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Sunday, February 26, 2006

( @ 10:30 PM )

half the day was gone when i got up from my slumber-12.30pm
right.
hah!
what nice,undisturbed sleep. =)
got a call from dylan who decided to ask me over his abode then to SPGG.
yet another sunday well-spent.
*smiles.
was looking at him playing his War Craft game.
and now i know why guys are so addictive over it.
or perhaps maybe why ladies will never be stuck at it.
swam a lil' & burnt that teeny bit of calories.
witnessing how he went mad over those small kids & yet cajoling them at the same time.
right.
and that's why i never liked swimming coaches when i was young.
*laughs.
went into the steam room,dipped in the hot pool then to the jacuzzi.
what enjoyable life!
headed over to the Shimizu Japanese Restaurant opposite the guild house for dinner.
had the paper pot,sashimi,unagi with teriyaki sauce,cod fish with roe sauce,beef.
hehs.
all with compliments from mr dylan.
how thankful.
oh so whatever.
i had my bit of enjoyment and the sumptous food.

=)
and so here i am back home sweet home.
darn.
i so hate my future nephew's baby cot for vying space in my sister's room.
sheesh.
and both my current & sister's rooms are so god-darn chaotic.
battle field?!
argh.
i swear im going to clear all the shits once stats paper is done.
how i cant wait for wednesday.
3900 rounds for the minute hand to bypass as of now.
*whees.

and to my biatches!!
attention!!
chalet's booked.
28-30th mar.
whee.
the chalet totalled up to 240.
but i collecting 30 each.
ok? =)



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Saturday, February 25, 2006

( @ 11:57 PM )

the slothful side of me decided to dump every other shits aside for the day
and so off i started my morning with a dip in the pool.(like as always in fact.hah!)
sinful breakfast i had.
you know,those usual stuff from the market-chao kuay,zui kuay,chee cheong fan.
my day went on with a few hrs of lying on the couch with my eyes glued to the television screen.
and then to my slumber.
got woken up by a darn call from my manager & decided to get my ass off the comfy bed.
did mask in the hope of reviving my skin cells.
sat infront of my computer screen for some time before heading to chomp chomp for dinner.
look my dear biatches,i've alr chomp-ed when you guys had alr mentioned zillion times of chomp-ing.
gosh.
hahahas!
more sinful food went into my alr very sinful stomach.
but yea,since it's alr sinned,so what's with the additional sin yea?
oh so whatever.
hah!
satay beehoon,fried hokkien mee,rojak,fried tou pok,stingray & all to be finished off with that small-sized sugercane drink which aint the bit small-sized.
saw that family of them.
and somehow,i know mummy & daddy didnt felt the bit good.
i mean,yea,you cant blame the folks for feeling the akwardness after what's happened.
let's just pray time will heal them all.
the unexpected call from dylan to ask if i wanted to head over his abode for pasta.
if he were to open his mouth & ask hours before..
and of course the narrative ended with not meeting.
headed to my aunt's place.
the usual for the folks.
somehow,that close-knitted bond among the sisters never fail to add onto homely-self.
perhaps it's very veritable when people say the environment in which one's brought up in helps in the upbringing of a kid.
now you know why joanne's so sentimental.
oh like wth.
hah!
but i mean,it's really that accountable for.
just look at my paternal side-my uncle with his children.
wfg.
what's with the childen giving birth but not letting the parents know.
i mean,there aint bit of family value amongst them.
and i feel sad for my cousins.
really.
so what if he earns big bucks that sum up to millions?
with all the grudges that he'd never get rid of for his parents,i guess true happiness will not lay upon him.
to me,it's not only the monetary value but the want for my loved ones to be by me to share the rich,then would that be the conclusion to happiness.
dont i make any sense?

