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Thursday, April 30, 2009

( @ 10:35 PM )



i have been drifting between funs&worries i have no idea how to carry forth the emotions.
yes my supposed big twenty-first;
yet the concern for best's well being.

and best, you will make it up to me after dad's recovered.
he will go home soon :)
you know what you have to do.

meanwhile let me gather my thoughts before my next detailed post.


endnote-

it has been this long that i cried over the heart's absence.
least the pendant holds you close to my heart




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Sunday, April 26, 2009

( thank you all @ 7:03 AM )


:)
all you all;
all the presents! all the fun&laughter!
thank you for turning up! hehs.
best thank you for being the photographer! *winks

sorry was one bad host for the home party! too many people around!
sorry i left phuture without bidding any goodbyes.
but above all that's said, nothing beat chip's msn convo
[
zi ying says (10:29 PM):
next time dont mia like that k.
zi ying says (10:29 PM):
dont mind von, shes pissed with u hahaha
zi ying says (10:29 PM):
but we're worried

zi ying says (10:30 PM):
ure still loved k
zi ying says (10:30 PM):
its ur birthday

]

and pbr's entry
[
and it was an early bdae celebration for our very own jo ling. hope u enjoyed yrself on sat night, no need to say much or apologise, its yr party =]
]

for all that, THANK YOU my love ones.
what more can i say ?
*winks



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Wednesday, April 22, 2009

( @ 6:29 AM )

just realized it is already wednesday night. bala and the usual. Marvellous! :) comes friday's happy hours at wala;comes saturday home party and phuture baby! oh somebody gotta yea :) oh in fact tomorrow im having dinner with sara then following some drinks. Yes, yes, all the way. *sidetrack-i miss you



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Monday, April 20, 2009

( you @ 7:42 AM )


yes, you, jude ow.
one way or another, very miraculously, you always have your way to my heart.
without failing to.
a doubt i always find it so, for strangely, no guy, has since came so close to my soul.
not for a long time.
yet you did, you do.
and this is the dangerous part, contradictingly i would say so.
de facto you seem to know me deep inside, my heart&soul; my thoughts&feel;
the fact that you know how to make me happy.
i am afraid, very so.
of falling for you.
you. this unfathomable being.

it has been quite some time since i feel this way.
probably then again, that is why you say "you seem to have this curtain in front of people".
you are right, very spot on.
cos for a undeniable fact, i am scared of being in one r/s.
then again, comes what may.

truth is, like i told you, you made me happy thrice today.




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Sunday, April 19, 2009

( hello beautiful sunday :) @ 5:10 AM )



now you see the reason behind having contradictedlady as my url, people?
one moment i was loathing&cursing about the weekend & the next,im so rebound!
HAHA.
does such character deserve praises?
being down&out, yet all perked up the very next minute?
isnt' it considered good?
well at least people you dont have to really worry that i will get out of my mind & commit silly nonsense yea?
HAHA.
one good sleep would be sufficient!
:)

sunday was well spent with hearty breakfast & mass with woman.
plus the nonsensical messages out to jude with failed attempt to irritate him.
at least not yet.HAHA
plus the crazy mms. AMEN!
another filling lunch with bbf plus the shopwalk round marina then the starbucks' chitchat.
Life is good yea!

anyway what i want to say is, THANK YOU to those who flooded my handphone last night from 10pm onwards;
THANK YOU for the calls&smses to check me out.
no worries,joanne always bounces back fast.
SPEEDY recovery is what she goes through;often.
and well, i count my blessings for that!
im good, alive&kicking!

for today's message from God reads-

It is not hard; we often just want to make things hard.
We dont' have to be like righteous Lot who was tormented in his soul by the wickedness he saw and heard day after day (Peter2:8).
Children, fill your eyes with Jesus and his finished work.

Behold Christ and be well with you.
God be with you.Amen


dear woman, thank you for your great attempt in provision of the hilerious jokes.

you know what i mean! HAHA. *kisses&hugs! 2 more weeks!HANG IN THERE!




