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Friday, December 30, 2005 ( @ 12:30 AM ) i wish there was much i could do. but i guess the best is to sit silently by you. i pray things be better for you in the coming 06'. and i mean BETTER =) 0 comments Thursday, December 29, 2005 ( @ 12:43 AM ) i finally find the one that makes me feel complete. we started out as friends. it's funny how from simple things the best things we give." i thought.as always.things always started out simple but end up complicated. you really send me off wondering. i still think we can make it through. but another part of me doubts everything else. 0 comments Wednesday, December 28, 2005 ( @ 2:56 AM ) work was crap & again i got to have a indepth understanding of people in the management level. trust me,the work society is nothing but self-survival. no such thing named "company loyalty".pls,it's all bullshit. of cos it'be a total different situation should the bosses sincerely appreciate your hard work.that is a big IF. with so many of them leaving at the end of jan,im gonna say goodbye too. you came & picked me for k session with paul. it was fun & nice. but again,you left me thinking. i seriously has no fark idea. pls,enlighten me someone. no amount of boozing is gonna help either. i need an final answer from you. that's all im asking for. is it too much? 0 comments Sunday, December 25, 2005 ( @ 11:38 AM ) MERRY MERRY XMAS EVERYBODY(officially)! *smiles! "jingle bells jingle bells,jingle all the way..." okay,joanne's a lil overwhelmed with energy.pardon her since santa claus said we could all be naughty.hahah! okay,last night. went over to his place before meeting up the girls at glasshouse.his room was like some battlefield pls,but yea,mine was not any better.haha!all thanks to the wrapping & shit. glasshouse dinner wasnt fab alrite.perhaps the company could be better if that CMF's fingers werent stuck to her hp the whole night!pls my dear!be more well-mannered!lol. the light-pin thing!*screams!how we love my love for managing to get one each for all of us!that ass,he always has his way out.and that's why i love him so.*smiles.photos & more photos pls. cabbed down to clark quay's indochine.cocktail-ed.lychee martini,sex on the beach & er,cant remember the names of the 2 other.danced & er,i was wishing woman was there to do sexy dancing with me lar!music was fine,not really my type though.but yea,i could still move =) yea,and i started my photo craze like again.nothing new.haha!but i so hate ling cos the photos are not uploaded yet!i should have brought the camera home pls!*pouts.right,the music blasted near 12 but there was NO countdown pls.shit it.that was the crucial pls.but yea,exchanged wishes on our own after the dj went "indochine wishes all a merry christmas!cheerios!"right oh right. the girls left for esplanade & aunt's home respectively while me & love went down to woman's workplace.he wanted to give that ass her xmas gift =) "woman!i know you think he's sweet & thoughtful." say yes!hahaha.okay,whatever!and thank you for your long-island tea!lovely but the concoction was a lil' strong.plus all the chips.pls,love is getting rounder too lar!!roundie round round.right. lovely lovely.reached home near 3.and i didnt have much energy left to bath pls.washed off the makeups & voom i went to lala land.er,wait,not really though.my not much energy was used up to open up all my xmas gifts from all lovely people!!! =) hehs.i love i love! i love choco & bodywash from eileen,i love choco from woman,i love mousepad from mf,i love the box & letter from ling,i love adidas from both sissies & i love the bedsheet(though it wasnt the rainbow one that i wanted)from love.i love lolli from san,i love choco from ziying & i love sweets from yun!and i love love love all!!*smiley smile & more smiles.and i love andrew darling more for sending me a sms worth 61cents all the way back from paris.how sweet can that boy get?!look andrew!im complimenting you sweetheart!hehs. thank you for all gifts my lovelys. today.someone bang me pls.cos i had to wake up at 10 to prepare myself for work.rights.lol.but i thought i was paid to have fun today! =) xmas wishes & hugs i had.and this table of diners was a total fab-offering us wines plus the fact that kenny & i were treated to our premier dessert wine!pls,like the most expensive wine on the list? =) ice wine was great,a total thumbs up! christmas oh christmas!fast you came & fast you left. 0 comments Thursday, December 22, 2005 ( @ 11:59 PM ) really,i was simply touched with all the wishes,hugs & presents. from a class of strangers to a closely bonded group,im really touched.really. let us all treasure the remaining months of bitching ok! i love 07 for all the laughters, i love 07 for being bitches & bastards. and i just love 07 for being 07. =) thank you eileen for your presents(which i intend to open only on xmas day),thank you sandra for your lolli,thank you yunyun for your chocs,thank you yvonne for your present(which of cos aint opened yet),thank you ziying for you heart-shaped choc & thank you 07 for the laughters & nonsense over the xmas dinner! and to my dear yunyun,i bet the greatest gift tonight was to catch that few seconds glimpse of your jowell!!!hehs!what bitches we are! to san & the ladies,we shall go to balcony for drinks before sch reopens ok! and of cos singing session!hehs. =) you know i love.  0 comments Tuesday, December 20, 2005 ( @ 7:04 PM ) waiting for von to get her ass off my shower room. =) now i really dont know what you want. everything seemed to contradict every other thing. 