and its a matter of saying that if you are one who pray with faith,you arnt' supposed to bear resentment.
forgive & forget's the virtue.
or maybe it's that belief at work that's made my grudges for all else to fade away.
what's with the holding onto all these resentment?
does that mean it'd make you glee to witness the downfall of the one you had hated all along?
does that equate to your utmost happiness?
i doubt so.
yes,i dont deny i'd hold onto much resentment for some.
but again,i'd come to witness certain happenings in life that'd made me realise that my life's not going to revolve around holding that hatred for that someone.
i guess happiness lies within the you knowing how to liberate from abhorrence.
to loathe someone carries along much sorrow & hurt.
why hold to resentment when it equates to holding onto sorrow?
let go when it's time to,my fellows.
learn to love yourself better =)

and a matter of note to him,
perhaps everything elses are slowly being liberated.
your contradiction in words & actions has made me taken a step back.
im afraid to fall into the pit.
im afraid of getting hurt & having to climb out of that pit again.
dont make me go through the anguish.
it was bad nuff' and i believe i dont need to send myself through it the second time.
maybe all along i was the one who misinterpreted everything.
maybe so.
but i dont wanna clarify anymore.
if i mean that lot to you,i believe somehow you'd bring your courage up to face this r/s.
i wont push things for you or for us anymore.
for myself,im living it up again.
and i know,things somehow are getting back on track though not as of yet.



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Friday, February 24, 2006

( @ 9:18 AM )

3 down!!!*whees
MOB was a breeze.
breathe of relief
what happiness.
cept' for the dumb question B1 on learning organisation.
like so wth.
oh so whatever.
so there left 1 more to go.
6660 rounds for the minute hand to bypass before we're all freed.
how i await with open arms.
=)

so it was the dinner cum yet another biatching session over at essential brews with my biatches.
i think no expression can i use to describe the utter bitchness of my lovely biatches.
they practically biatch over anything & everything.
omfg.
how the hell did that once-innocent joanne get messed up with these clique of people?
sheesh.
and guys always have that fab memory.
and feak.
i think their brains are only meant to store those cocky scenes of movies so that they can bring it up & laugh together.
rights.

and so smart-alec joanne asked if her biatches wanted to watch "rumour has it"
and feak.
the story ended with only my fat mama & good friend catching them.
how smart.
fark.
im sorry jiejie for wasting yr time!!wahaha.
im sorry good friend for bastard-ing you.wahaha.
im sorry fat mama for making you spend more $ to only pig out.wahaha!
okay,that was my sorry message.
done.
what feak.

and there's 7 movies im so gonna catch-rumour has it,final destination3,failure to launch,shaggy dog,big momma in the house,my girl & i,underworld evolution.darn.no input into bank a.c this month but only output.shit.can i have bank overdraft?arghs.

and darn yun.
hahaha.
that biatch.
called me while i was in the train & sounded so excited that i got high too.
and people around me looked at me as if i was some run-away from IMH.
yun!!!
*laughs.

and for the info of my dear all biatch,chalet's most confirmed on 28-30th!
at aloha loyang.

*whee.
how does this appeal to you?



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Thursday, February 23, 2006

( @ 7:23 PM )

fark.
joanne's sick.
fark.
she thinks she's cursed by the 3-hr exam paper.
fark.
she was experiencing that killing-pain during marketing's paper last sem.
tomorrow's management of behaviour paper and she's having diffculty in breathing.
fark.
she cant focus.
fark.
hasnt been feeling the bit well right throughout the day.
fark.
coupled with all the confusions in her head.
fark.
someone pls use a wooden bat to knock her out.
fark.
she has no appetite again.
fark.

i thought you were nonchalent about me.
somehow you were a lil' concerned.
yet somehow nonchalent you are.
that lil' bit yet all spoilt.

fark.
this is a farking entry.
sorry for being uncouth.



