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Wednesday, May 31, 2006 ( @ 11:18 PM ) and joanne's a happy girl! cos she wont be stuck permanantly at tangs in june! paragon!! *whee! with my baby mich. how i love. lucky i've got the 1 week e-learning & 2-weeks break. thus the ability to work more days. and so,you get joanne being posted to paragon. hehs. it was wierd. the way you offered to pick me up from work. it was wierd. the way you express your graditude & concern. it was wierd. perhaps i've lost touch in them. but eh,thank you. somehow,i really agree what cousin ray said this morning in his car. "people often forgot how sweet their initial days of courtship was.they thought the new love coming was better than the old ones.they'd choose to leave for new r/s,only to realize in mid-way that the old flame was still the best." doesnt it make total sense? many of us often thought the new suitor has got much better qualities than your current beau all mainly because you've long taken your current beau's good points for granted.you'd tend to overlook them & what's present infront of you are only his weakness.and thus,that's how people ended up going into the new r/s,leaving the old one behind. joanne's come to understand the joy of full liberation. for finally after exactly 4 months. i guess im better off living it this way. to all biatches esp, my dear woman,thank you. really. for going through this tough period of time with me patiently. the amount of graditude which i can never express. joanne's finally fine,once again. =) loves. 0 comments Tuesday, May 30, 2006 ( @ 8:10 PM ) hehs. but still,it was my turn to wake him up. *evils. hah! xD school was a breeze,like any typical tuesday. and i like chip chip for letting me rest on her shoulder. okay,though she's got a skinny one. at least,yea. hah! thank you chip chip. okay,i think yun's eyes are turning green with envy? hah! crap. water therapy with the warm sun shining on your body. the wonder which water therapy never fails to work on me. =) it's not about you & me anymore. not the you & me. 0 comments Monday, May 29, 2006 ( @ 11:53 PM ) god. i pray i dont get posted permanantly as the part/timer there. fark. out with mich,cj,zhong & hui ni. i swear my dear baby mich cant get more exhilerated & pumped up with such zest that all us thought she's mad unimaously. hehs. no one will god darn believe that petite-sized girl is turning 28 this year pls! goddness. i dont know if she got high or what that she ordered another jug when we all agreed that it wont be boozing night. and so the 5-10 game again. and joanne believes that she's cursed at that game. god. yesterday was 2 bottles of downing,today is 3 mugs. god. someone pls take a knife and stab her to death. hah! oh yea my biatches! did i forget to mention that i was at fishermen village? we should go there one fine day pls! it's the perfect romantic place,tranquil enough for us to attract attention with our bombastic loud booming laughters. *hehs. loves then. thoughts keep trailing through. was it an act of impulse? 0 comments Sunday, May 28, 2006 ( @ 11:58 PM ) madder was it to have a caucasian trying to hook up to me. eh,some banker shit who just landed in singapore one week ago. oh shessh. if only he were that bit more hot. hah! if only. sales werent as maddening today. but eh,at least tangs' outlet hit their weekly target. horray! cos more money's gonna roll in joanne's pocket in july. hehs =) with grins all over. and so i met new friend today. and everyone was afraid i'd be too drunk to be safe. heh. but still,look!joanne's back here typing in front of the pc screen. so no worries sweets. thanks anyway! =) loves! leon's a pretty nice chap. cept' the fact that he bloddy hell kept calling me "lil red lobster" shessh. yea yea,joanne gets pretty red after 2 bottles. but still,joanne's never drunk pls!! goddness. i was just being plain red. yea,call it good blood circulation! xD so it was boozing. 