams and the fark thaipusam. so thankful for the inpromtu blading session @ecp for the frustration-cooldown effects. i think i can be quite a biatch at times. HAHA. sorry bernard. and started today great with 9am service with von&jie. "learn to be inwardly at rest and as long you have the good Faith, the devil is under your feet!" yes, we are all well seated on Christ' throne. and we say, AMEN! 0 comments Monday, January 25, 2010 ( monday not so blue; yet tad blue @ 4:59 AM ) jude " (blabla what not) .... lol next month i would hv known u for a year..scarily how fast the year whizzed past!" me "oh my god!spookier i was just thinking about the same lah! do you remember the date we met!!?" jude "of course i can lol..do u?heh" me "of course i can lah!!hehs!you sure you remember not?!whats d date then!wahaha!" jude "lol i somehow dont believe u heh.u tell me first then i will tell u why i can remember" see how you amaze me; and i cannot help but still feel you, time to time. that was the conversation that literally kicked high my monday. HAHA. and somehow, my mood dipped a lil' when nut fren told me he is now officially with rozanne. no no, not that i am jealous. but somehow deep inside, i fear losing yet another good guy friend. now who'd want to go through the same cycle over, & again? the low hit the bottom when i received my timetable slot for the first term - mondays, tuesdays & FRIDAYS 7-10pm. holy! i dont mind mondays tuesdays. BUT MY FAVOURITE TGIF with which HAPPY HOURS that sometimes start at 4ish?!! gosh! just imagine even my exams' schedules are out lah!!! KL, i have a paper on your birthday!!!! WAHAHA! i need to keep my sanity; keep my Faith; and as always, entrust my worries onto God's victorious right hand! "God please give me the strength to pull through all temptations, give me the endurance to last through the first quarter of this race. In Jesus strong name, i pray. God i know You always hear and answer to all my prayers! Amen!" i know i just neeed to get organized. my thoughts perhaps. oh or at the very least, my study room! HAHA. so you see, jo's gonna be lost in action after 8th february!? mondays tuesdays fridays work then school till ten pm. left precious wednesdays thursdays for home sweet?! saturdays sundays i should be dead crushed?! HAHA. God bless me! 0 comments Saturday, January 23, 2010 ( really havent' done much for the week @ 12:14 AM ) this week has been plain nothing-worth-to-be-mentioned. i have been working, pretty hard. like yeap, hard. oh, probably cept' the leave i took on thursday for short sail away. it has been the longest time i could even recall since the last sailing session. four years was that? or longer? but sailing without the old group was different minus the fact i recalled the good old days out at the singapore's waters. oh, and i finally caught up with ruiqing. it was really nice filling up each other the whatnots over the past months. and i cannot wait for the chinesenewyear meetup-to-be-arranged with good ol' mrs thesera and ruiqing! oh oh, and woman&i caught up with ah sa just yesterday over mister curry & highlanders. come to think of it, i have been doing quite lot of catching up this week hurr? HAHA. there is gathering with the clique later on @bluemountain! hehs. I NEED TO HAVE SOME MAKAN SESSION WITH BEST & GOOD OL' SOON! next weekend breakfast on saturday? http://www.riderscafe.sg/ check it out, let me know :) ** endnote- but suddenly, as my pace slowed and i regain my breathes, i think there is this incompleteness in my life. life can be really good. it can be, at least till i lose my speed. probably im missing someone. 0 comments Wednesday, January 20, 2010 ( love or addiction? @ 12:09 AM ) "do i love jude or "is it the excruciating pain of loving someone impossible that i was addicted to"? food for thought. maybe it is the latter i lay my site on. addiction as defined by dictionary.com- –noun the state of being enslaved to a habit or practice or to something that is psychologically or physically habit-forming, as narcotics, to such an extent that its cessation causes severe trauma. self-admittedly, this addiction which i was hooked on indeed has caused me certain trauma. probably an extensive coverage which i havent' come to acknowledge publicly. knowing i cannot be ready for any commitment with any man, yet pushing myself to think that i am all good to fall hard again. a contradiction within which i have no idea if you do understand from my point of view but still, i would come to face the fact that i now lay my love destiny onto the word "fate". then again, they say the usage of the word "fate", lies on between