0 comments Sunday, December 18, 2005 ( @ 11:33 PM ) the grieve aint that bad anymore. that's good sign. for im really learning to take things easy. i wont push you for an definite answer. im more than willing to continue this. but if you aint,im more than willing to let you go too. 0 comments Saturday, December 17, 2005 ( @ 2:16 AM ) 0 comments ( @ 2:10 AM ) we talked we thrashed. i rantted,teared & you reasoned. you were wrong & i were too. we both are sorry. but still,the doubts in him linger on. the uncertainty that pesters him now & then,or rather,most recently. i know,some may seem farking hell unfair to you. but like what i said,"i still believe it's all bout' coming together & working things out." our r/s still remains a mystery & there's nothing to conclude for the outcome's still in pending status. i dont know what to expect. perhaps this coming period of time shall let the nature to reveal by itself. let time sees us through. if the chance was to come yet once more. 0 comments ( @ 1:29 AM ) they're lovely & tasty. and they hold more meaning with every bite for it's you who made them. 0 comments Thursday, December 15, 2005 ( @ 9:04 PM ) and she be sleeping by my side.heh! she's such a oh sweet. and i love her dimples & smiles pls. 0 comments ( @ 8:51 PM ) perfect as perceived. i miss the you and the sunflowers plus the rhumba frappe. i miss the us. .... sorry i broke down yet again. it was uncontrollable tears that fell. but then i know i be fine =) and i will be. movie with sandra & the bitching was fun. tearing together in the cinema.rights. i have your shoulder & you have mine.haha! date again my dear. 07 's oh so bitchy. 0 comments Wednesday, December 14, 2005 ( @ 9:37 PM ) for that,i will hold on-strong. 0 comments ( @ 9:14 PM ) but she knows it' be okay. joanne's strong. never fail to. fall & rise. 0 comments Monday, December 12, 2005 ( @ 3:39 PM ) asking me to skip the lectures. but im worst for i actually comtemplated. how right.hah! xmas's in less than 12days' time. *screaming in excitement. presents & kisses & hugs.heh =) okay,for whatever that you just read are crap. im merely blabbering my ass off. the end. 0 comments Sunday, December 11, 2005 ( @ 8:36 PM ) i oh so HATE him. *SCREAMS. and i oh-so love terr cos he's bringing me for my dinner. so unlike that baddie! 0 comments ( @ 1:52 PM ) but that may still linger around. whatever. like i said,come what may =) shant get too involved.for what fish? 0 comments ( @ 1:57 AM ) the buffet was not good,the ambience was alrite and the drinks were so-so too. cocked a lil' but the attitude me felt pissed & left. like what the fish. how'd you feel if yr bf brought you out with the intention of having dinner,yet having to go into JB but yet has to send you home first.like,HELLO!fish!i aint small kid.i can farking hell take a cab but it's just that i simply hate the "having to send me off first".like how fish can that get!it's saturday night & i dont drag myself out of home sweet home all the way to the east for 2hrs!or lesser!period. went strolling by the beach with the night breeze blowing through my hair. thought & ranted to myself like some girls with mental attitude. stopped & sat by the stond-bench & continued ranting at all the shits. how F could that get. decided to walk down to the bar for some drinks. and just as i was about to stepped in the bar,oh-gary returned my call. =) at least that lightened me up for the moment. that nice sweet.not that nice afterall.hah! had me cabbed down to clark quay,then walked all the way to Mohammad Sultan. thanks ar!(with a hint of sacrasm)lol. but oh wells,having take a stroll with the guy with dimples,sharp nose & defined eyes aint that bad afterall. my fling!right.rolls. at least he delivered me the promise of music plus drink.hehs. mans.the queue outside dbl o was mad. serious.i mean,shit it.i'd kill to wait for entry. anyways,we went into newsroom bar.er,not exactly newsroom bar,but the other part of it.ok,whatever.hahs! nice liveband plus good drink plus nice sweet guy who'd listen to my rantings. what more can i ask for. =) to my dear von,you chose to abandon me with him!dont kill should i fall for him!!! hahaha!wait,im kidding & you know im. had some chat over the few usual stuff. got to have a better understanding.