4 bottles of some canadian beer. i cant recall the name of that beer. but that beer was pretty light. =) 4 bottles and you get lil' red lobster. how smart. i swear i will never play 5-10 with that arse again. he's farking hell GOOD pls. goddness. joanne's tired from the booze. good night people. and it's baby time tomorrow! *smiles. i love. 0 comments Friday, May 26, 2006 ( @ 11:43 PM ) if only i could quash them all. the business proposal which only led to further cogitations. the planning ahead of my june's schedules. people,book joanne in advance! hahs. so many things of which i wana fulfil. yet so afraid that i'll come to find myself collapsing. but again,the high driven force that's in me. it keeps me running on the highway. on and on i wanna move. 0 comments Thursday, May 25, 2006 ( @ 11:57 PM ) no point so. what's meant to be will be it. it's too tiresome. too much to bear so. it's definitely i learn to live life more for myself. 0 comments ( @ 10:01 PM ) if only you could take your leave. if only you would not have me involved in your life. if only i could bring myself to walk out of it thoroughly. is it that tough a task to complete? too long a time since someone offered to accompany me home on a train ride. wierd was how i felt. things could only go on if i bring myself to move out of the cycle. if only. those are the words. all thrown apart. 0 comments Tuesday, May 23, 2006 ( @ 11:49 PM ) all the biatching everywhere. constant screamings. where upon earth do you get to experience that 13 same people who'd go mad with you together? that same old 13 of us. just how i much i wish time could have stood still. =) 0 comments ( @ 11:01 PM ) where she's turning away & leaving it all behind. perhaps too much energy has been drained. too much for recovery state. would this be the closing chapter? would the force allow her to carry on walking without making a turn back? too much been said. too much been thought through. is it all proved worthy to be waiting for? or was it all to wrong right from the start. the confusions & dilemma seem to never reach a balance point. 0 comments Monday, May 22, 2006 ( @ 10:17 PM ) surprise indeed to see bro-in-law's car when i was at the car park. and the cutest thing on earth that can appear behind the car door is none other than boyboy with his round eyes all sized up sparkling. =) indeed. joanne's all pumped all all of a sudden. hah! what love. my craze. 0 comments Sunday, May 21, 2006 ( @ 10:55 PM ) St andrew's cathaderal took my virginity. how right. hah! and yea,those christians are really friendly. and superly holy pls. the praising of their god which i can never bring myself to agree totally to. but no doubt,the high spiritness & life felt in the church is a feeling you'd never get in other worshipping places. what really surprised me was the long prayers that they could actually go about saying well-memorised from their heart. even the very young ones. this guy who sat beside me really wowed me. he's the total sort of guy whom you'd see on the street with that kind of attitude. definitly not the kind of holistic one. yet,there he was kneeling down & praying for his sins. my. sometimes i really praise the wonder that christianity can do to human beings. the way the work things out on human brains & bringing about utmost changes. anycase,back to work. shesh. 2 real BUSY weekends i had. or rather,the whole isetan. my. the piled up clothings in the wagon which brought utter pain to us at the sight at them. just shoot me dead. the messed up shop & denim wall. everything is just in total disaster. hah! period. the positive side would be the rich amount of commission that'd roll into my pockets in july. =) till then. gays gays & more gays. i cant believe the sight of how handsome gays can get. goddness gracious. my cousin's boyfriend is handsome. the few regulars at G-star are awesome too. they really can sweep girls off their feet i swear. but what a pity that they prefer to play ass instead of holes. hah! sometimes i think im a superwoman. i work almost 4 days every week. i have to juggle with tutorials & not forgetting the tonnes of projects piling up. where do i find time for myself? only the miserable few minutes before i turn in bed at nights. of which i sometimes ended up flat on bed. joanne,hold on & things be good. holidays' just 2 weeks away. =) with faith. joanne'll be fine! tell me that time's up. let me go. just let me go. away from you & us. stay away. dont hurt my vulnerable self again i beg you. 0 comments Saturday, May 20, 2006 ( @ 11:58 PM ) hah! sales was good today. i mean GOOD. i think im really semi-sober cos i keep having spelling errors. shessh. this