two incidents. one being admitting to love and romance and two being using it as an excuse for self-denial. double contrary isnt' it? HAH. at least in a good drama, the wise always say "as long you know that you have put up a strong fight for what you wanted" and yes, i did. love, it should be a magical feel. this colour, it will remain for you, jude. 0 comments Monday, January 18, 2010 ( mummy at it again @ 12:04 AM ) mummy: “今时不通往日咯！” me: "why?!" mummy: “以前有ivan 买，现在我要吃我买给自己咯！” FLIPS?!!! HAHA 0 comments Saturday, January 16, 2010 ( pretty saturday @ 12:52 AM ) with the party rolled in with woman&chip at 0003hrs. HAHA. though it was a two-hour short fun for me, the music was no doubt thumbsup shakeable :) then the homesweethome for a wink before picking bernard up from airport. yes he is back from cold winter china heh. back homesweet again for another two hours sleep before making my way to yiochukang pool for baby ian's first swimming session with terrence! the cute lil' darling!!  boy ah boy, really, can you remain as you are?if only time stops hurr? so anyway, home again for breakfast and some more sleep before making my way to town for lil' shopping. hell yeah CNY is like less than one month away?!! bernard got me all boiled for a lil' moment and i thought i ended up a lil' mean to him instead. oh poor boy. HAHA. anyhows, i made my way to hyatt for a very inpromtu "me-time" hehs. very much needed to calm my sanity before i start screaming over the phone. HAHA. and all-time fave strawberry chesse cake at mezza9 never fails!!!  best are you salivating?!!!hehe! green apple martini plus the savouring dessert, how bad can a saturday afternoon get? especially i get to enjoy my lil' hide-away from the crowd in the comfort of the lounge's big sofa couch hehs. then bernard came to town and we had beking duck @ my all-time loved imperial treasure :) wells, the dinner was to appease me. HAHA. serves him! OPPSS! ;p oh i just spent two hours clearing my wardrobe after the longest digression! and i cleard out one BIGGGG pile of apparels! happy! now i have room for new clothes whoo!! good night. im farking zombed out. 0 comments Thursday, January 14, 2010 ( your company was the loveliest for the day, @ 6:41 PM ) thank you mister jude for snaking out to have lunch&early happy hour and of cos', catching "have you heard about the morgans?" with me. curry chicken sausage & the two times one-litred lager @ brotzeit was perfect for the windy afternoon having seated at the alfresco dining. though the morgans show was tad draggy, i enjoyed the resting of my head entirely on your shoulders. HAHA. indeed, it was one good off i have had today. undeniably, you made it so. :) today's feeling is already not the same as before. still. 0 comments Wednesday, January 13, 2010 ( so monday & tuesday literally flew by @ 12:02 AM ) like they always do on the weekly basis. hah. monday was nut fren's birthday. met him for lunch & it was the good himawari's buffet :) headed on for my appointments before i call off at early 4pm hehs. dillydallied my way down to holland v's for my drink session with jude. oh it was supposed to be the usual wala but unfortunately, the imaging group was closed for their annual dinner. so jude drove down & picked me to bah bah black sheep at cherry avenue. too hot&humid a place for me to enjoy the hoegardens. i had 1 pint, he had 2 and i told him to have a change of place before he kills me from my whining about the humidness. haha! the decided hillview was re-routed to greenwood avenue's wagon wheel due to the crazy jam along bukit timah road. and wells besically, we talked alot of whatnotshits, had lots of beers. oh hell yeah it seemed so like the good old days, i deny not. at end's night, he turned and said "you know, thank you for tonight. thank you for the company. i felt really comfortable tonight." woah, you amazed me jude ow. you do. tuesday morning you stunned me with your initiation of the morning message. what could i say? that kiss we had, brought back so much. but that was all that fullstop asides the complications and whatnot, had japanese buffet again on tuesday @ Miramar hotel. good round too! cept' the variety is slightly less comparable to Himawari's. nut fren said "likely two persons would get salmon poisoning!!!" HAHA and obviously he was refering to me & him over our consecutive days of japanese buffet! eM cafe for tea session and chillouts for the stressedout and overloaded me & iris. thankful for the four hours, came in real handy especially how i got grided over meeting in the earlier morning. today is already midweek. woke up to a wee hour text from bernard. oh and did i mention the feragammo tie fits nut fren dearest perfect hehs! and im glad he loves the tie :) hmmm, i worked hard today and i have to work harder when im back from my off on friday. wednesday night, "mambo no?" i msned pbr. HAHA. people, double o mambo jumbo next saturday night?!!! before double o closes end month!!!? :) and i think my entry is getting a tad too jumpyaround and random. hey all, cheerios goo dnight and sweetlala dreams. 