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Wednesday, February 22, 2006

( @ 9:18 PM )

2 down! xD
*whees.
i see friday coming in within 48hrs' time.
or rather,in 48hrs' time,i'd be dining at essential brews with my biatchs.
how heavenly.

econs was supposedly good.
pls look at my emphasize with the usage of "supposedly".
all thanks to whichever dumb lecturer who decided to include the question on tax.
feak fish fark.
what's with the proportional & progressive tax?
darmmit.
what's with the indirect tax & non-tax revenue?
shit it.
what's with the term of trade?
there goes my 10 over marks.
how dumb.
all i hope for is my well-deserved grade.
whatever.
the joy & crankiness i foresee as 1week from now.
;))

things aint good back here.
not the bit good.
so much that i want to do in the hope of enlightening the whole situation.
so often had i want to defend YOU.
still yet i want to trust YOU.
but have all disappointment poured in?
not denying the let-down im experiencing.
i dont know which statement coming out from YOU carries an element of truth anymore.
so much for the continual trust i hold.
what exactly have gone wrong between YOU & us?
tried all out in going close to YOU,
yet furthur YOU seem to have gone.
it's no longer anger but disappointment im feeling.
i dont wanna this r/s to go down the drain.
i pray upon for the smile to fill us in again.
so much for respecting the decision YOU'd made.
YOU jolly well know how much im still behind YOU.
so much for wanting to trust.
but again,with the distance filling in,YOU're feeling more like a stranger to us.

may i wish upon that all the sorrow & hurt be blown away
& to never come back?
just for the purest happiness.




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Monday, February 20, 2006

( @ 11:39 PM )

had a nap.
was too tired.
anyways,one down =)
accounts was fine cept' for the partnership's P & L App.
but acing shouldnt be any problem i hope.
*laughs.
now you know how joanne can get overly confident.
dumbs.
oh wells,here's a big GOOD LUCK to all my biatches.
the arrival of 1st march is oh-so within the parameter.
*whees.

i like the you calling
i like the talk.
just that hogging on the phone,crapping along that hr & so.
if it was how we were,how much was i to love.
could i only dream on?
or could i harbour the hope on.
if not,wake me up from this dream i had all while




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Sunday, February 19, 2006

( @ 7:26 PM )

parents & aunts are all out for "i not stupid 2".
right.
*laughs.
with complimentery tickets from brother bao.
may they holler in laughters.hah!

and here am i sitting infront of the pc screen blabbering nonsensical random thoughts.
waiting for mr dylan to bring me for dinner.
im hungry & i cant do my accounts.
*dumbs.haha!
i know it's an excuse but oh wells,whatever.
told you so it was all nonsensical random typing.
tata/



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Saturday, February 18, 2006

( @ 11:44 PM )

much do i appreciate you for whipping up the pasta meal tonight.
so much for your coughing yet you still acceded to my request.
thank you.
saturday night's never any better off than lazing around.

and i swear i so wanna kill my sis for calling back home & hollering on her trip.
what ass.
i swear i'd get out of this island during the break.



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( @ 2:17 AM )

those thoughts within me overlap each other so often that im left with dilemma.
so frequent i question myself yet the answers never seem to find their way through.
long had i wanted to move on,
but somehow my obstinate feet refuse to.
leaving me behind are pure confusion & sorrow.
so much that i want to liberate myself from these shits.
yet maybe not determined enough.

perhaps she's fallen too deep to let it all fall apart.
somewhen,somehow,one day,her thoughts will be freed.



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Thursday, February 16, 2006

( @ 11:43 PM )

so he's really sick.
forgiven.
he's shagged out.
burnt out.
oh wells.
hope the med will do some good to him.



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( @ 7:56 PM )

water therapy was good.
the talking cock with terr.
my chimology & his confusions.
oh whatever.hah!
and my dear didi,now you know my "water therapy" doesnt equal to yours.
that dumb dumb.*lol
lil' wonder they say different terms mean different things to different people.

alrite,the main point of today's entry:
"YUNYUN WON A 100 BUCK ESSENTIAL BREWS VOUCHER!!!"
*whee.
hehs.
that equates to more feasting yea? =)
yunyun listens to the rep.
lol.
LOVING & SHARING.
hah!
feast on the 24th my biatches?
after the mob paper.
the voucher expires at the end of feb.
a deal?
so who's in for it?
*grins.