aint good. hah! dinner with karling & huiling @ balcony was so-so. drinks at china one was FAB. eh. 4 vodka with cranberry juice, 1 cosmo & 1 pint of heneiken. that leads to my current semi-sober state. hah! biatches,lets go chine jump one day ok! good music,pretty nice band & reasonable drinks. =) i hope my dear ling enjoyed her night, belated birthday celebration. dinner,drinks,music. nice company,good combination. what can be better? and i come to realize that being single is GOOD. you pick up guys & you dumb them at the same moment. that's joanne. hah! joanne's no good example,not a good class rep. xD pls dont follow her example. come to think of it,almost 10 yrs of friendship with karling. how right. what a treasure. what a love. friends come & go,but true friends stay even with distance. my biatches,our friendship will stay through eh? =) i love. it all dawn upon me. life can be as loving even without you loving me. numbed perhaps. i love picking up guys & being picked up/ joanne is wild. yes,W-I-L-D. let the night move its way. let the party begins. let life moves on prettily. 0 comments Thursday, May 18, 2006 ( @ 11:55 PM ) and so nigel asked "so have you made it or break it?" my originally supposed organized thought all were threw apart instanteneously. "so is our dear joanne single or attached exactly?" the smartest answer that i could come up with was "i wont say im single nor im attached.but eh,im available." indeed. thoughts disturbed. people in the club is definitly yet another group of biatches. okay. whatever. 0 comments Wednesday, May 17, 2006 ( @ 10:21 AM ) going to school to find out that mdm lee is on mc. 1 hr of travelling time wasted. ten bucks wasted for cabbing home. what's worst was that could have slept in. darn. but the rewarding thing is that baby ian is lying in my arms at this moment! =) what love. kisses 0 comments Tuesday, May 16, 2006 ( @ 9:45 PM ) dylan's mum asked me near 4 times if i wanted to have dinner at their place & i politely rejected throughout since my mum cooked my share back at home. yet,when it was dinner time,she came out bringing along a empty bowl & extra utensils. just like i expected.it was for me & she said "dont eat the rice loh,have some of the side dish" (in mandrine) goddness. just very smilmarly at home,thats what my mum always does too. mum "eat the fruits" me (in my room)"dont want lah" mum "eat lah" me "dont want" mum will then appears in my room with that bowl of fruits & place it on my desk. shesh. they're really so SIMILAR in their gestures. and i dont like dylan boo. told him i wanted head back to play with ian baby. yet he insisted on finish watching his show. and so i texted sis asking her when she be leaving. "8pm.nic collecting his specs" and the best part was the show ends only at 8. bangs. =( haha. i know. me & my whines over baby again. period i know. that closeness felt so farmiliar. indeed. 0 comments Monday, May 15, 2006 ( @ 11:57 PM ) cos being released at 12pm yet having no plans is oh so plain lifeless. all thanks to my dear son. yes,IM GIVING YOU THAT STARE. *evils. this is what i get for applying leave for your birthday. what bastard son. shesh. no mother's day present somemore. god pls tell me why i have such bastard as my son. hah! in any case,i shall be a nice sweet mom to my son for one moment. KELVIN LEE KAR LONG,yet a year wiser,yet a year more mature. pls be more serious.hah!i know you're already trying hatd. try harder eh? *Loves. health,luck,love,happiness,laughters i wish for you =) HAPPY BIRTHDAY! oh. did i forget to mention that i finally got my new roxy bikinis & jacket?! with courtesy from my fatty sis & dylan. how i love. hehs. *smiles thank you my love. and i think mister boo spent quite a sum of money today. hah! and for once,i got really touched. eh,that sensation which ran through wild in me for that moment when i saw the sketch. thank you for the lovely thought. or rather,the delivery of yr promise. thank you. and you helped bring laughters to my family for that lil' thing you've done to ian baby's photo. again,thank you. it's wierd. yes,it has always been,i know. but eh. so much for wanting to go away yet your moves always bring me to a stop. how i yearn yet detest. will you just say so if it's to be? will you just go away if it's not to