0 comments Sunday, January 10, 2010 ( happy sunday @ 12:56 AM ) the thing about sleeping in my ol' room is the temptation of my PC, if not i would have conked out by ten hehs. and so i woke up fresh today at nine am. first thing first and always the typical routine on my weekend- on cable TV, tune in to channel 55. and im one happy girl already :) so, tv ended, showered and got myself changed into tee shirt and jeans plus birkenstocks (oh i really appreciate simple dressing ever since i switch to sales exe post!!!) before cabbing down to NLB to return the long overdued magazines. oh holy i would say! i really cannot imagine how dumbfark NLB can be!!!! returning this darn torn olddated herworld magazine and of course not wanting to pay the crazy overdue fine of 25dollars, i suggested to the admin if i may pay off the price of the magazine instead since they obviously cannot use the magazine anymore! come on'!!dont tell me you'd re-use and display on the shelves when the pages are TORN already?!!!!! and it's another additional 7dollars admin fee we are talking about?!! so i am paying 7 pls 6.40 for a torn and super backdated herworld?!!!! what more do you have to lose?!!!! i am so going to write in NLB when the fine letter goes to victoria! anyhow, that was just sidetrack crap incident. so i continue the taxi ride down to centrepoint for ichiban lunch with charles&jenny. all the talks and food. we parted to each way and i thought i would get on with my main objective of the trip to town- get nut friend's birthday present. but who knows? just as i rounded the corner, my sight happened to scan onto this pair of black covered-tow wedge which i thought was good for work! and the next moment after trying and all, i stepped out of ALDO gleefully with a new pair of wedge hehs. it is reallllllyyyyy comfy okays!!! slightly over seventy for a pair of ALDO, how not a good buy expecially when its coupled with the following reasons: first, wedge does better for all the walking about in the whole day as compared to stilettoes. second, the wedge though is rounded edge, the designer has it cleverly broadly rounded! and that means, NO painful cut sides for the feet, unlike that of my sharpedged NINEWEST! so so, i carried on sidetracking to somersset 313 intentionally to get my hellokitty standing hanger. oh i spent half hour inside getting more ideas for my room-revamping plan! hehs. so that will leave aside when i have a vehicle to tranport ALL the hellokitty back :) okays, and i finally moved on into taka for zegna (yes, first stop for the search of friend's present heh) but no good buys for ties. then i crossed over to paragon's gucci , burberry , aigner and i settled for a ferragamo piece. PRETTY!!!! :) ferragamo sells really interestingly pretty cute looking ties for the outspoken daring men! just when i thought i was done shopping for the day with my objective already met, i happily walked into prada with the intention of updating my trend knowledge for the season. and before i could find any sane reason to NOT buy the chio pink card holder, i chose to stay in my irrational crazy splurge mode and walked out of prada holding their classic bluish-sliver paper bag :)  REALLY DARN CHIO PINK OKAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW to resist?!!!!!!!! :) consider this my new year present! HAHA. at least i did not do something really crazy as to buy the nylon series new collection okays!!!!! i admit i ALMOST did!!!!!! anyhow, the day ended on the real good note with the crab beehoon dinner with my folks. i just LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE crabs bigbigbig time!!! never sick of them!!!! just think, three crabs feasting since last saturday!!!! hehe best is so going to strangle me!!!! OPPSSSS ;x awwww, bernard is flying away to the bittercold china tomorrow. till saturday! booohooo. wells,tomorrow on i have another good motivation to work doubly hard for commissions!!!!!!! :) happy girl, i am one.  