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Friday, September 30, 2005

( @ 11:43 PM )

i wanna some1 to bring me away.
im sounding sadistic.
i know.
but i need to go away.
from here.



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( @ 11:41 PM )

friends.
yes,
they come & they go.
how many truly stay by your side?
in times of need,
they come to you.
when it's your time of need,
how many are there for you?
laughter you may share.
but sorrows not all may share.
it's the crulty of life.
blessed i am to have those whom i know i can count on.
both the ups & the downs.
touch yr heart & ask yourself:
"have you been treating me as a friend?
or just someone whom only you come to in times of need?"
but contradictingly,
true friends are those that stay & help you in times of need.



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( @ 7:46 PM )

so much so been happening lately.
i wanna take a break from all.
i was strong enough to overcome the accumulated stress.
now,im tired.
be it physically or emotionally.
can we put an end to all?
maybe it's ending soon.
what's left are those signatures on that piece of paper.
but the story
will continue from there.
people come & people go,
no one will stay in yr life for eternity.
be thankful to god should you have been loved by that special someone.
it doesnt matter,
if the love would last.
at least you 2 shared that special moments before.
no one is sure of what may lie ahead.
though you may used to say "we shall go through all as one"
but that was then.
dont regret for whatever decisions that you gonna make.
do it once & for all in that graceful manner.
for all you need to know.
whatever is yours,
will come back & remain as yours.
holding on doesnt mean eternal happiness.
it just equals eternal suffering.
sometimes in life,
it's best to learn to let go at that appropriate time.
however,
letting go doesnt mean putting an end to all.
it's simply giving way to both parties.



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Thursday, September 29, 2005

( @ 6:33 PM )

yea yea.as expected.joanne's stuck at home.
dragged myself out of bed at 11am after dylan called.
the thought of having to spend my day simply didnt make me jump off my bed as i always do.
how sad.right.

okay.at least i found "sex & the city" serial dvds on sister's desk.
=) smile.
and there i planted my ass on the sofa since 12pm till 4pm.
finishing my 12 episodes all at one go =)
er no.only completed 11episodes,with one missing.
interesting show.really.
-sensual,amusing,controversial.

the episodes set me thinking & debating with myself
"can women have sex like men do?"
look,men are always the ones who pulls the brake during sex.
like after they feel satisfite?
and why not women?
cant men be more considerate to women?

and yea.it's pretty interesting to know that those living in manhattan are very into threesoome(whereby 3 people have sex together) and that applies too to married couples who are in search of new ideas.wierdo ey?

the city which never sleeps,with millions of people having sex at any moment of the time.doing it with or without emotions is not of any matter to them.all that both the man & woman cares about is having to feel satisfite.yea,having to fill up the sexual need.
just imagine 2 people having sex actively.there a ex-girlfriend of the guy calls & suggested to meet up.right after hanging up the line,the guy says "look.the love of my life just called and i think we should end right here." and the lady goes "YOU"RE BREAKING UP WITH ME WHEN YOU"RE STILL INSIDE ME?!?" doesnt that sounds the least amusing?

but wait a minute,the show sets me feeling blessed that im living in a city that sleeps.haha!
at least i dont have to worry that my boyfriend is farking any lady at this moment nor does he have to worry that some other guy is farking me while we arn't together.haha!im getting a lil' crude i think.period.


but that show really depicts well the theory behind man,woman and sex.*thumbs up.it's a pretty wonder to witness how women can get more sexually-hyper than men do.

and now,i wanna catch european gigoloo!is that how you spell it!?*whatever.
i dont care if it's rated M-18.haha!im gonna get my arse into the cinema.i'll try. =)



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Wednesday, September 28, 2005

( @ 9:52 PM )

freedom at last.
=) *grinning from ear to ear.
FOM was slack.
people started going out of the exam room like one-half hr after the paper started when it was a 3-hr paper?
how right.haha!
07' was impressed & stunned that von' was the 1st amongst us to leave.
lol! xD
but darn.
supposedly to be celebrating around the town when im now stuck at home idling cos of my back.
shit it.