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Wednesday, February 15, 2006

( @ 11:58 PM )

My cousin is a pute...pay increase pls says:but dun worry
My cousin is a pute...pay increase pls says:ur prayers will be answered lah
My cousin is a pute...pay increase pls says:be nice to everybody
My cousin is a pute...pay increase pls says:and one day
My cousin is a pute...pay increase pls says:one guy that is nice to only u will come along
My cousin is a pute...pay increase pls says:no,i
My cousin is a pute...pay increase pls says:am serious
My cousin is a pute...pay increase pls says:when he come that day
My cousin is a pute...pay increase pls says:no matter how long
My cousin is a pute...pay increase pls says:u'll be surprised how perfect he is!
My cousin is a pute...pay increase pls says:he is everything u have prayed for
My cousin is a pute...pay increase pls says:but before that
My cousin is a pute...pay increase pls says:dun force
My cousin is a pute...pay increase pls says:enjoy the most happy part of ur life (poly) as single

*i think my cousin makes alot sense here.

perhaps it's too true when you are too good to someone,they'll take you for granted & you only end up hurting yourself the most.
perhaps im thoroughly hurt nuff'.

where's the call you'd make?
fark you.
the tears fall,like as it always did.
fark you.
till the day you'd make me turn away from all else.



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( @ 10:58 PM )

okays.
the class really get never get any more sweeter.
i so love esper's teeny stars in the weeny bottle.
=)
really!
it's oh so lovely pls.
how thoughtful again.
thank you esper!*smiles

access test was crap.
like as always.
lucky there was miss president of 38 club beside me.
hehs.
xD

headed home & decided to be a good girl by taking out my sem 1's econs notes for revison.
hehs.
and decided to head to bed after 5 chapters.
at least i started on something okays!=)

balcony with the biatches.
and there was yun,eileen,ah yong, san,didi,yixiang,ah bing & hinhan.
hahs.
say thank you to your class rep!!
quick!
xD
dinner was so-so,but the crap was crap.
rights.
hahaha!the walk to plaza sing was hilerious.
the bitch can never get any more bitchy.
and im refering to ah yong & eileen.
hah!

me & my fetish over the wedge.
how much i love.
me & my stepping into the chinese medical shop.
how dumb can all get.
*laughs.

ah yong!!your secrets!!!! xD

so much for my kindness.
okay,whatever.
fark.
i never knew it'd take so much energy just to ride over.
this is maddening.



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Tuesday, February 14, 2006

( @ 11:53 PM )

with all the confusion whirling over my mind,
i really dont know what to expect next.
i never like the sleepless nights.
never.
it's tough guessing.
the guessing goes on.
like how my energy drains on too.



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( @ 3:07 PM )

nevertheless.
happy valentine's to all!
hehs.
joanne's always that contradicting.
as always and that explains for the url of my blog xD

and im such a good daughter!!
i just fixed up a dinner date for mama with daddy.
hehs.
let the ol' couple enjoy themselves on this lovely day.
may the love rekindles.
when the hearts flutter..
lalala. =)



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Monday, February 13, 2006

( @ 5:36 PM )

the class can never get any sweeter with sweets like eileen,ah yong & san.
how thoughtful can they ever get.
the nice rosie soap & lovely v-day card from ah yong,the yums rocher from eileen & another stalk of rocher prettily wrapped up in bouquet form from san.
how much i love these girls.
the wholesome thoughtfulness showed behind these simple gifts.
thank you ladies.
you people just made my day =)
as i was telling them,my table's collection of those sweet lil' gifts are leaving me with lil' space for books.how thankful.hah!*laughs.
or rather,looking at the growing collection just fill up my face with smiles.*winks

as i walked around in town,it somemore dawn further upon me that the supposed v-day has been made too commercialized.
for looking at the gifts that were available,i somehow couldnt find any that held the true meaning for my love ones.and if you realize,the gifts sold every year for this special day are always that same ol' ones.in fact,i used to be that naive girl who used to believe in celebrating v-day with my prince charming over the perfect dinner & the pretty roses-that was then.