be? will you? 0 comments Sunday, May 14, 2006 ( @ 2:43 PM ) indeed it cant. and to be honest,i cannnot remember when was the last time i woke up with the day already passed 12pm. but i guess it is such lil' routine in life that make you treasure the staying in late. was supposed to wait for boo to finish his lunch with his family before he sent me to town to get my bikis & jacket. but eh,with such unfateful weather,i guess i will leave it to tomorrow. and so it'll be dinner again later with aunties & family. how i love. yesterday was the early mother's day dinner with family. indonesia buffet we had. what a sumptous one. with the countless plate of udang goreng assam that bro-in-law & i kept re-ordering,the satays,the fishhead,the fish otak,the sotongs,the gado gado & the list goes on. typical indonesia food but of which i highly recommend to over The Rice Table. not forgetting baby ian who was at his mischief yet again. the utmost cheeky giggles he gave after puking milk onto his mummy. shesh. but just how can we resist still? hehs. mahjong-ed over at sis place. i guess my illness drainned my luck away. hah! yea,i lost 13 bucks? like only after 1 round. how right. never mind,more winning in future. =) and it suddenly dawn upon to me that it's the first mother's day ever for my dearest sister. thinking back,indeed time flies. years ago with her stil single & banging around like some goons. then it was the breaking up with that ass. there came her current husband. then the vows taken at the Registry of Marriage in year 03'. followed on the wedding dinner in 04'. the pregnancy news in early 05' & so the giving of birth to baby ian. indeed the greatest love of all. witnessing the whole motherhood-to-be process,that period of 9months. the great mystery & wonders of life. how simple yet complicated processes. it's funny to think back & look at it now as "hey,my sis is already a mother of one & turning to thirties!" shesh. life seriously flies if you were to reminice. remembering life as simple as the snatching of pillow cases in the early morning,banging each other out of their dreamland. and now,when you wake up to no one sleeping next to you cept' your bolster. but yet again,you know that it's that new chapter of story that's to be continued with another special newborn in her life journey. boilind down again to the message,treasure your love ones cos you'll never come back to today again. =) once again,to the greatest being on earth. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! though i seldom say so,i love you & thank you for all the love. life cant be any better without you. 0 comments Friday, May 12, 2006 ( @ 11:58 PM ) hah! such a happy girl cos for once,i didnt have to work on a public holiday. goddness. how gleeful i am. got woken up at like 1030am by huiling's call & yea,headed over to station to pass her stuff over. got back home,got nagged by sis cos we were supposed to go swimming when both of us didnt manage to wake either of us up.hah! bro-in-law was supposed to pick both of us up at around 1130am & eh,time definitly werent on our side. in any case,got bathed & headed out. whilly shally. had brekkie cum lunch at geylang's wan tou sei. you know?that 24hr tim sum shop? =) 3 of us & yet we ordered like 11 lou of tim sum. how right. settled the bill & sent sis to work before bro & i headed to temple. you see,it's vesak day & i specially requested off so that i could go to the temple. how holistic. hehs. happened to caught dad,mum & aunts over there & i guessed bro got that bit awkward. oh wells. and so,got done at temple & bidded byes. drove to Marina Sq in the decision to catch Mission impossible 3. goddness. what a thumbs-up show. it totally sent me squealing off my seats & i almost lost my breathe alrite. to that extend,sending my adrenalines pumping. hah. tom cruise sent me drooling throughout the 2 hours. shesh. xD so eh,town-ed with sandra. shopping. evils. and i have come to the decision of forgoing my birkenstocks for my new pair of bikinis. i guess senses have knocked over me that a pair of sandals aint worth my 70bucks. i mean,i still cant get a pair that really send me "i want that!farking nice pls!" hah! tried 2 pairs of bikinis yet come to any decision of choosing one. so i reserved both & shall get sis' comments since she's