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Monday, September 26, 2005

( @ 9:48 PM )

many sweet thanks to kel for his haagen dazz treat.
like finally?*lol
choco fondu with the choco fudge cake.how sinful can we get? xD

econs was alrite.
i did study so yea,my effort kind of paid off i guess?let's wait till the release of results.
but till then,who can be bothered? =)

headed to holland v's BK with kel & von(with the intention of studying for FOM)
shared chicken salad with tender chickens & onion rings with von while kel's enormous appetite made him whoop up a BK chicken sandwich meal plus additional turkey burger.goodness.
now you know why the 3 of us can go along together so well rights?*food & more food.
haha!

fark shit.a darn nerve of my back hurts like hell.
maybe slightly better than hell?
right.
pain.
so painful that i'd wish someone can just snap off that nerve for me.
fark the ass off.
seen a doc but it seems the doc aint much help.
gave me a painkiller & one that'd supposedly help me to relax my body.
plus some rubbing gel.
supposedly to send my urine to him for test should the pain persist.
purpose?i dont know.

whatever it is.
i smell freedom.
it's nearing me.
=)



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Thursday, September 22, 2005

( @ 9:41 PM )

my confidence went up to 100 after during the given 10minutes of reading through the paper.
*lol.how right.how proud joanne got.
A for accounts paper shouldnt be any problem =)
(god,i pray i get an A.for not,i'd get mocked at!!!) xD

but darn.my confidence's gonna fall for monday's econs paper.
haha!no matter what,i shall get at least a B.
okays.*whatever!
thanks yixiang for that short tutoring.haha!it was supposed to be a study-session lar!but darn.you know how people get carried away talkin',reminiscing bout' the past.oh wells.
anyway,freedom's next wed 5pm! =)
till then!



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Sunday, September 18, 2005

( @ 12:46 AM )


you people got to catch this show.-it cracked me upside down. =)

"give me a d.ah ah ah.D;
give me a i.ah ah ah.I;
give me a c.ah ah ah,C;
give me a k..."

"my cheeseburger"
how right.only those who've caught it know what the shit im blabbering about.it was worth the $19 we paid for 2tickets.no doubt.=)

anyways,a warning for all."pls do not head down to the starbucks @ paragon during weekends in hope of seats.pls dont."

i wasted like half an hour walking from lucky to scotts' coffeebeans,then to paragon's starbucks and finally,decided to settle at Plaze sing's starbucks.
wasted my precious time.
had my rhumba while trying to read up for marketing notes.i did.and i remember what i read for lesson 8-10.1 =)
it was some archievement ey.*a pat
haha!
and whislt waiting for dylan,a aust guy behind me went "excuse me.do you know what time does the performance thing end?
i said "10" and smiled(joanne's always that friendly.haha!)
he said"oh okay.er,you alone?by the way,i noticed you have been sitting down here for some time.or are you waiting for yr friend?"
i said"im waiting for my friend"
and he went"oh okay.are you local?"
i said"yea.you?"
he said"oh!i came from australia.by the way,wanna come & seat here" (pointing to the seat beside him)
and i went"oh it's okay"
and he continued"i thought you looked bored.let's hae a chat"
and i said"nah,im not bored.im fine.thank you"
and i turned away.

2possibilities- 1.he was trying to hook up to me.
2.he was just being a typical friendly australian

if he were those typical white aust with those deep-set blue eyes,i'd ask him to seat over & get him to buy me a drink.sadly,he aint.
so off he goes. *lol

and i know jiahong will go "of course it's choice2.pls,look at yourself,you he-she"
but hey!i aint that ugly right!?!
and i know andrew will reply "you ugly shit"
haha!did i get it all right!?
i bet i did.=)
o
*like the darn guy in the longest yard "and i dont give a darn shit"

btw,it's past mid-night.so,"happy autumn festival to all!" =)



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Saturday, September 17, 2005