YEAH YEAH! 0 comments Friday, January 08, 2010 ( work in all for the first week of 2010 @ 9:10 PM ) for the whole of the week, i have worked hard and did my appointments. for almost a month during the whole december, i have to admit the slackened me over the festive excuse. hey, time to kick in and roll out whooo!! :) met nut friend for lunch at suntec near two pm. then wanted to go on a door-knock onto my prospect but came to realize the company has actually shifted. darn. and so met nut friend again for our starbucks session. that was my first starbucks nuaing for the week!! a pat on the shoulders for that heh! :) without realization, we nuaed till almost five with the rest of the hyundai sales'. back to office and got busy out of the sudden. some cock dumb really pisses me literally. and so six was up and settled off the urgents before dragging eileen to archipelago with jenny & yi for our "talk". wells, nuff' said. what can you do when someone has made up her mind? still, i cannot accept that she is going back to PN to assist her ex-boss for the fact she acutally left then cos' of all the shits she had to take just less than a year ago. dont people say" 好马不吃回头草"?? twelve years my senior, does she have a clear head?!! wells, as a colleague or friend, i'd wish her the best nevertheless. like she said that if she's gonna regret in the near future, she has to bear the consequence for her decision. true enough. so much has been happening in the company, or rather within our department, just alone in last & this month. woah. the remaining, we need to buckle tight as we ride on this roller ride hurr? nobody is indispensable; nothing is impossible! 0 comments Thursday, January 07, 2010 ( haha i love jenny @ 9:07 PM ) after nine, and my retarded body system started excruciating the alcohol vapor through the pores and mouth. i reeked totally of the vodkas. HAHA. and jenny said "you better get out of the office!!!!!" so quietly, i walked out of office for the first half of the day before heading back after lunch hours for my reports. tonight i am crashing bed at ten. 0 comments Wednesday, January 06, 2010 ( my heart skipped a beat @ 11:00 PM ) when your facade came into my actual sight. it has been almost a month, hasnt' it? i tried so hard to hold my emotions but i just knew, knew i could fall back into your arms all over again. i almost broke down. wasn't it all seemed just yesterday when we were good and loved? still, i thank God for His strength to make me walk on. we had our memory, hadnt' we? tonight five persons downed two bottles of vodka; one gone drunk ; leaving four high. and i am thankful for the talk with my nut friend. 0 comments Tuesday, January 05, 2010 ( on the twelveth day of Christmas @ 5:19 PM ) work wasnt' too good but the bad did not last either. oh, jude & i conversed over the smses too. wells i needed advises for cars. hella. trial period over and time to lay the cards on the table and weigh the pros cons. boss is up onto my neck once again. HAHA. anyhow, what i loved most for the last day of Christmas was the walk best accompanied me back home after our crab feasting at Melben. now this is many xoxo. thank you best, for your pair of ears. loves, always. hello & goodbye Christmas. till twentyfifth again twelve months later. 0 comments Monday, January 04, 2010 ( kids being kids @ 9:10 PM ) so he saw the prominent bluewhite webpage with the F icon, he said "fatty fatty, you playing facebook game?" so i said "no boy, fatty doesnt have facebook game," and our conversation follows: ian " then you download game for me play can?" me " okay okay,next time i download for you." ian " okay thank you fatty!then your jude gor gor leh? he got download game?" me laughing, "no boy, jude gor gor also never download game." ian "why dont have? why you all never download game one" me " cos we dont like play game mah" ian " why?why you not like my daddy mummy? 二姨 二姨仗 all have facebook game leh!!" i flipped thereafter. HAHA. boy can you not grow up and remain innocent? 0 comments Sunday, January 03, 2010 ( today @ 6:19 AM ) but somehow, i switched it off and re-hit the sack for another hour. so i got up at ten-ish and caught the TV. bernard texted and ask if i wanna hang out. so the next moment, i found myself at ONCE UPON A MILKSHAKE getting us some yummymilkysweets before he drove down to queensway for lil' shopping. i kept saying QUEENSTOWN for nuts know why! HAHA. queenswayed;anchorpointed;ikeaed. WOAH! im amazed to my finding of billabong's factory outlet at anchorpoint basement! halfpriced beachwears & bikinis! swipped up a set of bikis, slippers and he got a cute flaked shortsleeved. he sure looked like one young cute NS boy! HAHA. ikead and got some ideas for my room-revamping plan. that will be the priority before CNY, after i get my thirteen month! :) geylanged to satisfy