the one paying. how i love =) new bikis!heh hehs. total whee. and so i guess angels decided to be nice to the good joanne cos while i was having difficulty choosing my bikis, dylan texted me "what you doing?" and i replied "just tried 2 bikinis & i like both!dont know which to choose!" dylan "pick the one you like more lah.how much are they?maybe i can get for your birthday present" me "haha.im forgoing my birkens over the bikinis.sis will be paying for them.why not you get me a jacket which i just saw?heh." dylan"from where?how much?" me"roxy jacket.47bucks" dylan"buy la buy la" *big big big grins. i think i really picked up good bargain can! that jacket was 79bucks & beside the tag was labelled 40%. how lucky pls. hehs. im grinning cos' i be getting both the stuff i picked up from quicksilver shop. it's hardly that i find any nice stuff in there yet today i managed to do so. what a happy joanne. =) but eh,will only pick up the jacket tomorow together with the bikis. *smiley smiles. finally bought my pair of slippers from tannlines too. like finally. since i couldnt find any pair of havannas that really make me go "woah",shall settle with my pair of cobian. what a fruitful day. hehs. you can picture me with all my silly grins. =) headed to brewerkz with san for dinner & eh,what else other than the usual booze. hah. san is a bad influence. right. my dear girl,pls remember lesson number 4 okays? *smiles i love. 0 comments Thursday, May 11, 2006 ( @ 11:57 PM ) i woke up with that BIG grin =) drawn upon my face on a thursday morning. cos' there aint gems at 8am which means that i can stay in my beauty land till 8.15 instead of 6.15am. aint that nuff' to make me grin like some silly shit? hah! and what added on to my happiness was the getting to play with my all-time favourite ian baby. hehs. even if it was for that mere 5 minutes. *grins grins grins. how i love. my cutie lil' pie. the reasons behind my smiles =) just tell me how can you resist him?   in any case, joanne's being appointed as the terminal leader. right. at least im being thought as trustworthy nuff' reason nuff' to make me feel proud of myself. hah! =) have been thinking alot recently. really alot. at least,this time round,im determined to get focused on fufilling all the things that i wanna do. my dances,my driving test. so many things to fill up the spaces of him. eh,i hope at least these will help me. schedule is getting tight including my work commitment & CYA stuff. and not forgetting that piority still arrows down to studies. and so joanne got to stay pretty focus for the time being. she gotta work to save nuff' money for her holiday trips yet got to make sure her studies aint affected. *move it baby. pump it hard. =) with nuff' faith. to my sweet,i know it's hard & i definitly know how you're feeling right now. cos even at times,i still feel the heartache though i may not appear so. believe me,you got to push yourself. only you can make the decision. the decision to choose to free yourself from sorrows. only those who can console themselves will be happier. the road to recovery will be tough,really tough. but there're many who'll be right behind supporting you. and joanne's one of them for sure. =) silly. 0 comments Monday, May 08, 2006 ( @ 11:55 PM ) she got her all-time favourite ralph cool perfume!! *bangs. HIGH ON STEROIDS!! how she loves! that fragrance brings me high up to heaven =) thank you my lovely sis & uncle pat. hah!*winks maybe things be better if i let fate take over. there's much more in life than me & him. much more things that are worth my detailed atttention. 0 comments Sunday, May 07, 2006 ( @ 7:23 PM ) my appetite has got murdered in the most cruesome manner. everything taste blend in my mouth. i cant eat chicken rice when im having great crave for it. i cant eat chocolates. i cant binge on my doritos. i can only take the herbal sweets. fark. oh my poor stomach. and dylan made me eat some bittergourd noodle in the noon. the only good thing was he bought me sugercane with lemon minus off the ice cubes. chrispy M&M for me pls? 0 comments Saturday, May 06, 2006 ( @ 11:27 PM ) what's worst then having cough,bad throat,flu & that goddarm 2 ulcers in your mouth? shessh. i swear i couldnt have been any faster than to fly back home as immediately as the clock struck 