( @ 12:26 AM )



sweets*
smooches & more smooches/
and i bet bong & drew are so going to be disgusted.
lol!
mr xia,are my words BIGGER?
anyways,went swimmin' in the morning.
and it turned out that 2people who are in the same coumpund actually have the possibility of missing out of each others' presence.
-that was what happened to terr & me.haha!
he was in the guard room when i was in the pool;
and he went to the tower after i left the pool.
unfated* lol xD
went to meet dylan for lunch at the coffeeshop behind his block-in short,the coffeeshop behind mayflower sec.er,no,it's the front of the school since that's where the main gate faces.*ohwhatsoever.
saw tony,junwen & gang.
and memories of my secondary days went flashing in my head.
-days when the girls'd go to the market or AMK central for lunch before their Higher Mother Tongue classes,
it was always either the lasi lemak,long john's or mac.
how boring it may sound but those were the memorable time.
=)
OM tan came,followed by OM han,mr ng,mr philip and finally mr prem annan.
btw,is that how i spell annan?i dont want to be dealt with the punishment of having to write his names on a foolscape paper!*sounds familiar to any of you?!haha!
those were the MF days.
moving further back will be the time when the guys of 2E serving CWO for kickin the darn soccer ball out through the window & which landed on the ground floor.yes,the window was somewhat smashed.
the days when how those seating at the back of 2D & 2E's classrooms would pass dumb notes that contain vulgurities to each other through the slits below the wall partition.
now tell me where can do you find these again.



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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

( @ 8:10 PM )

when it's time to say "thank you" & goodbye/



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Sunday, September 11, 2005

( @ 2:19 AM )

the first ever time she sees tears falling down daddy's cheeks.
it hurts.
but she's got to remain calm infront of her loved ones.
tears only flood her eyes behind closed doors.
though so,
she's be fine after letting all out.
no worries.



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( @ 12:08 AM )

dinner at suntec's fish & co with jie-fu.
shopped around for my formal wear
& settled for one at iora.
more shopping at marina sq.
godness!that place's changed alot.
so many new stalls & all.
joanne went mad shopping.*lol
new satin-alike bag,earrings.
with my pants,i spent like 60over bucks today.
mans.
but dinner & starbucks were on jiefu. =) *loves

went for a spin along ECP(korkor knew i wanted that place.that's how nice he is)
stopped over & went to sit by the sea.
talked alot,caught up with stuff & reminised bout' the past.
almost teared.sorry.
he loved her & still loves her/
moved on to the airport's runway.
then changi beach.
wanted to catch the tranvetites in action @ changi village,
but none was in sight. boo.

i promised you
that i'm not going to let this affect my studies
& so i shall uphold it.
for all the care that you've showered on me for the past years,
all i can return with is my good grades.
trying to life up the mood aint easy
but im trying.
i know this aint going to be a smooth one,
but you know there're many who care.
i know there's nothing much we can do,
but at least we're all standing by you.
i know you're really tired,
but i beg the god to give you all the strength you'd ever need.
for we got to mak this a victorious fight.
alrites my bro?!
=)dont lose hope in all.
hold on.



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Friday, September 09, 2005

( @ 11:53 PM )

friday's out soon & the weekend is in!*lol
joanne's a happy girl =)
met up woth karling & huiling for dinner at j8.
like ages since the trios of 6A gathered.
caught up on each other's life & stuff.*loves.
that's friendship for distance's never a test for us.
it's nice,
really nice,
to know that somewhere out there,
there'd always be a friend for you to lean on.
i just feel blessed.*smile

momma said
"better treasure me when im still alive.
there'd only be one mama."
and that left me reflecting.
& realizing how true her statement is.
there'd only be one mama in this world since the day you were born;
the mama who'd be there no matter ups or downs;
the mama who'd wait for you till wee hours to make sure you're safely home;
the mama who'd not let anyone to upset her daughters;
that mama who loves her daughters more than anyone else would;
for since the day you were growin in her,
she knew that she's got to give you the best she ever can.
=)
i may sound bias,
but that smile on mama's face is what matters to me most.
or rather,
even that smile & laughter that used to be carried around everyone under the roof.
i pray to angel that things'd be back to how they used to be.
just to see that smile again.
korkor was having a talk with daddy when i came home,
over that same ol' matter i believe.
korkor asked me out for movie tomorrow night!*whee.
as of a promise to me to bring me out.
see what i mean?
that good ol' korkor who's always dote on me since young.
how can i ever bear to see him gone from our family?
mummy asked me to accompany him & cheer him up.
i'd try.
i shant work tomorrow.
what's that 24bucks worth as compared to my family?
without 24bucks,at least i can be there for my loved ones =)