maybe i have too much happening around me that somehow has made me grown out of that silly thought.or rather,the belief rooted in me now is that everyday can be valentines if you & your partner treasure the presence of each other. i mean,it's not about coming together with all the couples in the world to celebrate that particular supposed v-day on every 14th feb.even a meal at any typical day can be a valentine's meal with the right mood.gifts can be bought for your loved one with the simple intention of making his or her day at any particular time of the year too.isnt that how the whole concept should work? xD

i wont wish you happy valentine but i would wish for happiness & blessings for all of you.*smiles. =) and that's the pure prayers i hold for all.
much loves.



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Saturday, February 11, 2006

( @ 11:52 PM )

perfect lunch session at ms cheam's humble home =)
fabs.
it was all laughters & cranky shits.hah!
the ms lau & the oh fang qi.
the me & my silliness that sent everyone laughing.
rights.
so wth.
i wasnt the bit silly okays!
i just asked bout' stuff that i didnt know and ms lau ended up saying "joanne,u're always the cute girl."
rights.
haha!at least im cute!!okays! xD
fangqi & her non-stop talking.pls.
that girl can just go on blabbering & blabbering.
i think no amount of glues or tape would help.
she's just plain talkative.
*laughs.
but it's the presence of such crazy people around the dining table that lifts up the mood.
*smiles.
lunch was over perfect.
steamboat-ed from 1pm till over 3.30.
my mouth never stopped biting.
the input was on-going.
rights.omfg can.lol.
i bet i ate the most okays!
the putting of nian gao into popiah skin & frying is yummy!thumbs up!
drools.
and the home-made chocolate cookies was good.
a pity the white was better than the dark.
yet joanne prefers dark choco.
boo.
but the milk ones were obviously yummier.
not forgetting the ice cream & sorbet.
half the 2 tubs were eaten by me okays.
no joke.
i think im gonna drown when i go swimming tomorrow.
i pray.
*laughs.



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Friday, February 10, 2006

( @ 11:58 PM )

the last friday that 07'd gonna have the dumbest ITAB lesson,STATS tutorial.
how rights.
where on earth do you get any lesson that's supposedly to start at 9am has the class fully present only after 9.30am?
omfg.

-07
the class that's good at delaying time,being never punctual for all shits & yet only BEST at biatching.pls emphasize on the caps.and yea,they specialize in nothing but GAMBLING.
time seriously whizzed past all of us.
as i turned back & looked,
what i remember is a vague memory of the draggy-iest FOP with the mr & miss freshie.following on was how i got myself to volunteer as the class rep which is responsible for nothing but shits.*laughs.not forgetting that i dragged ah bing in to tak up the shits on my behalf too.from the super-duber boring quiet class to the now never-a-moment quiet class.omfg.i seriously have no idea initially how god darn biatchy the people in 07' can get.not forgetting to honour the president of the 38 club,miss ying ling.rights.*applause.haha!the organizing of petapis charity event brought me to realize that unity guided the class along real well.i was impressed.really.with all the corporations & efforts put in to get verndors.*good job my dears!following on was the not-so-successful sentosa trip plus the very cocky ,cranky coupled with crazy 1-night chalet at coastal east coast.

with random guesses starting from ziying & yixiang as couple to the deadly rumours to didi & san,following on to ah yong being their 3rd party.the yun & the ah bing.the eileen & the karlong.pls biatches!

the celebration of my dear fat mama's sweet 17th birthday to da jiejie's 18th.not leaving out yunyun's 17th at her essential brews.the tears.the shi xin hui.haha!*remember yun?waoh.to think all that seemed to have just took place yesterday.perhaps many yesterdays ago.

the FOM projs-yun's delifrance,ah bing's IKEA,kel's marriott hotel & my fitness first.the very first formal wear presentation for our effective comm module.those were the first sem's happenings.