7pm. and life cant get any happier than the coincidental meeting of my favourite boy ian at the void deck just when i thought i be home alone. hah! god darn pity i was down with illness if not im sure to crack lil' boy's ass. *evils laughters. took 2 tablets of flu panadol & headed for a nap after i showered. i didnt have any meal at all for the whole day cept' for my brekkie! that was how lethagic i was. dylan called & asked if i had dinner. i admit it was really sweet of him to offer & pick me up to his place for home-cooked fishball tong-fen told him in my sleepy voice that i was really not feeling good nuff' nor had any energy to eat. and so he told he would head back for dinner first before coming over to pass me stuff that he wanted to hand to me in the afternoon. headed back to my nap before i met him at the carpark. so it was the herbal sweet that he kindly bought for me this afternoon & the box of chocolates which i verbally told him i was craving for. okay,that was the really sweet part. my stomach decided to feel hungry after hours & we headed over to the market for dessert. it so turned out that my poor stomach didnt feel statisfite even after the bowl of potato soup & dylan called home to ask his maid to keep the fishball soup for me. so yea,headed to his abode for the fishball soup eventually. dumb indeed. hah! in an case,i guess i wont be going to work lest i get drowned to death by dylan's nagging. but my colleague is nice nuff' too to offer to work full shift to cover up for me. *how i love. if only i would get such patient & thoughtful attention from you for my lifetime. still,thank you for tonight. it was really caring nuff'. but if,IF only,this could go on. what's with all the contradiction within. 0 comments Friday, May 05, 2006 ( @ 11:43 PM ) i hope my words did get you to think things through. but if they still dont,then forget it. really. it's been way too traumatising & mental-toiling for me. in any case,the you coming down to find me in the end throws me back again. yes,again. why didnt you just decide to end all ties with me & dont contact me? if only you did,life would be much easier for me. if only. all that i wish. all that i pray with faith nightly. is that so tough? 0 comments ( @ 12:15 AM ) i mean L-O-N-G. but i know i've got to stay determined. im not feeling good. cos it's 19minutes passed mid-night. and so it's the 5th. yea. it was one year ago. and so it's one year later now. fark. im feeling pissed. pissed with myself. why cant i just bring myself to leap another step forward? fark. im tired. emotions been farking hell messed up because of YOU. i wish to end all the emotional rollercoaster ride. just let me rant on. cos im not feeling good. 0 comments Thursday, May 04, 2006 ( @ 11:17 PM ) i lost to yun over the scissors paper stone game in lecture theatre. shesh. and the bet was the winner gets to scold the loser "na bei." haha. *faints. lame indeed. but i was entertaining yun! right. hah. and so it's RWPS now. fark. 0 comments Tuesday, May 02, 2006 ( @ 11:57 PM ) food at CHANGING APPETITE.*yums indeed xD     friends since primary school's days.how i love   the lame girl who cheesily told me "eh,you dropped something!" & passed me my present under the table.shesh.hah!  me with my pretty flowers! pretty pretty pretty. yes.INDEED     tata.my lovely presents.*how i really really adore. =)      yet another note of THANK YOU to everyone who've contributed in making my 18th a splendid & eventful one! =) i know im naggy.but eh,really!THANK YOU!! so today's the day my Ipod nano embarked it's journey with me to school. =) how i enjoyed. hah! the day breezed by practically. oh. did i forget to mention that i got my ass out of my comfort zone at 8plus for my morning jog? and it was the playing with baby ian boy for that while before i heads off for lessons. how i love my lil' ian. =) what a sweetheart!! okay,period i know. hah! anyway,met up with dylan after lessons & headed to PS. he & the new hobby. and im so gonna getinto it too. okay. that shall be our hobby then. right. hah! whatever. but my hobby will turn into many lil' surprises for my loved. so people,await & see. im tired. tata. it's wierd. really so at times. how will i ever get myself away from the mess? or rather,will i ever allow myself so? fark. 0 comments |