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Thursday, September 08, 2005

( @ 11:25 PM )



sis sent me this:
"Forget about the days
when its been cloudy, but
don't forget your hours in the sun



Forget about mistakes
that you can't change now, but
don't forget the lessons
that you've learned

Forget about the times
you've been defeated, but
don't forget the victories you've won



Forget about misfortunes
you encounter, but
don't forget the times
your luck has turned



Forget about the days
when you've been lonely, but
don't forget the friendly smiles you've seen

Forget about the plans
that didn't seem
to work out right, but...



Don't forget to Always Have A Dream "

and it left me thinking bout' my dream.=)







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( @ 8:49 PM )

CD presentation of our 05' community project marked the end of our CD's module.
right.
how time flies & half a semester is almost gone.
with 1 + weeks to my semester exams,
move on' for it's going to be over soon my girl =)
be strong!

had my haagen dazz treat from dylan!*loves
cool oasis followed by the fondu!!
*drools.
im still thinking of the coating of melted chocolate over the icecream & fruits!
yums.it just completed my afternoon! =) smile.

friday's in tomorrow,like duh.*lol
the last friday of my 1st sem in SP.
how great.5 more sems to graduation.
it seems speedy.a lil' scary though.*like whatever.
haha!

joanne's smiling,once again!
mad woman's in the house!


*i wanna love you like i never before.
i wanna us to go on forever.
i wanna you to hold me tight
& never let each other go.
i realize you're becoming my addiction.



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Wednesday, September 07, 2005

( @ 11:38 PM )

*screams loud.
leaped into the pool & off i went swimming like some mad lady.
14laps & my thoughts are more or less cleared.
joanne's got to remain tough =)
for there're many i cant let down.

tensions high but she's got to keep her cool.
in life,many things are beyond one's control.
but the challenge is how one'd react to the situation calmly.
no point fretting for the problem's not going to be solved if you remain so.
go go go!
keep on movin' baby.
be strong.
joanne's never been any tougher.



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Tuesday, September 06, 2005

( @ 11:50 PM )

nice tuesday.
a slackened EC lesson which started at 12.10 & ended at 12.55
how right can that be.*lol

last FOM tutorial with david wong.
*sheesh
so gonna miss his nonsense.
got 76 for the project.not bad
good effort peoples! (this is for my FOM group) =) smile
an high average!lol!my team!*claps

thanks terrence for fetching von & i from school
poor him.
travelled round the island the whole day to settle his insurance stuff.shagged him.
still sweet of him to fetch us to amk for crab!
crabbie crab! =)
von & i had free dinner!by dylan & terr.lol*
lucky us!
poor ling,couldnt join us.
no worry girl,i enjoyed on yr behalf!hahah!
i bet ling's so gonna kill me lar!*laughs

and off we went to chompchomp's coffeebeans for coffee.bloody hell.
terr sped like nobody's business & of cos,got nagged by us.haha!
*SAFTY FIRST PEOPLE.

loved.=)



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Monday, September 05, 2005

( @ 11:24 PM )

momma told me today that,
no one is perfect.
look at the other side of the person
to get a better insight of him/her.
*forgive & forget
compromise to live a peaceful life.

