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Saturday, May 30, 2009 ( @ 9:38 AM ) macbreakkie;library;stylewedding; following pasir ris park;best;beer&food;talks then the blujaz with the clique & the mindscafe. who wants APPLE? "1,1,2,2,2,3,3,3,4,4!! " HAHA! roadshow tomorrow; CATCH ME & MY GOLDIGIRL IN TOWN! turning in already. goodnight world 0 comments Friday, May 29, 2009 ( happy comma fullstop @ 9:14 AM ) adore your lil' efforts; like how im beginning to feel you. lunch has never been any yet sweeter than this afternoon's. thank you my dearest. you blowing hot&cold;such unfathomable you. cant figure out what exactly runs through your head. still,nevermind that for now. cos' for all & above, i like how you made my day today comma fullstop drinks with the colleagues&usual @bala was hellabrokeloosee. ahah! God knows the amount that came. sidetrack, i really need a break from work soon. but till then, im' all good for the tough battle ahead :) endnote- im' one happy jumpy girl today. and you made me so ♥ no, actually you made me really happy for the whole week! 0 comments Wednesday, May 27, 2009 ( this is mid week woes @ 10:38 AM ) half-zombified from last night's 2am work. and another round today. my energy level is really on red signal! mind&body was half floating the whole day in office especially after lunch hour. i am really shagged out! no joke about that. but there i keep reminding myself that God will bring me through ; and with Faith it is He will! reading-" Dont be afraid, for I am here with you. Dont be discouraged, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you. I will hold you up with my victorious right hand! " Isaiah 41:10 you made me smile with your text today. yes, from the ♥ baby friday's lunch is probably what that will keep my energy running on its spare for tomorrow :) constantly boy. not that woeful afterall right? 0 comments Tuesday, May 26, 2009 ( today's message from God reads- @ 5:08 AM ) 'Don't go through life so fast that someone has to throw a brick at you to get your attention! God whispers in our souls and speaks to our hearts. Sometimes when we don't have time to listen, He has to throw a brick at us. It's our choice to listen or not. God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow,sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way. extracts from a mail a colleague sent out. another soul-calming message reached out to me, in which i give my thanks to; another reminder note i hung on my work station- "If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it" and there i hold my Faith in Him. for the thousand wonders He works. always, He who never fails me. i woke up to a pretty tuesday morning today. 0 comments Sunday, May 24, 2009 ( things happen for a reason @ 12:03 AM ) suddenly it dawn upon me how i have actually overlooked all the signs laid infront of my naked eyes. i have been the least observant yet then again, i have never been one either. i am really sorry that i have not been thoughtful enough. no, corrections. i had always insisted that i was doing the right things & never admitted to wrongdoings. this strongheadedness has caused my downfall time&time again. come to see of it, that was probably one reason why i fell out on my past r/s. why so that i never learn my lesson? this time round i hope, im really taking in the morales of the sad story. God promised the abundance of Life; there i reach out my worries to Him; and surely He hears my desperation. 0 comments Saturday, May 23, 2009 ( @ 12:02 AM ) where i'd bury my thoughts away amongst the piles of files. too good. woman told me "sometimes what we see isnt visible enough." time&time, i'd remind myself NOT to misinterpret God's message. today's note- as i regained the slow&calm breathes; things become clearer in my sight. probably life has became too hectic in recent days that i tend to head into the rush mode which has led to the many mess. these mess be it work or personal, it is high time i trace my steps to the origin; and start all over again. after the next sunday when the project launches, im sure the pieces at work will fall & fit into the picture frame well. as for the personal, im aware now that i need to regain my mind's calmity; way before the tusnami actually hit. i really hadnt have my peaceful me-time like today for a long time. 0 comments Friday, May 22, 2009 ( life is good @ 12:11 AM ) no doubt the turnaround timing of my updown swings is of such narrow frame, it then again all explains my url right?aha! best says the little things make me happy. oh yes, very pinpoint true. like how i could jump around like one kid when this was handed over to me by best
endnote- i never needed you to be strong;i never needed you for judgement. i just needed you. 0 comments Thursday, May 21, 2009 ( @ 12:05 AM ) solaced; yes i am very so. thank you. for the Faith i hold in God; "Lord, you know the hopes of the helpless. Surely you will hear their cries & comfort them." Palsm 12:5 God you heard me, yes you hear me. Always be humble & gentle. Be patient with each other, making allowance for each other's faults because of your love. Make every effort to keep yourselves united in the Spirit, binding yourselves together with peace. For there is one body and one Spirit, just as what you have been called to one glorious hope for the future. Ehpesians 4:2-4  0 comments Tuesday, May 19, 2009 ( @ 11:50 PM ) 0 comments ( @ 10:24 PM ) HAPPY two-one. -1.jpg) your right butterfly will come by SOON ♥ for now, may you be blessed with the right happiness simple joy in life! 0 comments Friday, May 15, 2009 ( almost enough to kill my heart; @ 10:45 AM ) pride, almost drowned me to my death; and ache in the heart has caused sleepless nights. incidents that i neither witness nor hear about, i wont bother. but i cant' forget images that i see. stuck so hard in my mind, i lost control of myself, of my sainity. so almost speechless to you. this wasnt what it was meant to be right way from the start right? have you forgotten the words you said? why here i am trying so hard, yet there you are still all well hidden. all i am asking from you, please, just speak your mind would you? i am worn out. dont see me as a nonchalent tough one. i am not. i have to say, i have put in alot,alot. yet this ache i cant bear to put myself in anymore. you are afraid, then what about me? i have the equal rights. dont be selfish, could you? it has been a long time, i almost forgot how this feels like. really cant' deny the heartthrob. but i could just fall into your arms & start all over again. 