my long-lusted-after beef hor fun. and now i am one happy girl, ready for some sweet dreams. tomorrow i kick it off!!!!!!! 0 comments Saturday, January 02, 2010 ( every time the night falls @ 8:31 AM ) i was retracing my old entries and come to see some things from another point of light. and then suddenly, i have doubts on myself. love, it gets me on the high and the low. love, it makes me lose my rational, my ego. maybe, it made me lose myself. at different point of time, i was in love. i always thought i was. then today, i question the love. dylan i was madly lost over; ivan i thought i loved; will i wanted to love; jude i lost myself in; as i was looking through my old entries, there was this particular one i want to bring up in this post. the night me & woman went walking from eastcoast to siglap, and the talknots under the moonlight. that night when i came to realize how thankful we should be for having once loved, truly loved once. be glad you even thought you were in love. now looking back, i dont blame anyone for the failed relationships. but thankful i am, for having spent the few good moments with each of the guy, whom i thought i loved at that point in time. "life is made up of millions of moments, and we only live each once." was what i said in my text to jude. and now, i want to say to each of the guys i once loved, "thank you for moments you gave." you know? i think i am pretty skeptical towards relationship now. it is this narrowed vision of light i hold. bernard told me one morning, " i will treasure you." and my reaction towards the text? sadly, i laughed it off and thought "another crap" pretty disheartening every time i recall this scene. for the fact i have just pulled myself out of the sticky mud, i dare not put my feet across the ground now cos i am afraid to walk into another similar situation. but of course, abiding by my "live laugh & love", i treasure and cherish every moment that we spent together. for now, "que sara sara, whatever will be, will be." good night world. 0 comments ( into 2010 @ 12:54 AM ) woah. as much dismay i am now cos' it is 12am (3rd January 2010) and that means the long weekend is gonna be over in another twentyfour hours & that equals to "BACK TO WORK" in the brand new year! geeee! but i know by tomorrow, i will wake my bloody lazy ideas up and get prepared to kickstart momentum for the new year hehs! I WILL I WILL!!! it is gonna be a tough one. but the tough will be TOUGHER! whoooo!! let's see. first day of 2010, hmmm. okays or rather, first two hours of 2010 was spent at yellowjello. following third to fourth hours were spent eating our first meal of 2010 (bakkutteh) and the walking back to central. i never thought central and Mohammad sultan road is sooooooo far away!! HAHA. so anyway, had six hours of sleep before TVing then the rushing out to marina for Avatar with woman&jie. oh hell i sure have to give the thumbsup for the much accredited film! really AWESOME. oh" i see you" :) hehs. then the starbucking whilst waiting for bernard. it is funny how von & jie can argue over the stripcolours of bernard's shirt. and woman, did you say he's the 23-25 years looking boy!?!!! he is a decade our senior!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA! anyway, jacks'place firesteak for dinner with him. he left for shanghai dolly whilst i walked around a lil marina. just when i thought my friday night would end up home & early sleep, jenny called and yahdah, found myself at pumproom the very moment. hehs. i love inpromtu happy nights like such. we drank, got high on vodkapeach with lime. music was fab. the company was timeless. second day of the new year; woke up early for dimsum treat at 自然点心 with the family. yes, my first treat to the family for the year hehs. i swear by the dimsums lah! fresh ingredients, suuuuudap! back to home for short TVing; then to gym for some good burning. bernard for Sherlock holmes' show and the walkaround town before he brought me to his marketplace for seafoodcravie-subduing session. OH ME I AM SOOOOO FILLED UP with lala&crabs plus some sweet tender. hehs. yes stick by it, i live, laugh & love.  0 comments Friday, January 01, 2010 ( hello 2010 @ 7:44 AM )  we banged it off well @yellowjello. with di's cancelled poker & joining in afterall was much joy&love; and the pbr who though missed the countingdown, joined in the aftercountdown fun. my good clique. i wish each & every one of you the goodgreat in the new year :) yes pbr, we shall host house party starting from this year! hehs. NO more crazy cab queues! i love you all!! we live;laugh;&love. the party dont start till we walk in. 0 comments |