"dont stop smiling for you never know
who'd fall in love with your smile"
=)




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Sunday, September 04, 2005

( @ 10:16 PM )

sunday's always the most wonderful =)
had dim sum in the morning @ Hong Xing restaurant with my family,cousins & aunt.loves*
breakfast on sundays are like the most beautiful thing ever.i mean,as of my perspective.lol.
seeing happy families eating,talking & laughing.that's how life should be.

hope cupid's been at work.*loves.

ended work early @ 3.right.darn mr patrick.asked him if he'd be short-handed if i dont come this morning & he said "yes."oh wells,i came & then was sent home 1hr early.wasted my time.could have went to pay respect to uncle michael with them.oh wells.time flies & it's been almost 3years.time does heal people's wound.

was supposed to meet up with von' & jolie to do up our EC powerpoint slides.all thanks to the rain the whole day,human beings are always lazy.lol* nice weather to sleep in.so yea,didnt meet up.and it was so coincidental that terrence was admitted to hospital for x-ray.i was on my way to mrt station when "terrence" appeared on my caller-id.*lol.it was a rare sight that he'd call me at such time.he went "im bored at the hospital" & i was like "why you at the hospital?". he told me he got into a accident & was queuing for x-ray but i went "bloody hell.touch wood lar.stop cocking." haha!sorry* headed to TTSH to accompany him & then back to yck complex to collect his car.the fact that he can drives show that he's not badly injured-just mere muscle tore. =) at least the person's not hurt.that's most important =)

went to pick dylan up & off we went to chomp chomp for dinner.right.the craving for everything came when i stepped into the hawker.how right.whenever does joanne resist nice food?! =p satays,stingray,crab soup,tau pok,carrot cake,sugercane juice.argh.joanne laid her mouth on every single stuff on the table!!!darn!how much calorie have been added?!?! *whatever ey.haha!
to think we still went behind for coffeebeans.i didnt know there coffeebean at chompchomp!darn!but the ambience there's nice.smoothing.and here i am back home.sleepy!!

there goes my weekend & joanne awaits the beginning of another week! *smile
all perked up.



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Saturday, September 03, 2005

( @ 12:35 AM )

had a long day out.swimming with darling alvina @ 9,headed to work till 4 and then to town for my ktv!*whee.sang my hearts out.*smile =) while von' ate her hearts out.right.

ling was sweet enough to made me that card.hey gir,this's for you:
"no doubt the obstacles in life,
i know i can always count on you.
in times of difficulties,
there's me for you to fall back on too.
=)
times of joy & laughter shall be shared upon us.
despite the distance apart
& the hectic stressful life we lead now,
nothing can change our friendship.
years down the road,
i can see us having high-tea sessions together,
updating on each other's life,
despite the heavy workload which we'd have.
=)
tai-tais?
no,career women we shall be.
lol.
that was crap.
anyways,
you know i'd always be at that corner of your life &
i love you so too.
joanne realized that there's always people who'd love her.
she's blessed.
and she prays that this'd remain till the day she departs the world.



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Friday, September 02, 2005

( @ 11:49 PM )

no doubt i've been complaining bout' friday the past weeks,joanne's not doing so today =)
lol.felt rather motivated for studies today.i didnt nap during my jap class & that's considered remarkable to me.haha!now you know how i pass by my jap classes every friday evenings?i mean.*shrugs.guilt.i know.but yea.somtimes, or rather at most times,i cant help it.lo.oh wells,at least i wan being a good girl this evening.ICA test's in 2 week.darn.i got to come back for the dumb test on the friday of my study break.how right can that get.*argh.2darn hours just for that darn ICA.okays.whatever* at least it's during the study break & that means i can STUDY. =)*loves.

anyway,got back my accounts & econs term tests.no As.lol.only a B for accounts & C for econs.darn econs,i farking hell got to mark up for it.year-long module,i cant afford to do badly.i mean,which module can i afford to do badly?!right. =)hell load to bh mans.im not jealous that he got the highest for econs.but mind you,you should have looked at how he reacted after our econs paper."WAHLAU!so darn hard lar!bloody hell!i wasted my weekends at the library!fark!" that was what he said.and darn.he got 90.how right.okay.well,at least he'd worked for his marks. =p

anyway,had dinner with daddy.mum,da-jie & jie-fu.my chef's salad & choco malt icecream at swensens.daddy' treat!yum.just love it so when im with my family.my life.my love.
joanne's loved.i think.
anyway,exams' in 20days.shall buck up.nothing gonna beat me =)



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( @ 11:40 PM )

sometimes i wonder how much i mean to you.



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