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Saturday, April 18, 2009

( what a saturday morning @ 5:21 AM )

indeed.

the "BANG" still rings in my head.
and image of that poor ns guy bleeding.
i dont know what exactly happened.
it was one loud "BANG" and the next moment someone was lying on the road with another "BANG" cos his bike was dragged underneath another onforwarding car.
holy.


fark fark fark. farking car accident aint any joke.
im very exhausted from one whole day of running around filing reports, giving statement.

the scorching weather only made everything else worst.
bad temperament, sweaty & tired.
adding on the guilt i have towards bringing this whole load trouble to dad.
for he who is always right through every bad incident that struck me.
thank you daddy.
"shits happen,dont take it too much to heart" was what old papa said.

so much happened within 2 days.
some meant a thousand celebrations yet i feel zero exhileration.
my heart is not taking all very well.
i am very upset.
very.
it's like the heart is crying inside.
the tears fall uncontrollably.


but again, life is not always the party we expected to be.
i just need a sleep.

sorry best&good ol';and thank you.
big thankyou to woman too for standing in this morning's shoot.
couldnt' imagine if i screwed up someone elses' exam.
and i really thank God for bringing melvin in assistance throughout the whole day for the car towing/insurance/driving me to police station.
i really owe him one.


wells nuff' said.
good night world.






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Wednesday, April 15, 2009

( already mid week @ 7:01 AM )



and my mind actually slipped by that thought as i told fatty
"fatty you coming home for dinner tml and thursday? ade coming over on thursday leh!"
HAHA.
so now you'd believe it when i say work totally twists turn my sanity hurr?
as to my url, contradictingly as much work is messing up my dates, im still enjoying every bit of the insanity :)
i have been pretty lucky the past 2 days i would say, not having experience any monday/tuesday blues.
wala-ing with jude the night before was ♥.
sure he has his ways of brightening up my day; and yes,he always do (for now at least.)
HAHA.
i was just thinking;
the way you couldnt stand me eating drumlets with knife&fork & ended up feeding me was kind of sweet hurr boy? *winks
and how you actually used yr handkie to dab my face.
boy, oh a pie you are.
i can just go on listing how you've been getting your way into my heart.
fine, just let me dabble on in this sugercoated sentences for now, can? :)

****

happy birthday to my dearest beloved mama;
though this you'd never get a chance to come across, you know well in your heart how i'd wish you the pinkest of health and of cos', HUAT more on your rounds of mahjong.
HAHA



everything just seems so yesterday;dont they?

there are really times when i wish time would just freeze for that moment; yes, that moment as we 2 know it is.




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Sunday, April 12, 2009

( easter sunday @ 3:57 AM )


i churched;
caught hongkong drama;then movied The Bucket list.
napped for 2 hours; interneted.
went for a jog down along thomson road to amk garden;showered and chickenriced.
gonna catch Devil wears Prada on 5 then probably the bimbotic SFactor.

one word for summary- PEACEFUL. :)

this cup holds infinity.



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Saturday, April 11, 2009

( easter weekend @ 9:45 AM )




hope you cupcakes enjoyed the bachata competition last night hurr :)
didnt blow my bucks for nuts eh.
so who's inspired for some dance class?
i dont mind kick-boxing too sweet *winks
HEHS.

now how does the combination of tcc frappe&some spice chic sound on a friday 11pm?
though sweet,woman & i ended up lying on some sofas with bottles of hoegarden in our hands hour later.
haha!
not too bad for some chillout & heart-heart talks under the full-mooned sky.
it was one relaxing,Good Friday for me at least for the fact i didnt have to think about work.

though my mind sidetracked on&off through the day to someone.


this morning ian jumped onto me way before the clock even struck 9am.
saturday breakfast at the market occasionally with the family aint any bad especially ian was there to kick-start my day :)
it's kind of tiring playing around the house with this super hypedup kid.
you people can try on 25th.
HAHA.

noon was at reddot with jude.
12pm & sharing of 1 tower of brewery;
plus some lil' talks.
kind of saturday i heart.

nevermind if it was the pints or the warmth i got from him, i napped through the remaining afternoon.
random macdonalds with good ol' friend and fastfurious4.
that kind of marked my day.

oh, and i was shy of 2 steps away to be banged by a honda jazz.
i really should go to church tomorrow :)

God bless you.