the xmas' dinner & its presents exchange.the lil' surprise our dear yun & missy san gave for the whole class.the very-loud dinner at nydc.the waiting for the biatches to arrive cos they cleverly thought cabbing down from millenia walk would be faster than taking train when it was 7pm when everyone elses knocked off from work.the supposed ktv session which came to naught.

that brings on to the many supposed dates we'd planned.their so long ago chomps plus my k session & balcony =) pls dearest all,STOP DELAYING!!and i know the delay goes on.*laughs.

the newest & still continuing chip & the monk.the non-stop chipping.i never knew my class's filled with birdies.*lol.the ziying & her big bird.ey,her bf,albert though.hahs!

i guess the names & the rumours never die.
perhaps nuff' said.
let the photos curtail the remaining narrative =)

but before that,let joanne,the class rep of DBA/1B/07 says a piece of her mind:
"i shall cut the rubbish but ey,to the biatches & bastards of my class,you guys been a real great fun lot!really,never have i come across such class that's filled with the zest & wholesome unity.no doubt misunderstandings & disputes may have occured among some,i still stand firm to my belief that this class is really great.and yea,i'd never feel any shame to let people know i'd been the rep of this cranky class.thank you for lil' things.really.seriously i have no idea what im rantting but i guess some heartfelt thankyous can never be verbally expressed.in any case,al do buck up for the final papers. =) loves"







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Wednesday, February 08, 2006

( @ 10:41 PM )

mahjong-ed till 6.15am today.
rights.
like so omfg.
*laughs.
10hrs of mahjong,winnning of 11bucks.
rights.
was deciding if i should bath & head to school for MOB but i thought since joyce'd be meeting me only at 2pm,i see no point in rotting for 4hrs.
might as well sleep in =)
i bet everyone's cursing.*lol.

it's pretty amusing how people can go 1 real big round before coming back to that person.
it's really amazing.
perhaps that's what we call destiny.
is everything really pre-destined & fated?
once a girl who never believe in such.
but after today's conversation with joyce,she somehow made me sit back & thought how funny life can get.
not literally funny as funny,but it's the twisting & turning yet going back to square one.
it's always waiting in vain yet caught unprepared.
in search of THAT man isnt as a easy feat.
somehow,things snap by when you're off guard.
it always do.
too much plain planning may lead to zero ground.
perhaps that's how contradicting life gets.

and somehow i come to realize that loneliness lies behind the mask of a tough character.
i guess this's part of the journey of life.
having to make that decision which will determine your eventual destination.
it's contradicting yet again when people say that your fate lies in your hand but somhow somewhere,perhaps when timing isnt there,everything goes to naught.

but i guess,when it's really the time to do something right for your own happiness,go ahead & do it even if it equate to the bringing of great misery.remember,misery is only for that moment.i believe that true happiness is when your truly loved ones will support by you & be happy when you are.happniess is sensing that everyone elses is happy for your future.no one can really understand anyone's misery & you're the the only one who can.trust me,that's a fact.even though people will still shower you with that care & concern,you're the one going through the real mental torture.you decide if you want to be happy or to dwell in sorrows.

i came across this email "Each morning I wake up and say to > myself, you have two choices today. 1. You can choose to be in a good mood or.... 2. You can choose to be in a bad mood. I choose to be in a good mood.Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or... I can choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it."how simple yet how indepth the meaning lies behind.

that wedding plan.*smiles
how i await.
blessings i give her with the new man of her life.
hoping prayers'd be answered.

for YOU,im glad that your career is once again picking up or perhaps going to another peak.
im sincerely happy when i hear those good news from you.
i guess the prayers i had for you are being answered.
rights.
*laughs.
once again,smiles fill me up. =)




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Tuesday, February 07, 2006

( @ 4:48 PM )

another night of 4 hrs' sleep.
i can feel my skin dying from the insufficiency of beauty sleep.
omfg.
good that our proj & presentations are all over.
but fark.
this's like the last week of lessons together as DBA/1B/07.
darmmit.