*winks. he's nice friend lar.yes,he definitly is-having to abandon his date with his friends just to fulfil our supposed date.and to bear with my rubbish.thanks! the night ended at 1 for me & he got me into the cab after a soothing hug. yes,im still pissed with him.but i guess like what gary said "relationships some complicated stuff,"so joanne shant bother bout him & us.come what may. 0 comments Saturday, December 10, 2005 ( @ 3:01 PM ) prehaps more confusions. but yet,oh wells. i never pass a day without having questions in my head. 0 comments Friday, December 09, 2005 ( @ 2:10 AM ) not so actually with the fact that the world is so closely connected nowadays. hongkong is a mere 3+ hrs' flight away =) the blissed me had kiat kor to fetch me from school. back to lynn's place to carry off their 6 bags of baggage.my.sending off 3 motor engines for their migration.ajisan ramen lunch was filling & the talks were crappy.hehs. bidded the couple goodbyes(yes,i be seeing them in march i hope =) ) towned with ray,yongteck & andrew with me combing the centres for xmas gifts yet again. down to paradiz centre for ktv session while andrew had to go off for his work.shits & holla in the ktv.hah!how much i do love my cousins. back to tangs near 11 to pick louis for our dinner @ geylang.*smiles.the food thingy.andrew re-joined us for beancurd. yet all the craps & laughters again.and my sweet cousin ray never fail to end the day well by sending his cousin sis back to her door step.=) im oh-so proud of my cousin can.what a gentleman. 0 comments ( @ 1:06 AM ) the girls been trying to talk her into leaving him once & for all. but i guess,in a relation,not many has the courage to snap back & face reality. still,if you ever get a chance to read this,i hope you rememberd those words i advised whilst in the canteen."what's meant to be will be yours eventually.no point holding on my dear." no matter how jerk that guy we unaminously feel is,we know you loved him too much to think likewise.for that,we wont pursue with the negatives.but pls,to all my ladies,dont put yourself in the shoes of agony & sufferings.there'd be "that guy" out there,i believe. 0 comments Thursday, December 08, 2005 ( @ 9:53 PM ) especially so when i needed to take a step back & watch the world motions slow. it's good to acknowledge that there'd be this different someone whom you can relate to irregardless of what shits. and im blissful. as i strolled along that wonderfully portrayed town of us singaporeans,somehow there's this emptiness that begun evading the moment of privacy from me. thoughts began filling in,making the nonsensical to sound sensible. i dont know.those doubts that are piling up in me.from you.yes,you.rather,it's not just you & us.prehaps there'd be a need to take a break from all the shits.or i guess & hope it's just the cycical side of me that's acting up.i'd hope it's so.i know it'd never be smooth & im still learning hard to take things by its stride.i wont hurry things,i wont pester you.nor would i let the fragile side of me to get too attached to you & us.you & i been through the rough side before & i guess we both aint seriously prepared to commit.or,prehaps we're just scared.my intuition tells me you are & i know i am.but im not letting the immature & wild demanding biatch side of me to think about you & us but im definitly letting thoughts filter through. i really wish that it's just that one of those "thoughts".. 0 comments ( @ 10:05 AM ) you'be so much missed alrites.i wish you well with the deepest sincerity. gathering & farewells. so often it's revolving in cycles. to get to the point,treasure yr loved babies =)
that meena with the madam xD
0 comments Sunday, December 04, 2005 ( @ 2:15 PM ) and sitting infront of the dead screen typing.hah! there's often this saying "carry on choosing the guy & you end up with a rotten one" how right can that get?or rather to what extent would you ladies out there agree?how often would you know or wouldnt you want to know if there'd be a BETTER one out there?be honest to yourself.yes,the choosing & indecisiveness never stops.it's the greed of us human beings. it takes 2 hands to clap in any situation. who's right & who's wrong?who can judge?now where lies the jugdemental value? how are we supposed to judge the relation? is it always true that the outsiders would have a clearer view & vision of that entire situation?are we in the right to say the couple's wrong in their final decision? i thought a relationship invloves the male & female,when did ever get out of that circle?many a time,i guess that's how the whole society works.people are always themselves messed up. mama said that "compromise is all it takes to make the relationship work" but is it really as simple as how she defined?maybe it is,maybe it is not.here's where our individual perspection falls in. 0 comments Friday, December 02, 2005 ( @ 10:27 PM ) but if i have to,boy i think that you should know. all the love we made will never be erased & i promise you that you'll never be replaced." yes i thought that was real sweet. 0 comments Thursday, December 01, 2005 ( @ 4:17 AM ) all the carbo that's accumulating in me.or rather,already stored. shsh. adding on to those weights are the chocolate drink i got at esplanade's chocolate bar. whatever. like i mentioned before,im live to eat.hehs. lovely. the big baby. loves & hates. 0 comments |