-credits to sweet :)

*best, sorry again! and i see you around soon! :)




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Friday, April 10, 2009

( @ 1:34 AM )


gosh am i so apologetic about the whole car crash incident.
and thank you for assuring me that you will settle it.
i know you will & being nuts about car repair/workshop, i have no idea just how much a bomb you have spent.
"expensive sleep" you said it was.
"expensive birthday present i got myself" i say.
HAHA.
i know you will laugh your ass off and say im funny if ever you come across this.
WHATEVER boy.

sorry!



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Thursday, April 09, 2009

( good thursday you @ 12:00 AM )

seeing good ol' friend on the way to work made waking up at 6am a lil' more worthwhile :)
yes,730am & jo's already in the office.
just needed to post a shoutout to my biatches
"IMU!
and sorry i wasnt able to join you all
cos' it was just one screwedup crazy wednesday.

tomorrow we will have some fun heh cuppies!
rememeber supposed dress code: RED.HAHA"

and to best&mf too,
sorry i had to really cut short our meeting!

really had to blame it on my own carelessness!

wells oh, dont deny that work has been crazy & will be crazier today.
but im hanging real tight now!
cos' tomorrow is well oh GOOD FRIDAY!
and im seeing YOU tonight!
period.

GOOD DAY YOU ALL LOVES*



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Monday, April 06, 2009

( monday & you made it not so blue @ 8:18 AM )

other than some sickass issues at work;
alrite, work wasnt that bad afterall.
fine,im just contradicting myself for awhile.
haha.
in fact, i am looking very much forward into the day i finally tie down ALL the knots for this big project.
really anticipating the products & response after the much efforts.
till then, you can only expect my whines here&there.



other than that, yesterday's baby affairs aided to trash away all the dullness for the sunday.
tell me how would you resist cutie sweet pies like them?






sidetrack; adore the way you'd drop by with caring sms :*










im really glad monday is coming to one end.
i know tomorrow will breeze by too.
oh yes, i cannot wait for thursday to come.
you said "dont you think absence makes the heart fonder"
oh! corney you boy!




** oh!i have got nods from dear boss that i can go ahead with my birthday holiday.
any taker?!!! :)


endnote- probably this is what work best for you & i.
if you ever come across this post, THANK YOU.



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Saturday, April 04, 2009

( saturday ♥ @ 6:01 AM )



being woken up at 8+ am and being screamed over the phone wasnt exactly the most appropriate start for the day.
glad i was my wee hours of the day was sealed with *
lest that thought was of suffice self-consoledence.


drifting in&out of dreamland with intermediate calls coming through regards to work.
morning conference was cancelled & that left me with a lil' more time to drift in back to sleep before finally waking up at 11.

lunch with the family at home, and having favourite ian turning the abode into some mess brought me laughters.
oh, and the scouting of websites for my party catering with bro-in-law & dear fatty.
looking at the calender, i have got not much time for preparations hurr.

darn.crazy details like this dont make me look forward to my party.
really gladful that my dear sisters are taking care of the latter for me!
not that i needed anymore squeezing of my brain juice?
THANK YOU my dear fatty&aunty :)


sms with :) sent to _ _pc_k_e ; sms received :)
*hey baby, cheer up okays?

anyway sms received again,this time from woman.
down to eastcoast for my session of blading.
then to united square for my blue icecream. hehs*
it was shopping for liesl's present.
and homesweethome i am.
on yes, 10+ on a saturday night- HOME.
much needy rest cos' im suddenly feeling the fatigue.


probably it was last night's meeting that ended 730?
yes,farking friday night and stuck in office till 8.
GREAT hurr?
well cant deny the fact though that it was really productive & got to tie up certain issues :)
probably the stretched-out week has maxed out my elascity.
so for now, let me just lie down on my bed & toss.
but i guess it wont take long for me to drift into dreamland within minutes.
HAHA.



friday night, i love seeing you.
just the way you are.





good night




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Thursday, April 02, 2009

( over the week @ 11:30 AM )



i celebrated birthday for 2





may i wish you a world of happiness with ♥

like what i worte in jude's card-

"life is short; laugh constantly; and never stop smiling!" :)




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Wednesday, April 01, 2009

( it is wednesday @ 12:02 AM )



ALREADY!!!
:)

tomorrow i be on leave!
even hoorayer!

HELLO WEEKEND!

*pls recover for tonite hur! :)



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