07 oh 07.
yunyun who loves the class rep.*laughs.
ah yong who's responsible for the start of all dumb rumours.
yingling the 38 of the 38.
didi the joker of the class.poor him.always being laughed at for the slightest mistake.
ah bing the loud speaker.
ziying the chip & the monk.
hinhan the one with the ugly laughter(as persumed by the biatches)
ah lim the bloody slacker who always skip classes.
eileen & her night safari.
san & her shoes fund.
my.
the jiejie,didi & meimei.
haha!
when this's so going to be only part of memories.
and where's all my balcony session & ktv!!!??!!
plus eileen's long-awaited chomp chomp.
my class is only good at talking.
rights.
omfg.
*laughs.

the thought of having to do my final GEMS proj just killed me.
right.
trying to revive my skin with the H2O mud mask.
trying hard.
the sun is freaking good like as always.
so wanted to dip in the pool.
but i guess beauty sleep is my main priority.
so tata/

me & san's pact (:
*winks.
you know i know.
wahaha!
this sounds so as if we got some secret love affairs.
*smiles.

i really wonder.
but yea,what's meant to be mine will be mine.
leaving it as it is.



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Monday, February 06, 2006

( @ 11:22 PM )

memoirs of geisha was simply thumbs up.
too fab.
a movie that captures art of sensual & the elegance.
classy movement of the geisha.
well-depicted.
cept' for gongli pls.
i think she was way too unglamorous as a geisha.
perhaps she doesnt fit into the catogory.
so unlike michelle-that geisha who's so filled with confidence yet doesnt carry any air of arrogance around her.
geisha & her love.


the unexpected in life.
the twists & turns in life.
how amazing yet amusing as you looked back.
guess it's only when you hold lower expepctation would you gain more.
is that so?
perhaps.
learning to be happy with whatever that i've.
to be contented.
happiness comes when you least expect it.
and yea,you dont see "lost",you feel it.



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Saturday, February 04, 2006

( @ 10:58 PM )

had only 3+ hrs of sleep.
mahjong sessions till 3am & i got to drag my ass off the bed at 7.20am
CYA thing was alrite.
the people are cock.
real cock.
but cock is a crazy manner =)
but i guess CYA'd be FUN.
*whee.
awaits the new experience.
perhaps i'd get a suave pilot or a handsome caucasian or a kawaii jap as my bf?
let me dream on.hah!

ok.im not really making any sense i think.
what's with the ending of a r/s?
fark.
pulling myself out.
trying.
very hard.
but darn.
hate the tears.
cos i think my vision shall fail me soon.
rights.hah!

i admit.
i miss boo.
i miss the giving him morning calls.
i miss the him calling me talking cock.
i miss the me calling him & whining.
i miss the meals he'd whipped up for me.
i miss the ride on his xiaobai.
i miss the ktv sessions with him & friends.
i miss the playing with phoebe doggie.
i miss the kisses & hugs.
i miss the lil' care & concern.
i miss the every lil' single shit.
i miss that r/s.
just let me rattle on.
just let me think on.

till the day i forget all elses.
period/



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Friday, February 03, 2006

( @ 6:32 PM )

07 the gamble addicts.
the mahjong session & the blackjacks.
omfg.
07 ah 07.
pls!!
rights.
haha.

dajiejie,yaohui,yixiang & didi and their 10million toto dream.
like wth.
haha.
nevertheless,i wish them equal lucks.
not forgetting myself =)
dajiejie says he'll invest half the winning amount into a swiss bankl.
yaohui says he'll get us each a car should he strike the toto.
and all of them are trying to visual the scene where they'll stand outside Singapore Pools smiling & smiling with that victory sign.
rights.

so what will you do if you are the one who won the 10million?
=)



too much unsaid.too much unheard.
the tears always fall unknowingly.



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Wednesday, February 01, 2006

( @ 10:23 PM )

back to where we started off?
it seems so.
perhaps still trying.
i need time.
head's spinning from the downing of vodka.
no good.
pls dont ever drink too fast.



kiss goodbye.they say time heals.



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