0 comments Thursday, May 14, 2009 ( truth; @ 10:11 PM ) especially when hard cold truth is smacked right into the face of such strong-prided me. it isnt' that i have not let go. it is just this ego battle which i have to put an end to. endnote-driven on audi doesnt give me much thrill as on a subaru. i miss you 0 comments Tuesday, May 12, 2009 ( @ 6:29 AM ) i didnt choose to be muddling around the grey area of my life. yet then again, it is the multiple downturn incidents i been witnessing for the close ones around me. but of course, with every ounce of energy & strength that i have in me, i will be of my utmost to be there , any moment that you need a shoulder to lean on. best, the past weeks have been a strenous period for you, i know it, i feel you. i shant' say, cos you know. i be standing strong here for you to fall on :) hey, BIG HUGS* pbr. not questioning, not asking do not equate to me not knowing. i have the faith in you, that you know what's best. you never fail me, never fail us. no, im not trying to add on responsibilities on your shoulder that you should know what to do, it is just YX that we all know; that one guy who stands tough despite all adversities, that guy who farking know what he should do at the right time. all in all, i never have doubts in your capabilities, which im sure, neither of us in the clique has. hey, you are NEVER alone okay mister emo. anytime,starbucks or beer, just one phone call away! :) chriswong whom might never come across this post. it is one mixed load of emotions you are going through now, having to prepare have your coming wedding yet running to fro SIN&IPOH for your dad. my dearest CW, im praying, violet's praying. :) i cannot deny that all these issues bother me daily,for these people who are so close to my heart. the good ol' friend, the poly soul & the good colleague. i only pray for God's blessing upon my dearest all. and i believe strongly that God will bring them through, with good Faith. "no one ever said that life was going to be easy eh?" i guess these are what mould a character, what that toughen a person. endnote- so much for encouraging everyone else; yet so much too, im trying to push all thoughts to the back of my mind. im not that tough a person afterall. but this i hold at the back of my head "dont expect in life; take whatever that comes along as bonus." life can be pretty upbeat afterall! 0 comments Monday, May 11, 2009 ( step a lil' closer @ 12:33 AM ) 0 comments Thursday, May 07, 2009 ( best @ 11:42 PM ) and you are very much missed. just all the random nonsense we have had before this unfortunate incident. but hey, HANG ON THERE. just drive on this dark tunnel & you will see the day breaks soon; yes you will. i heart you. many. 0 comments ( @ 3:47 AM ) who's who to judge? "know what you want in a r/s" was what bbff said. now things could be alot easier right? nevertheless, one early night sleep brought me a better spirit :) 530am for a morning jog;then the 7am office. life cant be that bad afterall hurr? jo's GOOD for now* 0 comments Tuesday, May 05, 2009 ( @ 12:35 AM ) i cannot deny the aches. why does the night seem so long today? 0 comments Sunday, May 03, 2009 ( over my birthday & on; @ 5:34 AM )  girls who have fun with the pretty balloons     the phuture lovey     that was for the advance celebration over my humble abode & holla phuture*beams. thousand apologies for being badbad host yet then again, what mattered was that all had the nonsense fun @phuture hurr :) till may 15th when it's dear pbk's 21st & the post-exams celebrations eh?!! OH HOLLA. 2904- actual was nothing really worth mentioning cept' for silly jude & his "aiya,im not any romantic guy". plus the ladies' night session @phuture with sara. oh,i got to give credits to sara's godbrother for the good photographs!:    came thursday and it was an easychillout with the bbff.  and i got to give it to him for his eversweetness! THANK YOU for taking leave to spend the day! okay,you still owe me hellokitty! HAH! wolverined;pacificcoffeed;fail attempt for bar monton's happy hours landed us up at bala with the colleagues. cant deny it was another fun-worthy night.
-endnote 21 and into adulthood; nothing much ever change; yet every much is changing. complex as it may; but simple it is so. Different phases of my life brought in different people & the string of memories that i carry on life with; be it the delighted or the upset ones; every part of them has got their own special meanings encraved at the back of my head. people close to my heart have seen me through the ups&downs; witnessing my transformation; both the bad&good kinds. These people, you know who you are, and i cant' thank God more than any enough for His graciousness of bringing our paths together. aloof as i may seemingly be, yet deep inside lies a fearful soul. yet then again, i always hold Faith in Him for the courage He'd instill in me as i move on in my journey; making every single decisions, deciding the different paths. "For i know the plans I have for you," says the Lord. sweetdreams world. 0 comments ( @ 1:53 AM ) 0 comments |
